15 Bookmarks by sunnyloveskenma
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"My Dearest Meredith,
In another lifetime you'd have heard it from me years ago. You would know it was true with every beat of your heart. Every inch of your skin would know it. I’d have given you everything. In another lifetime repression and cowardice wouldn’t have run in my blood, and I’d have told the world from the beginning. About who I am, the way I love. About the way you made me feel. In another lifetime maybe, just maybe, it could have been us.
But there isn't another lifetime. There is only this one.
And every day I feel more and more that it was wasted on me."An unsent letter discovered after a suicide attempt reveals more than its writer was ever willing to admit out loud. The darkest moments of Addison Montgomery’s life become transformational, and the pain that once felt impossible to live with drives her home to herself, and to a love that lay dormant for years. Told through a collection of flashbacks that lead us towards an alternative to season four of private practice, I need her like water explores compulsive heterosexuality, grief, learning to love out loud, and the challenging parental relationships that can lead to a loss of identity.
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11 Mar 2026
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23 Jun 2024
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"Yes, Neil?" Andrew prods gently. There's little he wouldn't do to make sure Neil gets to experience the simple and gentle childhood neither of them got to have. He would tear cities apart just for—
"Bluey?" Neil requests in a small voice and huge, pleading blue eyes.
Luckily for the cities of South Carolina, Bluey streams on the same service as Aristocats. The Mouse, Andrew thinks, is making a killing from the needs of age-regressed Neil Josten alone.
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11 Apr 2024
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Too Sweet (Too Real) For Me by Crescent_River for partingwiththemoon
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Apr 2024
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Neil is sweet. It shouldn’t have been possible, survival should have killed any sweetness he had left but clearly, it had failed, because Neil is sweet.
Neil looks at him and expects nothing but takes everything. He looks at Andrew like he means something.
Andrew doesn’t want it.
He had swung the racket, yes, he had started this, yes, but he doesn’t want it. He can’t. It’s a pipedream, it’s supposed to be.
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Neil from Andrew's point of view at the beginning of TKM and and the messiness that comes with it.
Inspired by 20+ hours of listening to "Too Sweet" By Hozier and brainrot
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09 Apr 2024
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don't talk to me or my twenty-five inch dinosaur plushie ever again by eeveepkmnfan
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
26 Jul 2023
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Sometimes, Neil feels small. Andrew likes taking care of him.
"Be as small as you want," Andrew tells him, and the thing is, it isn't soft or quiet. It comes out harsh and through grit teeth, and yet Neil looks at him like that.
“I’ll take care of you,” he promises, firm and almost angry sounding. How is he the first to say something like this? They’re not children anymore and yet they both feel so young still.
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20 Mar 2024
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yunho hates gifts, parties and surprises.
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31 Aug 2023
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san breaks seonghwa's imperial shuttle on accident and seonghwa is upset because of it.
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29 Aug 2023
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Hongjoong understands Seonghwa.
Seonghwa wishes the rest of his members would too.
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- Part 1 of self-indulgent ateez fics!!
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28 Aug 2023
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They all knew they had to talk with Seonghwa about being little once he was big again. They discussed every possible out come, while doing some online shopping, from him not wanting to be their little to him saying yes (He called Joong-hyung Appa of course he wants to be!). Needless to say they all couldn't wait for the next day, even if they wanted him to still be little.
7 caregivers navigating handling being idols and becoming fathers to a shy and rather timid little.
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11 Aug 2023
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It had been a long time since Seonghwa had been little, probably too long by now. But between comebacks and recordings and looking after their other littles, it wasn't as if he had much time to even consider it.
So why was he now starting to wish that he had a moment, even just a second, to be small?
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- Part 2 of little space atz!
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16 Jul 2023
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The mystery athlete gives Kiyoomi a once over in the mirror. “Yer pretty tall,” he observes. The twang of an accent rasps low in his throat. His brazen eyes drift to Kiyoomi’s legs, and something like exhilaration glints gold in his gaze. “Good quads, too. Ya ever played volleyball?”
Ah. So it’s volleyball.“I’m a dancer. Ballet and contemporary, mostly.”
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25 Aug 2020
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Yuta’s greeting was immediate when Taeyong entered the kitchen, sweeping the older into a tight hug and peppering his face in kisses that caused Taeyong to giggle. When Yuta finally put him down with a lingering kiss to his lips, Taeyong raised his eyebrows.
“And what, Mr. Nakamoto, was that for?” he inquired, putting on his best ‘unimpressed’ face (not that it was hard, he was basically dating two giant, clingy toddlers--not that he minded).
Yuta hummed happily. “To let you know that I love you dearly and appreciate everything you do for us.”
Taeyong pursed his lips. “What did you do?” he deadpanned, crossing his arms.
“Nothing!” Yuta squawked indignantly. “Honest!” Taeyong raised his eyebrows higher and Yuta denied doing anything again, so Taeyong hummed, placing a chaste kiss to the younger’s lips.
“Where’s Jaehyun?"
Yuta hummed. “He’ll be back in a minute.”
“Vague,” Taeyong noted. “What’s going on?”
“Our Taeyong is so nosy!” Yuta announced loudly, sighing as he fell against the back of the kitchen chair dramatically, causing Jisung to giggle. Taeyong sighed, giving up.Bookmarked by sunnyloveskenma
13 Jan 2019
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Hyung, We're Nine or None, Right? by bubblebubblebubbletea for doyoo
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
01 Sep 2019
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They're all tired, so Felix tries to help them out, but he doesn't want to be recognized for this deed. ...Why? Is there something wrong with their little Lix? Chan really hopes not.
Alternatively, Stray Kids are all in a relationship and, despite their problems, they try to make it work. Everyone is in love.
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15 Dec 2018
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Lee Minho is a witch with eight boyfriends. That's just a thing. Yang Jeongin is one of those boyfriends. That's also just a thing. They live together in a cottage in the woods. That, too, is just a thing.
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15 Dec 2018
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Skz at Hogwarts (ft. Other groups) by softlyuwujin
Fandom NCT (Band), SEVENTEEN (Band), Stray Kids (Band), The Boyz (Korea Band)
28 Nov 2018
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01 Dec 2018