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    “I want you to remember how you felt earlier, downstairs, before it was too much,” Ilya pumps his fingers in and out now. “Remember how needy you were, yes?”

    “M’not–”

    “Yes, you are, Shane. Is good. Is so good. I love when you are needy. Because I love giving you what you need.”

    “Yes,” Shane starts panting and grinding into the mattress as he rides the pleasure Ilya’s providing.

    “Feel needy and give it all to me, Shane. Let it out. You are safe. I’m right here.” Ilya goes to kiss Shane’s cheek again but Shane turns, taking him by the lips instead.

    “Fucking kiss me,” he exhales desperately right up against Ilya’s mouth.

     

    OR; shane gets overwhelmed and ilya gives him exactly what he needs, bottom prep included

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    05 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya was, without a doubt, the best thing that had ever happened to Shane. Their first fundraiser for the Irina Foundation was tomorrow, and it was safe to say that Shane was stressed. Rather than share his worries with his boyfriend, Shane distances himself, much to Ilya's dismay. As Shane continues to spiral, Ilya runs out of ideas on how to help. Growing increasingly desperate, a couple of internet searches led him down the rabbit hole that is D/s dynamics. Ilya proposes the idea to Shane, who hesitantly agrees.

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    05 May 2026

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    “Okay, look. I promise I won’t interfere in any way, but he really wants to meet you. Come to the party, chat a bit, and maybe you’ll hit it off.” J.J. shrugged. “Why not?”

    The sound of the glass slamming down on the nightstand startled J.J., but it didn’t even make Hayden twitch in his sleep. Neither did Shane’s next outburst.

    “Maybe because I have a fucking boyfriend!”

    J.J. just wanted the best for his Capitaine. He’d thought that meant helping him find a man to be in a happy and fulfilling relationship with. His plans, however, abruptly changed when he found out about Shane’s secret long-term boyfriend – and about who that boyfriend actually was.

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    05 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shane must have just finished his yoga routine, he was doing his cool down stretches, meaning he had been up for over an hour now, because he was insane!

    Ilya watched. He knew this routine, Shane had walked him through it at the cottage, though then it had been a special sort of torture. Suffering, trying to match Shane stretch for stretch, instead of appreciating this view. 

    Now, Ilya had a front row seat, or a back row seat more like, and he was determined not to interrupt. So he waited.

    Or; the sex part of non-sexual intimacy/kneeling (bc these two are freaks)

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    05 May 2026

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    ...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”

    “It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.

    Fuck his fucking life.

    “You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”

    “Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”

    Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.

    Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.

    (when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)

    (...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)

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