13 Bookmarks by soobinonaleash

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    What starts as Taehyun opposing another one of Yeonjun’s terrible, god-awful ideas, soon turns into something more. Taehyun is introduced to Beomgyu, a guy who makes his blood run cold and who gets in his hair without even trying. Despite their bickering, fighting, quarreling, or whatever you want to call it, something unknown keeps making them meet again. Like a cursed kind of magnetic force.

    Taehyun likes to think that it is because his fate has been ruined and he’s been sentenced to eternal doom. Or maybe, just maybe, it’s because he and Beomgyu are like the sun and the moon.

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    04 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    “You’re just so damn short,” Soobin says, staring at him with a grin in the bathroom mirror.

    Beomgyu whines in protest, mouth still filled with toothpaste. He spits sooner than he should, white marinating at the corner of his lips. “Well, put some inches in me then.”

    “...what?”

    “...”

    “...”

    “...nothing.”

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Beomgyu didn't really know what had happened to him. Of course, this was a recognisable feeling, but he thought he’d healed. Everything was going well. He was happy. His friends were happy. But his mind told him he shouldn't be. His mind told him to suffer, to skip meals again, to avoid talking to those he loved. And while the skipping meals part was difficult, he found it easy to shut down a little more everyday. He spent more time in his room, cracked less jokes during practice, declined innocent hangouts because he was “too tired” or “had other plans.”

    It genuinely came out of nowhere. But that was the art of depression: surprise attacks that lacked a catalysing force.

     

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    Choi Beomgyu struggles to balance idol life with his rapidly declining mental health.

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    01 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The mysterious, obnoxiously pretty guy Soobin saw in the rain turns out to be a pretentious asshole with no manners.

    At least, that was Soobin's first impression of Choi Beomgyu.

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    01 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Yeonjun has only ever wanted to protect his younger brother. In a world where vampires rule and humans are forced to bleed for survival, Yeonjun sacrifices his own body to keep their small family afloat. But when a powerful young vampire discovers Yeonjun is the only human whose blood he can stomach, Yeonjun is torn away from home and bound as a source.

    To Soobin, Yeonjun is proof that he isn’t broken. To Yeonjun, Soobin is the embodiment of everything wrong with the world he lives in.

    But between devotion and resentment, the line between them grows dangerously thin.

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    22 May 2026

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    Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs. 

    Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.


    Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?

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    15 May 2026

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    Cannibalistic killer Beomgyu meets innocent, lonely Soobin at a group therapy session and becomes obsessed with him.

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    15 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 61

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    "Did you see the new trainee?"

    Soobin pauses. "What new trainees?" They had said there will be no new trainees. That the debut group will be decided from amongst the existing ones.

    "A new trainee. One." Kai chews loudly and Soobin makes a face. "I saw the instructor talk to him. In the hallway."

    "A new trainee? At this stage?" He wipes his glasses on a tissue. "You must have heard wrong, Kai-yah. Instructor said there will be no new trainees now."

     

    [About staring, waiting and being stared at.]

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    28 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    "I'm scared that...

    That I might like you more than you like me."

    Choi Soobin makes either the greatest mistake or the best decision of his life by letting himself get peer-pressured into joining his best friend's after-school club. Hopefully, the cupcakes make it all worthwhile.

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    Chapters:
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    17 Jan 2026

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    “Obviously, I’m not coming on to you right now. I’m just— I’m just offering to show you what usually feels good. As a friend. With clothes on. But… it’s just… you don’t have to agree to anything of course, it was just in case—”

    “Okay.”

    “What?” Yeonjun slowly blinks at Beomgyu as the other straightens up, convinced he’s heard the single, quiet word wrong.

    “I said ‘okay’. I want you to show me.”

    ---

    or, beomgyu has been acting strange lately— too strange for yeonjun not to notice.

    when he finds out his anxieties spring from a few failed hook-ups, he offers a helping hand... and lap

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    26 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    WORK IN PROGRESS
    WARNING: use of y/n :'(
    cute next-door neighbors to lovers, slow romance, you and hamzah go back and forth
    fluff and some eventual smut but girl we not there yet
    ngl gonna be awkward LMFAO so sorry if it's bad,

    title is a paramore song:-)
    forgot to mention, reader is has anxiety issues and lowkey stressed 24/7 (real)

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    25 Feb 2025

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    25 Jan 2025

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    “Have you ever heard about the origami hearts tradition in the hospital?”

    Taking the heart, the child excitedly inspected it, nodding in glee. “Yes! My mama told me that when someone leaves the hospital to go to heaven, we all fold a paper heart for them! Like this, like this!”

    “That’s right,” chuckled Soobin. “But do you know how it started? It started here, in this room. From a boy who used to fold a paper heart every day for his lost love, hoping each one he makes will take him closer to the day those eyes would open again.”

    "Unfortunately for him, the day never came."

    In other words, a hopeless love story of two childhood best friends who didn't realise what it meant to have each other until it was too late; compiled of yearning, loss, forlorn hope, unrequited love, and every tragedy in between.

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    Comments:
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    13 Aug 2021

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