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    11 Jun 2026

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  2. Rec *

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    At the end of 2014-2015 MHL season, the Boston Raiders end up with the second pick in the 2015 draft. They draft Shane Hollander. Cliff Marleau proceeds to spend the 2015-2016 MHL season trying (and mostly failing) to figure out why his best friend and captain, Ilya Rozanov, is so fucking weird about their new rookie.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    When Shane pulls away, he swallows audibly and the breath catches in his throat when he says, “There’s something you should know, too. Um, before.”
    Ilya traces a thumb over his lips, pouts his own to show he’s listening. “Hm?”
    “I’m a man,” Shane says, carefully.
    Ilya scoffs. “Obviously. I’m not—”
    “No, no, I mean—I’m a man. You need to remember that. Because—”
    “Oh,” Ilya murmurs. He brings his other hand up, settles it in the curve of Shane’s neck. “I understand."

    A hockey player and the most beautiful man he's ever seen walk into a bar.

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    08 Jun 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Plenty of players have looked at Shane for too long, double-checking something they can’t name. This feels different.

    (Or: the shower scene/first time redux.)

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    08 Jun 2026

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  5. Rec *

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    The amount he's already applied is surely enough, but Rozanov's touch lingers still. It's weird, Shane has kneeled to get Rozanov's cock shoved into his throat, has been on his hands and knees as Rozanov spits onto his asshole, has been completely bare and unbidden around this man, and none of it has felt quite as intimate as this. Shane isn't even hard. Rozanov's hands melt over him, touching him, and Shane isn't even fucking hard.

    or, hole aftercare can actually be a study in a relationship developing over time

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    08 Jun 2026

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    It's the middle of playoffs and the Centaurs team doctor Terry is doing physicals to make sure no has sustained any injuries that would affect their play. He does Shane's and he sees Shane is slightly underweight then what is normal for him during playoffs. When he brings it up with Shane he brings up the fact that Shane is diagnosed with an eating disorder and tells him that he will have a chat with Shane's therapist and nutritionist on what to do.

    Shane does not take this very well.

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    06 Jun 2026

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  7. Rec *

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    When Shane Hollander is left behind for a road trip due to an injury, he spirals hard. Luckily he has a dom/husband who is able to bring him back effectively and hold him accountable. Mind the tags and notes for CW.
    THIS IS BDSM.

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    05 Jun 2026

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  8. Rec *

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    Shane was still trying to settle Max, cupping the back of his head, pressing him back against his chest. Body warmth, familiar scent—that was supposed to be enough. That was supposed to be some innate thing, some animalistic pull newborns had toward their parents, hardwired in them from the beginning. Shane had read that. He was pretty sure he had read that.

    It was probably really bad that his baby didn't have it toward him.

    Or,

    Shane is not bonding with his new baby.

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    05 Jun 2026

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  9. Public Bookmark 38

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    'Little' Shane is being naughty and breaks a rule about playing with fire. A secret attempt to roast a marshmallow sets the kitchen on fire.
    Papa Ilya is very unhappy, and strict consequences follow.

    TW: spanking, age play!!

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    03 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark *

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of times the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    02 Jun 2026

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  11. Rec 24

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    AU: Movie Star - Ilya, PA - Shane

    Ilya Rozanov built his entire life around temporary things. Temporary cities. Temporary relationships. Temporary people. It was easier that way.

    Shane Hollander already learned the hard way what it feels like to lose the thing your life was built around. After hockey fell apart, he stopped letting himself need too much from anyone or anywhere.

    Working together was never supposed to become personal. But somewhere between film sets, late-night drives, hotel rooms and quiet routines, actor and assistant slowly become something far more dangerous to each other: constant.

    And the closer they get, the harder it becomes to pretend they still know how to walk away.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    02 Jun 2026

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  13. Rec *

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    Day 5 of Mean Dom Ilya Week: beyond possibility. (cigarettes, gun-play, burning, dehumanization)

    Escort Shane visits his favorite client and gets more than he bargained for from him. KGB Ilya, but it isn't explicitly mentioned.

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    01 Jun 2026

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  14. Rec 29

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    Shane had an abortion. It wasn't traumatic. He doesn't regret it. It was the right choice. So why is the darkness slowly moving in?

    Your absence has gone through me
    Like thread through a needle.
    Everything I do is stitched with its color.

    -W.S. Merwin

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    28 May 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 46

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    During their Stanley Cup win celebrations, Ilya whines about the technicality that Shane was not a virgin, the Stanley Cup grants his wish.

    Shane is not happy, but it can be his 18 years-old-body's hormones. He is not sure.

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    26 May 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane is overstimulated and overwhelmed. It just keeps getting worse, building up until his head is buzzing and his skin doesn't feel right. He's good at shoving it down, pushing through.

    But when he finally gets home, he takes it out on Ilya in all the wrong ways.

    Luckily, Ilya knows exactly what Shane needs and how to handle him to make the world quiet again.

    Or: Autistic Shane needs regulation, and only Ilya can give it to him.

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    26 May 2026

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  17. Rec *

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    Shane Hollander isn't allowed to get back on the ice until his (barely!) sprained ankle heals. It's been two days of light-stretching only, and he's going fucking insane. So, like anybody would, he decides to deep-clean the house while Ilya is at practice.

    He gets caught.

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    26 May 2026

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  18. Public Bookmark *

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    25 May 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane sleeps with other men, and (of course) Ilya crashes out.

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    5/5
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    100,243

    25 May 2026

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  20. Rec 56

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    Ilya Rozanov was about to commit a murder-suicide. Or at least, he felt very close to committing a murder-suicide. It didn’t make sense for him to feel this way. It didn't make sense for him to feel so… possessive over someone who wasn’t his, and yet the jealousy spread from his heart, all over his chest, down to his fingertips and toes, until there was not much he could see behind the green in his eyes. His gaze was furiously and singularly trained on Shane Hollander and whoever it was trailing his fingers up and down Shane’s forearm. He felt sick, physically sick. His fingers tightened around his glass of refilled vodka, willing the cold of it to somehow jerk him out of this stupor.

    Or, Ilya gets jealous over Shane's new friend.

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    25 May 2026

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