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"My Dearest Meredith,
In another lifetime you'd have heard it from me years ago. You would know it was true with every beat of your heart. Every inch of your skin would know it. I’d have given you everything. In another lifetime repression and cowardice wouldn’t have run in my blood, and I’d have told the world from the beginning. About who I am, the way I love. About the way you made me feel. In another lifetime maybe, just maybe, it could have been us.
But there isn't another lifetime. There is only this one.
And every day I feel more and more that it was wasted on me."An unsent letter discovered after a suicide attempt reveals more than its writer was ever willing to admit out loud. The darkest moments of Addison Montgomery’s life become transformational, and the pain that once felt impossible to live with drives her home to herself, and to a love that lay dormant for years. Told through a collection of flashbacks that lead us towards an alternative to season four of private practice, I need her like water explores compulsive heterosexuality, grief, learning to love out loud, and the challenging parental relationships that can lead to a loss of identity.
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11 Mar 2026
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"Yes, Neil?" Andrew prods gently. There's little he wouldn't do to make sure Neil gets to experience the simple and gentle childhood neither of them got to have. He would tear cities apart just for—
"Bluey?" Neil requests in a small voice and huge, pleading blue eyes.
Luckily for the cities of South Carolina, Bluey streams on the same service as Aristocats. The Mouse, Andrew thinks, is making a killing from the needs of age-regressed Neil Josten alone.
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11 Apr 2024
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Too Sweet (Too Real) For Me by Crescent_River for partingwiththemoon
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Apr 2024
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Neil is sweet. It shouldn’t have been possible, survival should have killed any sweetness he had left but clearly, it had failed, because Neil is sweet.
Neil looks at him and expects nothing but takes everything. He looks at Andrew like he means something.
Andrew doesn’t want it.
He had swung the racket, yes, he had started this, yes, but he doesn’t want it. He can’t. It’s a pipedream, it’s supposed to be.
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Neil from Andrew's point of view at the beginning of TKM and and the messiness that comes with it.
Inspired by 20+ hours of listening to "Too Sweet" By Hozier and brainrot
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09 Apr 2024
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don't talk to me or my twenty-five inch dinosaur plushie ever again by eeveepkmnfan
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
26 Jul 2023
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Sometimes, Neil feels small. Andrew likes taking care of him.
"Be as small as you want," Andrew tells him, and the thing is, it isn't soft or quiet. It comes out harsh and through grit teeth, and yet Neil looks at him like that.
“I’ll take care of you,” he promises, firm and almost angry sounding. How is he the first to say something like this? They’re not children anymore and yet they both feel so young still.
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20 Mar 2024
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yunho hates gifts, parties and surprises.
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31 Aug 2023