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    When Spock begins eating three times his normal intake and his stomach starts growling audibly on the bridge, Jim Kirk does what Jim Kirk does — he notices, he shows up, and he refuses to let Spock push through it alone. What neither of them knows is that the hunger is only the beginning. That Spock's body has already decided something his mind has been refusing to acknowledge for four years and seven months. That the Vulcan Science Academy will call it a physiological cycle and McCoy will call it above his pay grade and T'Pring, from Vulcan, will call it by its right name — the human, she says, with the precision of someone who has been aware of him for three years through a bond worn thin by distance and disuse.

    Spock calls it worse than that.

    Spock calls it Jim.

    A slow burn set during the five year mission, in which Spock's body knows what it wants long before Spock is willing to name it, Jim Kirk has always been paying attention, T'Pring is more understanding than expected, McCoy is a better doctor than anyone deserves, and the hunger is a metaphor and also completely literal.

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    20 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 61

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    Will Graham's mind was not his own. He could feel himself cracking-- going insane even-- under the pressure Jack Crawford put onto him. He often found himself clinging to anything or anyone that could return even the slightest bit of sanity to him. He did so with Dr. Alana Bloom and now Dr. Hannibal Lecter. But instead of the peace he found with Alana, Will Graham found something much darker and much more dooming in his kiss with Hannibal. With one kiss, Will had locked himself in a deadly dance with his psychiatrist; one in which the melody was uncertain and unwritten.

    Will did not know if the music or his dance partner would lead them to their deaths or a new life, but all he could do now was sway along with them.

     

    -Rough Draft completed, may be edits in the future.
    -Follows canon as much as it can but adds some gayer and angstier scenes
    -Written by both myself and Elliot_Prose.

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    20 Apr 2026

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    It's easier, after John Kramer dies. It finally feels like freedom. They can just be normal, boring men again, living their lives, arguing over which groceries to buy, politely– or not so politely, depending on who picks up the landline– declining the journalists who call them. Adam stops looking over his shoulder when he slouches home from his shitty retail job, and Lawrence starts pumping his own gas again instead of staying locked in his car and paying the attendant.

    Life goes on, and in a sick way, the game sort of worked, because now Adam’s eager to live the rest of it.

    He prefers not to think about it that way. He prefers to think it’s Lawrence’s presence in his life that’s the new element, that it’s him who’s made the change in Adam from passively suicidal to actively looking forward to waking up in the morning. He just wishes they had one solid thing in common, now that they’re leaving the shared horror of the bathroom behind.

    And then they find the throughline.
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    music brings Adam and Lawrence together. eventually, it brings them something new. for day six of chainshipping week 2025, "song".

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    20 Apr 2026

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    In a universe where your soulmate’s injuries show up on your skin, Bruce is convinced he doesn’t have a soulmate, and Clark is seriously concerned for his soulmate’s well-being.

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  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    At the end of the day, Adam Faulkner-Stanheight knew who he was. He didn't quite like sharing, and he was a jealous, petty bitch. It didn't really help that his jealousy wasn't unfounded, and the entire world seemingly wanted to throw themselves at his hot doctor boyfriend's feet. (Foot.)

     

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    5 Times Adam Got Jealous (+1 Time that Lawrence Did)

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    20 Apr 2026