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    Ilya Rozanov has learned that nothing is free--not shelter, not food, not kindness. Every favor comes with a price, and his body is the only currency he has. When a brutal night on the streets of Montreal puts him in the path of Shane Hollander, a wealthy stranger who refuses payment for his help, Ilya doesn't trust it. He trusts transactions. He trusts survival. Shane Hollander has spent his life being careful--about his image, his future, and the expectations attached to his last name. As the heir to a powerful corporation, there is no room in his world for scandal, much less for falling in love with someone society would rather pretend doesn't exist. As Shane and Ilya are drawn together, what begins as guarded proximity turns into something neither of them can afford. Ilya and Shane must decide whether love is worth the cost--and whether they're willing to risk everything for it.

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    23 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Shane notices scars on Ilya, asking about them only pushes him away. A few days later, Shane decides to be the one to break the silence and goes to Ilya's apartment. Chaos ensues.

    “Don’t fucking touch me.” His chest is rising up and down rapidly, and he looks like a wild animal, cornered and with no way to run.
    “If there is nothing there, why won't you let me see?” Shane asks, anger seeping into the caring words.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “You’re cute when you worry,” he meets Shane’s eye, smiling both because it’s true, and because he’s trying to convince Shane that he’s okay. “Mr Caretaker. Mr Nurse.”

    “That’s Mr Doctor to you,” Shane chirps back.

    “Oh so you have medical degree now?”

    “I don’t need a medical degree to see how sick you are, Ilya. You were seriously going to play like this?”

    “Who do you think I am? Of course not. I said if I felt better, I could have played. And I did not feel better. "

     

    Four weeks, two major league hockey players sharing a brain cell and a little something aptly nicknamed 'The Kissing Disease'.

    (otherwise known as 'the mono fic')

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “We had a visitor waiting when we got back to the house tonight.” Yuna finally spoke. “It was, of course, alarming to find a stranger in our driveway, a car we didn’t recognize, a person we didn’t recognize.”

    “Okay.” Ilya intently listened, nodding at everything.

    “She explained that she had found me through the foundation, and wanted to reach out to me before she did anything else.” Her hands reassuringly squeezed around Ilya’s ones, eyes never leaving his even for a second. With a deep breath in, she closed her eyes. “She told us her name is Irina. Irina Sergeevna Rozanova.”

    OR

    Irina Rozanova survives her suicide attempt but goes into hiding. Only after Grigori dies, she feels safe enough to find her son.

    OR

    Irina lives

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane gets into a fight.

    Ilya loses his mind about it.

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    21 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

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    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    20 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    Two nightmares, twenty-two years apart.

    While nightmares are no longer common for Ilya, he's always had to navigate them from time-to-time. First, as a little boy with his mother by his side. Now, with his husband.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    "Please, Rozanov, just tell me what's going on." It is so earnest, so gentle, and Ilya does not deserve it. "Don't leave without—"

    "Hollander," Ilya pleads for him to stop, puts out his hand as a peace offering.

    "Ilya.

    or; ilya has a bad day. shane helps.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    After stumbling and falling in the game against the Centaurs, Shane is accused by his teammates and the Montreal Metros management team of throwing the game to Ilya as a result of their relationship being exposed after the FanMail incident.
    Shane is forced to give a post-game interview in the midst of a dissociative episode.
    Until an incriminating question from a reporter causes the rubber band inside him to snap, and Shane says all the things he shouldn't say.
    Except that he actually should.

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    aka the author ranting about the Montreal Metros/Voyageurs being assholes.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane moved his skates aside and stood to grab his shirt.

    "Yes, Ilya."

    Even with the reassurance something twisted in Ilya's gut. A low warning, a pulse of dread echoing through him.

    Shane had lied.

    Or: Gilbert Comeau can't leave well enough alone. He's sick and tired of Shane Hollander and his husband. About time someone did something about that, right?

    Edit: Now with a part 2 where Comeau get's his shit fucking rocked folks.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.

    Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.

    Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.

    “I don’t know what you are talking about.”

    “Sure you don't, baby.”

    Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
    Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.

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    20 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 55

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    Ilya really wants to have a threesome, so for their anniversary, Shane arranges one. But Ilya ends up not liking it as much as he thought he would.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    20 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    On the anniversary of Irina’s death, Shane comforts his husband in the depths of his grief.

    “I realized that… by my next birthday, I will be older than my mother ever got to be.” Ilya took a shaky breath, but his voice remained steady. “She has been gone longer than I ever got to spend with her.”

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Ilya asks Shane to hit him during sex and ends up getting a lot more than that.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “We knew when his words came in that he’d–” Yuna’s voice cracked around the idea, that specific word escaping her. “That he won’t have to know what it feels like to lose his soulmate.”

    Because Shane was always going to go first. How must it have felt, to look upon her son and see those words, and know with complete certainty he would go first? Maybe it was better, having as vague of a word as Ilya did on his chest. At least he couldn’t think about it, couldn’t imagine scenarios in which it could be said. 

    “I assume,” Yuna said, pausing to take a deep breath as though to steel herself, “he said yours last night.”

    Ilya nodded, admitting what he didn’t dare say out loud. 

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    AU where the last words you ever hear from your soulmate are tattooed on your chest. Ilya and Shane still argue over the party, Ilya still already chose Shane, and everything goes so much worse after Shane leaves.

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    20 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 96

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    “You are very angry at me. That is okay.” He looked up and met Shane’s eyes. “Tell me. I can take it; I will not get angry. But please, say it all, so I know, and so you do not keep carrying it. I do not want it to rot in here,” he said, jabbing a finger at his chest.

    Ilya took another deep breath, “Please. I cannot fix it if I do not know. Is it because I was too needy?”

    “No, it fucking wasn’t, Ilya!” Shane shouted, eyes shining. “There is quite literally nowhere else that I would rather be. I have moved heaven and earth to have you in my life. You make me. Do you understand that? Loving you makes me who I am. It is a privilege to be here when you are having a hard time. But oh my fucking god, I am so tired of you treating me like absolute dog shit when you get sad. It has to fucking stop."

     

    Ilya Rozanov is being a vicious asshole, and he won't let himself think about why. But after a fight with Yuna and Shane, he's forced to confront what's actually below the surface. Shane Hollander shows up to take good care of his sad lover.

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    20 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 78

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    Ilya is frozen for a second, eyes flicking down to the pillow. David is offering. And his body still feels so heavy to hold up. He moves slowly, like he’s afraid something is going to jump out at him (which is kind of embarrassing), until he comes to rest on his side, his head against the soft pillow.

    Without looking away from his book, David reaches over to pull Ilya’s blanket - which had traveled with him - up to rest just under his chin. He leaves his arm over Ilya, resting on his back. Holding him.

    Ilya sniffles.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    5 times Ilya couldn’t handle Shane’s tears, and 1 time Ilya needed them more than anything in the world.

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    10,272

    20 Mar 2026

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