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"Purple is a good color on you, you know?"
"You think so?" Su-bong is all too aware of the prickling warmth in his cheeks, of the fluttering in his belly. Nam-gyu does that to him; it doesn't wear off the longer they're together, no, it only grows with each passing day.
"Mhmm." Nam-gyu finishes the last fingernail, screws the bottle shut and sets it down on the nightstand. The absence of touch leaves Su-bong craving more, more, more, until he can't possibly handle it. But the way he looks at him—so soft, with such adoration—Su-bong would give him the moon.
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Su-bong and Nam-gyu are finally ready to move onto the next step. To the both of them, it goes far beyond physicalities.
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After a larger-than-normal fight with his father, Su-bong has to escape. Nam-gyu, of course, follows him.
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Nam-gyu and Su-bong run away together. Along the way, they discover that home was never a place at all.
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you believe me like a god (i'll destroy you like i am) by ttthangyu for uroczezwloki
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
09 Apr 2026
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And, God. Thanos.
Thanos right here, hovering over him, crooked grin etched onto his face. Thanos, with his expensive violet hair dye, freshly done and spiked up just the way he likes it. Thanos, devoid of scar tissue, devoid of all that Su-bong hates about himself. He's even filled out. The healthiest his body has ever been. And he's younger, too. A better time. And suddenly, Su-bong feels ashamed to present himself like this. With his own faded hair dye, the cheapest he could find. His nails, chipped and nearly gone. Aching, ruined body.
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Su-bong treats himself to a new kind of pill. He didn't know that hallucinating his stage persona was one of the side effects.
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make me feel like i am breathing, feel like i am human by ttthangyu for bpdnamgyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
15 Jan 2026
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"Yo." Thanos steps behind the sofa and into the kitchen to set the bags down on the counter. He comes back then, and stands behind Nam-gyu before bowing down and resting his cheek on the top of his head, arms snaking around the base of his neck.
"Store any fun?" Nam-gyu asks him with a soft giggle. "You find anything good?"
"Yes, sir, I did," Thanos replies, voice muffled against his hair. "I got your favorite. But, not just anything. I'm gonna make it from scratch. Or, well, learn to. Probably good that I've never done it before, 'cause. you'll probably love it so much that you'll never wanna go to our spot again."
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Nam-gyu receives a work promotion. To celebrate, Thanos takes care of him.
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i know i'm no sweet prince of love by bpdnamgyu, ttthangyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
09 Jan 2026
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After a fight following the games, Nam-gyu and Thanos part ways for over a year. On New Year's Eve, just before midnight, a text message changes everything.
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A New Year's Eve reunion, told through the POV of both Nam-gyu and Thanos.
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"Nam?" he asks.
Nam-gyu steps forward, and before Thanos can say aything more, his lips are on his. Nam-gyu's hands tangle in his combed hair, only serving to mess it up again.
When they finally pull away, Thanos is, for once, speechless. His eyes sparkle as they bore into Nam-gyu's. It's Nam-gyu who speaks first, quietly. "You're so fucking hot."
And Thanos, just as quiet: "You drive me crazy."
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Thanos and Nam-gyu are celebrating their one year anniversary. They don't have to leave the house to do so.
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(show me the place) where he inserted the blade by ttthangyu for malfxy
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
26 Nov 2025
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"Thanos," he says, louder this time, and Su-bong's head snaps upward, and the blade drops to the floor with a sharp clink, small drops of blood dotting the tile. For several drawn out moments, neither of them move. Nam-gyu remains in the doorway, eyes wide and mouth agape, and Su-bong remains huddled in the corner, matching his expression to a T.
But finally, Nam-gyu snaps out of it, and when he takes a step forward, Su-bong recoils harshly, like a wounded animal. His unscathed arm flies upward, almost as if to shield him from potential harm.
"Thanos," Nam-gyu repeats, almost inaudibly. "Honey. Hey— hey, don't— none of that." With a hint of caution, Nam-gyu steps forward some more, leaving the bottles on the counter. He kneels down in front of Su-bong, grabbing his wrist with as much gentleness as he can muster and pulling it down and toward him.
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Nam-gyu comes home to find something that Su-bong never intended him to.
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Su-bong’s free arm slowly snakes around Nam-gyu, so that his hand is resting on the small of his back. Nam-gyu bows his head, eyes fluttered shut, lips parted. He continues to move slowly against Su-bong’s hips, thighs trembling. His hair falls over his face in strands as sweat trickles down his temples. Even with his eyes closed, he can feel Su-bong’s gaze on him, infatuated and worshiping.
Gentle fingers run up Su-bong’s thighs, reverent of the raised tissue. Su-bong shudders, breath hitching. His eyes are big and shiny and vulnerable.
“You’re beautiful too, Su-bong,” he says, just as quiet. As if speaking too loud will cause the atmosphere to crumble.
Su-bong shakes his head, slow and pitiful. His lower lip wobbles just slightly, like he’s about to start crying.
“You are,” he insists, palms pressed flat against either side of his waist. “You’re the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen.”
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Nam-gyu does his best to show Su-bong what he sees in him.
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- Part 5 of thangyu fest ☆
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i'll follow you down (till the sound of my voice will haunt you) by ttthangyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
07 Nov 2025
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Nam-gyu rises slowly to his feet. His body is so heavy. He is afraid that it will give out at any moment. Thanos, too, stands, knife red to the hilt. Oh, Thanos, Nam-gyu thinks, and he wants to cry. He looks so exhausted. So unlike himself. It takes everything in him not to rush over, to wipe the blood off of his beautiful face, to kiss the weariness away, to take his hand and say, ‘Enough of this, now, let’s go home.’
