19 Bookmarks by thefirst3chapters

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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    She reads a familiar scrawl, “Adam to God after he’s spoken with Satan. Before you really read Frankenstein, you have to decide who you think is at fault in Paradise Lost, Satan or God?”

    Rory closes the book after reading the messy scrawl from the boy that broke her heart. 

    She’s never described herself as an angry person before, but she can feel a ball of rage in her core, threatening to escape. She shoves the book back into her bag, along with that feeling of white hot anger. Because she’s done. She meant what she said. She is not going to pine. 

    Rory leans her head against the window. 

    Unbelievable, she had purposefully only brought books that she knew he didn’t get his hands on. His dirty, grubby, nicotine and pen stained, lovely hands, that knew just the right way to touch her– 

    Of course he would still find a way to surprise her, even as she’s running away as far as she can from him. No matter if he did it first. She needs to run. 

    //or Rory re-reads her books through pivotal moments in the Gilmore Girls canon only to find her ex-boyfriend’s annotations are waiting for her.

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    31 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Pure rage flowed through his veins. Apathy was a good enough disguise most of the time, but anger bubbled beneath the surface almost constantly. It left him unstable and on-edge, desperate to keep moving, or else, unleash the full, unbridled power of his wrath on someone who didn’t deserve it.

    Now, he was doing just that. Now, he was pissing his life away just because.

    Now, he had nothing but the open road and the noise.

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    Or, what happened when Jess Mariano left.

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    11 Nov 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Rory and Jess fall back into each other's lives when Jess helps Rory find direction in life. Together, they navigate the challenges and joys that life throws at them.

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    13 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Rory does not think she has been in love with Jess Mariano for the last four years. But perhaps the love was just sitting there, dormant, waiting for her to awaken it again. Waiting for her to notice.

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    25 Jul 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    Rory stumbles out of the cramped space, brushing her hair away from her face. With a murderous scowl in place (or at least as close to one as Bambi can get), she demands, “Seriously? Seriously, your first instinct is to shove me in a closet?”

    “You went willingly,” says Jess dryly.

    unbeknownst to lorelai, the girl hiding in jess' closet isn't a half-naked girlfriend. it's just rory, fueled by too much caffeine and longing and misplaced righteous anger.

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    24 Jul 2024

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    “So how’s Columbia?”

    “Screw you,” says Rory thinly, passing him the half of the scone that’s left. It’s cherry, anyway, his favorite. (What else is she supposed to do with her hands? Where should she put them now so she doesn’t slip up and reach for him?)

    “Yeah.” Jess brushes her fingers with his cold ones as he takes the paper bag, purposeful and spiteful, proving nothing she doesn’t already know. “Right back at you.”

    or, jess and rory across manhattan, relearning each other. call it fate, call it karma.

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    24 Jul 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 30

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    The Subsect by Jess Mariano

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    24 Jul 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 13

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    "Come on, I'll read you Othello. Won't that be fun?" Rory reads Shakespeare to Jess on their way to get ice cream in cones. Jess can't help seeing a few... connections, and, being Jess, he just can't leave well enough alone. A missing scene from "Teach Me Tonight."

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    24 Jul 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    She knelt down beside her bed and pulled out a small cardboard box. Opening it, she slowly lifted out its contents and placed them on the floor: her copy of Howl, a crumpled carton of cigarettes, her Distillers t-shirt, a smattering of polaroids, and a small collection of mixtapes.

    One tape in particular caught her eye. She and Jess used to have this joke whenever he gave her mixtapes. He’d title them all “Trust me,” an echo to a moment in the early days of their friendship. The Shaggs were never her favorite, but she remembered sitting on the bus to school the week after the bracelet fiasco, giggling to herself about how funky and deranged the Wiggin Sisters sounded on her CD player. From then on, he’d give her those mixes with a “trust me” written in scrawled sharpie on a peeling piece of masking tape, signaling his newest installment and her eagerness to take anything he was willing to give her.

    Rory looked over every piece of him she had left. She had already shed so many tears over this boy. What were a few more?

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    Following a series of rather embarrassing first dates and run-ins with Dean, Rory Gilmore thinks back to a time in her life when everything seemed to make sense.

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    24 Jul 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    ‘Forget it Max! I can’t deal with this shit!’ She spun round to scream at him before flinging the door to the stairway open and slamming it behind her.

    ‘Liz!’ He cried out one last time, his final thread of hope snapping as the cacophony of his classmates laughter swallowed up his call.

    In which Max Medina isn't just Rory's english teacher, he's Jess' dad.

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    24 Jul 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 52

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    "You can't keep running away," Rory manages to get out when he starts to back away from her. He freezes in place. "At Weston's, at Andrew's, last year, and now...again." Jess opens his mouth and immediately closes it again, eliciting a scoff from Rory. "You always do this."

    Alternatively, what might have happened if Jess didn't leave after telling Rory he loves her.

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    24 Jul 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 54

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    "Sometimes I wish Jess never came here in the first place. Would’ve saved us all a lot of trouble, right?"

    Upon Jess' sudden return, a still hurt Rory wishes they'd never met. What she doesn't plan on, though, is her wish actually coming true.

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    24 Jul 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 9

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    It is what it is. You, me.

    His words are ringing sharp in her ears even as the miles expand between them, her hands gripping the steering wheel, driving her closer to the person she can’t escape and further from the one she can’t let go.

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    24 Jul 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    Maybe he should give it a minute’s rest before he lights another. He turns his back to the stairs and leans over the railing again, hot under his forearms, eyes closed.

    She’s holding a book, flipping through the pages from thumb to thumb like she’s shuffling a deck of cards. She looks up, bright-eyed and sparkling and questioning. He shrugs, hands shoved deep in his pockets. “Well, what is much?” And when she grins at him, something warm and golden drips like honey down the inside of his ribcage

    He pushes off the railing, crosses the fire escape in two steps and fishes out the next cigarette. It’s lit, it’s between his lips, he draws and it’s burning his throat, his lungs, his mind, the memory. He spits the smoke back out, rubbing the back of his neck hard with his free hand just for something to do with the jitteriness. Fuck it.

    The Subsect is finished at last. Now all Jess has to do is write the dedication.

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    24 Jul 2024

  15. Public Bookmark 49

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    rory comes home from dc. jess spent the summer reading and waiting.

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    24 Jul 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    In a world where Jess found out he was flunking out before it was too late to catch up, and now has to attend gym class with Lane Kim... two unathletic teenagers must join forces get away with doing as little as possible. These are their stories.

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    24 Jul 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 78

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    Jess is sick, Luke is awkward, things get heavy. Mostly about Luke and Jess and their family relationships, but there's some JavaJunkie and Literati undertones. Content warning for mentions of abuse and some violence and medical stuff.

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    24 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 39

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    Jess isn't graduating, he can't take Rory to prom, and all Rory knows is Jess won't talk to her about what's bothering him. So when Jess leaves after Dean attacks him, Rory follows him to get some answers.

    A Keg! Max! au where Jess actually talks to Rory about what's going on.

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    24 Jul 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 44

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    Rory had long rationalized her relationship with Jess down to a combination of misdirected friendship and teenage lust, and she was sure he felt the same way. So when he suddenly goes silent after she sends him her latest chapter, she's not expecting what she finds when she tracks him down. And now nothing will ever be the same. A prelude to "Daddy Shark."

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    295
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    329
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    10,541

    24 Jul 2024

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