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Want to See Nirvana/Don’t Want to Die Yet by albertblithe (Gabbaroni), Gabbaroni
Fandoms: Generation Kill
15 Jan 2023
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What do you do with an NCO formerly in your care, deaf-drunk and asking for you? What do you do when you’ve spent the better part of the last three years unlearning how you loved him?
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11 Jul 2025
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maybe tomorrow (maybe next year) by Sandrine Shaw (Sandrine) for hikaru
Fandoms: Generation Kill
25 Dec 2014
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Turns out Nate's situational awareness doesn't extend quite far enough, after all.
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06 Jul 2025
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He is as alone and as safe as he can be in a combat zone.
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06 Jul 2025
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Tiptoe Through Our Shiny City by Dira Sudis (dsudis) for riverlight
Fandoms: Generation Kill
30 Dec 2013
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"If you don't let me come to Boston because the kids will think I'm your boyfriend then the kids who think I'm your boyfriend have already won."
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06 Jul 2025
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Nate looked exactly like Brad always pictured him: exhausted in the full life-in-a-combat-zone sense of the word.
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Ray is slightly psychic. It's not super fun.
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05 Jul 2025
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Unthinkingly, Brad said, as if navigating, “Stop.”
And Ray did. No hesitation, no questions. And Brad saw it. He watched Ray’s stiff, hunched frame go practically boneless. His pinched brow smoothed. His pupils blew out.Brad and Ray drive rally and learn some things about each other.
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03 Jul 2025
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John pounds his fist against the mat and somebody somewhere whistles. For a gnawing, long second, Buck doesn’t release him. John thinks he means to actually dislocate his shoulder. His eyes roll and he pants and laughs against the mat, feels it pressing in his mouth.
“Do it,” John snarls, “and I’ll fuckin’ kill you.”
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Gale's daddy owns a fight club. John's always liked a fight.Bookmarked by triggerlil
17 Jun 2025
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Sleeper by eyebrowofdoom for Joanne_c
Fandoms: Talented Mr Ripley (1999), Ripley Series - Patricia Highsmith
20 Dec 2014
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Tom watched Peter’s ribs rise and fall beneath his loose Italian shirt as he lay prone, his dark hair fallen artlessly back from his forehead, and the softness of unconsciousness stealing across his face.
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10 Jun 2025
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Three Ways Of Playing A Chorus by skazka for Bond_Girl
Fandoms: Talented Mr Ripley (1999)
25 Dec 2017
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Tom is snowed in at Cortina with Dickie and Marge and Peter and Freddie. Sometimes he's really a very lucky boy.
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10 Jun 2025
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Tom was different, so he had thought. Tom is different. Tom cares, even now, at the end of everything. Tom is crying, and Peter can feel the tears seeping through the back of his jumper. Tom is crying, and Tom is trapped, and Tom is going to kill him.
And Peter does not want to die.
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10 Jun 2025
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Marge grabs squeezes his arm. “Stay a little longer. I had a brilliant idea last night! I invited Peter Smith-Kingsley to stay for a while. The house is already so full. Peter can’t stand Freddie, naturally, but I told him you’d more than make up for him.”
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09 Jun 2025
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Playlist for When Your Boyfriend Stops Breathing by SunsetPlums
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
17 May 2025
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He pictures the funeral sometimes.
He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.
He pictures swallowing them himself.
Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.
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23 May 2025
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crossroads by ipsilateral
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024), Band of Brothers (TV 2001)
24 Jul 2024
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"I died over there, you know. I might be here, right now, with you," he pats Joe's hair, "but I'm actually dead, Lieb."
In fact there are hundreds of corpses Bucky left strewn across Europe, and one in Algeria, and a whole fucking pile of them in the stalag. He used to get so angry at Gale for trying to gather and bundle them all together. Bucky wanted to say, Don't open that box. You're gonna mix ‘em all up into a tangled fucking mess if you do that, so don't.
-- Bucky, afterward
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The History Books Forgot About Us (And the Bible Didn't Mention Us) by callmejude for Florentium
Fandoms: The Pacific (TV)
02 Aug 2016
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Things change between Eugene and Shelton after Hamm gets shot.
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It was after the game, and Patrick was looking at Art. It was thirteen years ago, and Patrick was looking at Art. It was a lifetime ago and it was right now and then and every time in between all at once, and Patrick was looking at Art, and Art wasn’t looking at him.
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- Part 1 of Compress/Repress
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01 May 2024
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Watching Patrick serve, the ferocity in it, how alive he still felt across from him—no, Patrick isn’t dead to him, and Art isn’t dead inside at all. Miraculously, Patrick has managed to harness that spirit still flickering deep within, the one that’s been wilting, that dying spark.
Afterward, in the hotel room, there’s a shift.
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01 May 2024
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sunday morning (and i'm falling) by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
30 Dec 2019
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“How long will he be staying with you?” Mrs. Barbour asks him one evening, when he mentions that Boris will be picking him up after dinner.
“I’m not sure,” he tells her, keeping the details, as always surrounding Boris, as vague as possible. “Just until he figures something else out.”
Mrs. Barbour clicks her tongue at him.
“You have such a kind heart, Theo. Be careful you don’t let him take advantage of you.”
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23 Apr 2024
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a renaissance, another day by randomhorse
Fandoms: The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)
10 Sep 2019
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“I don’t have anything, if that’s what you’re looking for,” Theo says. “I’m clean.”
“So am I. Remember how I said? Can stop anytime, no problem?” Boris raises his hands, palms towards Theo, fourteen years old again, free-handed on the BMX down the slope of Desert End Road, Look, Potter! No hands! “See? Clean. Boom, like that.”(Two years after Amsterdam Boris shows up on Theo’s doorstep in New York and he hasn’t had a hit in twenty-four hours.)
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23 Apr 2024
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Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of the story.
Not to John Egan. Not after the war.
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- Part 1 of young vets au (side a)
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07 Apr 2024