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There is something very calming about waking up to the rumbling rrrrr-rrrrr sound of Till’s quiet purring.
Sleepy and warm, the cat hybrid is more willing to show affection when tucked beside Ivan in the sheets.
That is until Till climbs on top of him and begins kneading his chest, his squishy thighs bracketing Ivan’s pelvis, the rumbling in his throat continuing as he rubs his scent into Ivan’s neck.
Then the calming atmosphere is replaced with an unwinnable war of self-restraint.
Or, Being a cat hybrid doesn’t generally get in between Till’s friendship with Ivan, it does however, spice up their sex life.
Kitty hybrid Till and human Ivan bang on every surface of their apartment.
EDIT: Now with art from the incredible strangelewdity!!!
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12 Aug 2026
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“Lucky me.” Ivan gently cups his face, running his thumb over Till's lips, still swollen from their earlier kiss. “I get to be your first everything.”
Fuck, it was just as he thought. Till's never going to live this down.
Till and Ivan learn what it feels like to love. To be loved.
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- Part 2 of starkissed lovers
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21 Jul 2026
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STORY NOT ABANDONED, JUST ON HIATUS
In a world where soulmate bonds exist, Till wants nothing to do with his.
Ivan, unfortunately, already knows exactly who his is.
After running from two very different broken homes, the two end up sharing a cramped apartment, scraping by with dead-end jobs and late-night rehearsals, slowly forming a band that feels like the first thing either of them has ever chosen for themselves. Till pours his heart into his music, determined to believe that love should be earned—not assigned. Ivan stays quietly at his side, hiding the truth of their bond while helping build a life that feels safe, warm, and theirs.
But some connections don’t fade just because you refuse to name them.OR
Ivan and Till are soulmates, able to feel each other's intense emotions. When Till swears against even the idea of his, can Ivan keep their bond a secret in order to stay by Till's side?
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15 Jul 2026
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Ivan spent his entire life becoming the person everyone else needed him to be.
Perfect son. Perfect executive. Perfect provider.
Somewhere along the way, he forgot how to be himself.
As his marriage collapses, his children grow distant, and the carefully crafted life he built begins to fall apart around him, Ivan finds himself longing for the one person who ever made the future feel simple.OR
Ivan hates the way his life turned out, his only comfort is when he thinks back to his younger years with Till at his side. But what happens when the memories are no longer enough?
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- Part 1 of It All Falls Apart
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13 Jul 2026
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Ivan's life has fallen apart.
His marriage is ending, his children no longer know how to interact with him, and his father is demanding retribution after Ivan's ex-wife's publicly humiliated their family. It would all be too much to handle if his best friend/first love hadn't swooped in when he did.
Meanwhile, Till has one mission: stabalize Ivan's life and repair his relationship with his kids before he has to leave for tour in six months. Though that might be easier said than done when decades of buried feelings begin to resurface.
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Till is determined to show Ivan how to love life again. Unfortunately, it's becoming increasingly difficult to ignore feelings that never really went away.
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- Part 2 of It All Falls Apart
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05 Jul 2026
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Till and Ivan aren't dating but he wants everyone to know Till is his. What better way to do that then live streaming them having sex, then everyone will know who the only one who can please Till is.
The consent in this is very dubious and is essentially noncon, Ivan streams the sex without Till knowing so it's nonconsensual exhibitionism. Till is into it but doesn't consent.
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- Part 1 of My alnst explicit fics
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05 Jul 2026
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Ivan comes home with a bet for Till
Till should know better than to rise to his baiting.
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- Part 1 of Inspections
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03 Jul 2026
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pwps in a bottle (one-shot collection) by buu, potpourroot
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
05 May 2026
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a collection of less-than-pwps that has maybe good smut in it, but not much else for plot. each chapter will be a new pwp! please check chapter title for the au/remix and look over author's notes for additional warnings, and tags will be updated!
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01 Jul 2026
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This is what love feels like, Ivan thinks dazedly as Till nuzzles into his jaw, trailing kisses down the length of his neck and murmuring praise into the sweat-damp skin there. Love is being ruined by the same person who will put you back together.
ivan has always been the odd one out in every room; too polished to connect with his classmates, too socially awkward for his wealthy family's reputation. his attempt to find some form of human connection ends in a brutal violation that leaves him broken — until he falls in love with a man who adores every part of him.
every part. including the broken ones, because he was the one who broke ivan apart in the first place.
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24 Jun 2026
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"Hey, Till. Ever heard of bitching?"
