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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    hollanov of my life

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    After ignoring his phone in favor of getting split in two by his situationship, Shane is stranded in Boston at the start of the zombie apocalypse.

    Ilya is left with nowhere to go, and Shane refuses to leave him behind. In order to survive, they have to cross the Canadian border and get to the cottage, together.

    But getting to Canada is far easier said than done. When Ilya is badly injured, their road-trip becomes a race against the dead—and the infection spreading through Ilya’s leg.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    hollanov zombies

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    16 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    hollanov on boston together

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Hudson visits West Hollywood for a few days and runs into Connor by chance.

    Connor is wearing a dress. He is quite possibly the hottest person Hudson has ever seen.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    greatest hudcon of all time

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    “Hi, sweetheart,” Ilya mumbles into Shane’s neck.

    Shane just keeps running his fingers through Ilya’s hair, sometimes scratching a little. He rubs his knuckle behind Ilya’s ear, and waits.

    Ilya is good at being in control. He’s glorious on top of Shane. He fucks him so good Shane forgets his name. He effortlessly guides Shane through crowds with a big palm pressed against the small of his back. He calls Shane all sorts of filthy names and tells him when he can come. But sometimes, Ilya wants to feel a big palm at his own back, guiding him and holding him and loving him well enough that he can let go.

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    shane makes ilya cry and everyone cheered