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    Ilya gets a tiny 24 tattoed on himself, and Shane feels like he's going insane.

    He wants it. Desperately. to be marked.

    When he finds a way, Ilya reacts about how you'd expect.

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    Shane hollander gets 81 tattooed on the inside of his lower lip.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “Am I a bad friend?”

    Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.

    Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.

    Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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    “You know I think about you all the time,
    And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
    And how bad it must have been for you back then,
    And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.

    To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.

    He keeps saying it. No one says it back.

    Until they do.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    They've done it before and they are back at it again. After over a decade of keeping their relationship secret, Ilya Rozanov is ready to start a new chapter with his boyfriend, and supposedly arch-rival, Shane Hollander. Leaving his former ice hockey team behind in Boston, Ilya starts a new season of his career in Ottawa. Closer to aforementioned boyfriend, and unfortunately, on the starting line-up of a rather bad team. But things are good when you are only a couple of hours away by car from the love of your life, right?

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    18 Mar 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    18 Mar 2026