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together, the shore by siddershow
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
05 Dec 2017
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Finn dreams.
De-anon kink meme for the prompt "Rey accidentally visits Finn in his coma dreams."
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Most of these are fics I started but only got the first scene down. Please feel free to pick them up, or use them as inspiration. Basic summaries at the beginning of each chapter.
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Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
11 May 2015
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In which the Avengers have a swear jar.
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- Part 1 of Vignettes
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I told Scott once that my last words will probably be sarcastic, but that was before werewolves. Scott got bit and suddenly the context changed but the sentiment is just as true and terrifyingly more likely as time goes by.
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- Part 1 of One More Stair
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Stay (let me hold you) by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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Episode Four: Shane tries something new to help Ilya come down from the stressful phone call with his dad.
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“You want to try something.” Ilya was still reeling from the call with his dad, but managed a nod. “Ok. What is it?”
“Well, if you want,“ Shane hesitated, half afraid Ilya would laugh at him for asking, half embarrassed over how bad he wanted to do it. “You can tell me if you don’t like it.”
“I like everything you do.” Ilya countered bluntly. “Hollander, everything you do is good. Why are you–”
“Can I hold you?” Shane asked, and Ilya didn’t understand, “You want to hold me?”
“Yeah.” Shane slid off the couch to kneel on the floor. “Like this.” He pulled Ilya’s pants down slowly, licking his lips and exhaling audibly shaky when he saw Ilya’s cock lying soft but thick against his thigh. “Can I hold you,” he inched closer between Ilya’s spread knees, running his fingers over his bottom lip in a purposeful invitation, “Like this?”
“Oh fuck.” Ilya gulped. “Yes.”
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry
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back to shore by gingerale_days (y2beans)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Dec 2025
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"He needed to leave. He needed Ilya.
Shane walked towards the sitting room, making his way to where his shoes were positioned by the door, Ilya will stop him. Ilya will help him. Ilya will make him better."Shane drops after the infamous Vegas Hotel scene. Left to crash and burn alone, who will bring him back to shore?
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Digging up old ground by paperstorm
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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“I did not … know what happened. You touched over my pants, kissed my stomach. Went into my lap.” Ilya gestures with his free hand like he’s grasping for a word he can’t find, just out of reach. “Something was different.”
Shane can’t say he remembers all that in as much clarity as Ilya does – the whole day is a bit of a blur in his mind.
“We were having fun afternoon. Sex and naps and talking. And then I touched your hair and you went somewhere. Scared me, a little bit.”
Blinking and still not understanding, Shane repeats, “I went somewhere?”
Reaching over, Ilya picks up the booklet. One handed, he holds it against his thigh and flips to a page around halfway through with the word Subspace in bold at the top. He taps it with his forefinger. “Went here, I think.”
Shane experiences a sub-drop without knowing what's happening. Ilya doesn't know either, so he makes it his mission to find out.
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- Part 1 of Ilya and Shane explore gentle BDSM!
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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