"Wha—"
"Not the kind where you yap- which you do plenty of. But the kind where a dynamic is forcibly transitioned into an omega."
Till's brows furrow. "Not even fuckin' possible. You're watching way too much porn."Or: Alpha 🎤 Ivan forcibly bitches Alpha 🎸 Till into becoming his omega. As the kids say.
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23 Jun 2026
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Till has never been more glad Ivan is a heavy sleeper because if he woke up right now, Till wouldn't know how to explain why he's riding his unconscious friend's cock.
or Till somnos Ivan
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10 Jun 2026
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the unintended consequences of unclosetting your best friend by thekweenof
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
11 Jun 2026
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“You’re the token straight of our friend group,” Mizi says with immense pity, as though this is a terrible burden to be bestowed upon Till and Till alone.
“Since when was I the token straight?” Till complains. “What about Ivan?”
The table goes silent.
“Till,” Mizi says to him with the utmost sincerity. “You know Ivan is into men right?”
“...What.”
“Oh my god,” Sua groans, “he didn’t know.”
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Till tries to get Ivan to come out to him. This goes as well as you would expect.Series
- Part 1 of the longest days in summer
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05 Jun 2026
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Till is trying to start a new life at seventeen.
Finally escaping his abusive family, Till wants nothing more than to graduate high school and start a music career. The only obstacle in his way is: Ivan. A failed love confession tears their fragile friendship apart and hurts Till deeper than Ivan truly understands. There's hardly time to repair their relationship; Ivan chooses a college that's miles away from Till and his friends, and a mysterious stranger offers Till a job he can't refuse.
In this new life, Till won't give up on Ivan. The two of them will fix what was broken together. But that means that Till will have to open up and share the deepest, ugliest parts with himself with Ivan. The secret he's kept his entire childhood can't remain untold.
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24 May 2026
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any omega like you deserves a gentleman by Entelecheia_8970
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
19 May 2026
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“Thank you hyung.” Ivan whispers, his breath trembling with anticipation.
Till makes a small confused sound.
“For trusting me–”
Ivan's teeth sink into Till's neck
or Ivan gets his hands dirty
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20 May 2026
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"Do you think Ivan would like me if I were a girl?"
Mizi had frozen in her place, blush brush still in her hand, and he even heard Sua drop her lipstick. Till immediately regretted saying anything. He took one last swing at the cooler he had in his hand and refused to meet the eyes of the girls.
Maybe if he were a girl…A pretty girl like Mizi, who everyone loved, maybe Ivan could like him. Maybe if he was soft in all the right places, and if he smelled like strawberries like her, Ivan would be interested in him, right?
𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚌𝚑 𝚃𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚜 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑 𝙸𝚟𝚊𝚗’𝚜 𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
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13 May 2026
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The box is small despite its weight so Till makes the wise decision to open it.
The first thing Till notices is the printed picture of himself standing in front of his apartment with the shutter capturing him as he's using the keypad.
Till's blood immediately runs cold. With shaking fingers he flicks through, letting the pictures flutter to the ground like withered petals of a dying flower.
Or Till gets a stalker
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02 May 2026
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"I like... girls."
"Liar. I've seen you make out with guys before."
"S'just... making out. No fucking."
"Not yet," Ivan corrects. "Do you know you got drugged?"or: Ivan drugs Till and takes him home.
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25 Apr 2026
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"Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."
Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.
"I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."
The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.
"Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."
Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.
"I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."
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Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.
An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.
Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.
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21 Apr 2026
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“What the—” Till trails off as he glances down only to realise his dick had disappeared, “Fuck?”
He spends a few minutes staring blankly before tentatively, trailing his fingers down just in case his dick had decided to hide between his legs only to come in contact with a…pussy?
or Till gets a pussy
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19 Apr 2026
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“So you attended my other shows, huh?” Till prompts.
“All of them,” Ivan corrects.
“Thank you,” Till replies, face warming up. “I—I don’t really know what else to say, I’ve never had fans before.”
“You do have fans, you just ignore them.” Ivan is still smiling at him, his face impossible to read. “But that’s okay, I’m sure none of your other fans love you the way I do. After all, I’m your biggest, most loyal fan.”
Somehow, Till has the distinct feeling that Ivan isn't even exaggerating.
OR: The one where Till is a bassist in a small rock band who has a not-so-low-key crush on his best friend, Mizi, and is just trying his best to get by in this hellscape called life, but gets irrevocably entangled in Ivan's web instead.
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15 Apr 2026