13 Bookmarks by solarpmw

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    "Do you want to have that day you said?

    Shane stops nuzzling his sweatpants, breathes in a last time and turns around until he's face up looking at him. Ilya touches his face for a second; his freckles, the lovely cupid's bow of his lip, the tip of his nose. Shane blinks. "You're sure?"

    Ilya doesn't laugh, but it is a close thing. Is he sure? Of being fucked to death by his husband? Easiest thing he's done in his life. "Yes. You want to—what. Use me?"

    Shane breathing picks up, hitches. He tears his eyes away from Ilya's, turns again until he can easily raise Ilya's shirt to press a kiss on his stomach, into a bunch of freckles he has close to his belly button. Shane loves that place. "Yes, like—" he starts, and then stops.

    "Like what?" Ilya encourages him.

    "Like a toy."

    Ilya thinks being free use for a day will be a piece of cake. Shane is glad to prove him wrong.

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    22 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 37

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    Shane misses the first two days of Rose and Svetlana’s wedding week and arrives at the campsite close to midnight, already feeling guilty and tired from the drive. All he wants to do is change out of his clothes, and sprawl onto his bed of his assigned cabin.

    Instead, he walks into cabin 1410 and finds a Russian man in his bed.

    Or, according to Ilya, Shane is the one in his cabin.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    "Bear Ilya" this. "Shane with a pussy" that.

    What if Shane was a #healedindividual when it came to food and his body and Ilya gets so hard at the sight of bulking season Shane that he almost passes out? What then?

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    28 May 2026

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    "Baby," Ilya coos, moving his hands to guide Shane's hips. "You need to slow down, or you are going to come like this."

    "No," Shane whines. "No, I'm not. M'fine… just give me a minute." The words come out mushed, slurred together and obscured by Shane's heavy breathing. "We're gonna, we're gonna have sex. I need you inside me."

    "Okay," Ilya says, disbelieving.

    ———

    A drunk, handsy Shane chases his release on Ilya's lap

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.

    And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    “Fuck,” Ilya breathed, staring down at where they were joined. He was breathing hard. “Look at you. Taking my whole hand.” He flexed his fingers slowly inside the incredible heat.

    Shane whimpered, overwhelmed. He looked down at his own stomach. There, beneath the pale skin, was a subtle but unmistakable bulge. The outline of Ilya’s fist inside him.

    (or, Shane gets a vibrator stuck inside him and his roommate Ilya helps)

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    04 Apr 2026

  7. Rec 69

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    He closed his eyes briefly and felt Ilya’s hand lightly shake his own. “Shane?”

    He looked up at Ilya. Beautiful Ilya. Who had been so excited that the news was out. Who was ready to go public all these years while Shane had been a coward. Who was looking at him like he was a good person.

    Shane slowly unbuckled his seatbelt. The bubble had popped; a new reality was beginning. He offered Ilya a tight smile, and let himself be pulled from his seat.

    He didn’t want to leave the car.

    Or, Shane flees to the cottage after his and Ilya's relationship goes public.

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    02 Apr 2026

  8. Rec 78

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    Shane walked out the Emergency Room doors and braced himself against the cold, pulling his coat tighter around him. He had his hospital bag over his shoulder and a to-go cup from the campus Starbucks clutched in his hand. As he rounded the corner to the abandoned courtyard, the smell of cigarettes eventually let him know he was in the right place.
    Ilya was leaning against the hospital’s exterior, looking handsome as ever with a cigarette hanging between his pink lips. He was more settled than when Shane saw him last, now dressed in his civilian attire: a slouchy black sweater and jeans- Shane wanted to bury his face in the cashmere and just breathe him in, somehow missing him even when he’s standing right in front of Shane’s eyes.
    Shane pressed the to-go cup into Ilya’s hand and crowded him against the brick, “You shouldn’t be smoking.”
    Ilya cracked a crooked smile, “Doctor told me is okay. I have bad day so I can cheat.”
    “Oh yeah? Which doctor was that? I happen to know a few.”
    “Me.”

    Or: The mortifying ordeal of being known by your fellow resident.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    "If we let her sleep in the bed as a puppy, she's going to want to sleep in the bed when she's sixty pounds."

    Ilya had looked at him with great patience. "Then she will sleep in bed when she is sixty pounds."

    "That's not—Ilya. That's not a solution to the problem, that's just describing the future problem."

    "I know," Ilya had said, pleasantly, and that had been that.

    Or, a fic in which Ilya reaps what he sows and Shane tries to be a kind husband who doesn't always get the last word.

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    28 Mar 2026

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    He watches the tape again over dinner. Listens to Rozanov moan inside a girl's pussy while he eats. By the time he finishes his last bite, Rozanov's inside her, her nails raking down his back, her mouth twisted open in pleasure, and Shane's hard in his pants.

    So, Shane puts his plate in the sink and goes back to his room. Starts the video over.

    ———

    A sex tape of Ilya with a girl leaks. Shane reacts normally.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Ilya pulled back, gasping. His lower face was glistening wet in the dim light. He stared at the pulsing source between Shane’s legs with utter rapture.

    “You squirt,” he breathed, awestruck. “I did not even finger you yet, and you squirt for me.” He gave a breathless, giddy laugh.

    (or, Shane gets cursed with a pussy)

    Tag to be covered: Shane Hollander Has a Vagina

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    18 Mar 2026

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    They fight. They have angry sex. In the aftermath, lying in the wreckage of the argument, they finally say the things they've not been saying for months.

    Or: the one where Shane is emotionally constipated, Ilya moves to Ottawa and uses it as a weapon approximately once, and three weeks is exactly long enough for everything to come to a head.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    08 Feb 2026

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