Thanos swallows. Gives him that look. Guilty. And he knows. It dawns on him suddenly, and he is filled with dread.
He steps backward. His own knife is heavy in his hand. He holds it out, as if this will protect him from anything at all.
“It’s gonna be that way, baby?” Thanos asks, voice low. “You want it this way?”
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Nam-gyu and Thanos make it to the game's final round.
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- Part 6 of thangyu fest ☆
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Thanos sits up now. His face is entirely too close. Here, he’s able to examine all of Thanos’s features in much greater detail. The small scar on his eyebrow. His piercings. His canine tooth that’s bigger than it should be. His underbite. His lips that Nam-gyu thinks he would really like to kiss. And then he doesn’t have to think about it anymore, because it’s happening for real, and he can taste the liquor on Thanos’s tongue, and it mingles with the taste on his own tongue.
But then Thanos is pulling back, and Nam-gyu is afraid that he’s done something terribly wrong, that he’s messed it all up in some unfathomable way, but Thanos just pulls the fake teeth mold out of his mouth and sets it down on the bedspread.
“Wanna kiss you better,” he whispers. “Don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance after tonight.”
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Nam-gyu and Thanos reunite with each other at a Halloween party one year later.
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Nam-gyu tries, and he fucks up, and he fucks up again. And Su-bong continues to love him despite. And perhaps this is what has been missing the whole time: someone to love him unconditionally, through his worst and through his best. To see him as more than his addiction.
He’s been doing better, as of now. Su-bong, too. They’ve been working on it together. It’s been hard, of course, as all things seem to be for them. But they’re trying.
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Nam-gyu navigates the immediate changes of his promise to Su-bong.
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- Part 4 of growing pains - domestic thangyu week ☆
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like the rock bears the weather (not a lot, just forever) by ttthangyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
15 Oct 2025
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“Hey, Gyu?” Thanos looks at him pointedly. He pushes his food around with his chopsticks. Gyu is reserved only for when he’s really trying to butter him up.
Nam-gyu’s head turns. “What?”
“I, uh, actually had a question.”
“Okay?” He raises an eyebrow. “You don’t need to announce it. Just ask. Nothing’s ever stopped you from talking before.” He nudges him, playful.
“Yeah, but—” He stops himself, takes a deep breath. “Okay. I guess I just wanted to ask you about your drawer. In the bedroom.”
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Upon discovering what Nam-gyu has been hiding, Thanos confronts him.
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- Part 3 of growing pains - domestic thangyu week ☆
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“We do not need a pet.”
Thanos’s voice cuts through the crisp, morning air. His hands are shoved into his pockets. He’s standing a few feet away from Nam-gyu, who’s crouched on the pavement, eyeing the black kitten with an almost childlike wonder.
The kitten mewls. It hobbles around, struggling to walk over. It’s black, with just a little bit of white under its chin and on its chest. Its eyes are a bright, blazing green. And it won’t stop crying.
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Nam-gyu and Thanos take a walk and complete some much needed house chores. It’s what they find along the way, though, that changes things.
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- Part 2 of growing pains - domestic thangyu week ☆
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nothing in the world belongs to me (but my love, mine all mine) by ttthangyu for xalfie
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
13 Oct 2025
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“You should read it to me sometime. I think I’d like it a lot more if it was coming from you.”
Nam-gyu sighs, soft and light. “I’ll think about it.”
That is good enough for him. He presses his lips to the top of Nam-gyu’s head again. And Nam-gyu sort of leans into it, eyes half closed, lips curved into a small smile. And as is tradition at night, the two maneuver themselves in such a way that Thanos is able to wrap his arms around Nam-gyu’s middle, forehead resting on his shoulder. And as he allows his eyes to flutter shut, he thinks that he would really like to marry Nam-gyu someday.
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Thanos has a late night at the studio. Nam-gyu has to get up early for class. The time in between, though, belongs only to them.
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- Part 1 of growing pains - domestic thangyu week ☆
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“Come on, man. Promise me that you’ll get out of this place. Promise me that. Please.”
“Thanos, I can’t promise that. You can’t make me promise that.” He shakes his head. “That’s not fair.”
“None of it is fair, Nam-su,” he says. “It’s not fair that either of us are here right now. You know whose fault that is. And you know what? He’s here too. And he’s stealing our fucking money—again. That’s not fair. Do you really want him to leave here with all our money? With your money? Come on. Promise me you won’t. Promise me you’ll get the fuck out. Okay?”
Nam-gyu grimaces. He swallows, and Thanos notices the subtle trembling of his bottom lip. “Okay,” he finally agrees. “Okay. But you have to promise me that you’ll get out too. We can hold each other to it.”
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A series of promises made by Nam-gyu and Thanos to each other.
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- Part 4 of thangyu fest ☆
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It never gets easier, the leaving.
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- Part 10 of drabbles ☆
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Someone—Nam-gyu, he realizes, almost immediately—grabs his trembling hands and holds them in his own.
“Su-bong,” Nam-gyu whispers desperately, like he’s trying to talk him down from something crazy, like he’s scared or something. “Su-bong, baby, calm down, okay, hey, look at me. Look at me, Su-bong, yeah, there you go. You’re safe. You’re safe and you’re here and we’re here and you’re not there anymore. See?” Nam-gyu waves his fingers in front of his eyes, then gestures vaguely to the room around them. “You’re home, we’re home. You’re here. You’re not there anymore. They can’t hurt you here. Won’t let them.”
Nam-gyu’s fingers grip his shoulders, tight and grounding, and he wants to cry. Shuddering breaths, quiet sniffles. He half expects Nam-gyu to make a snide comment, or at the very least tease him a little, but he does not. He only holds him closer, fingers entangling in his hair, lips grazing his temple.
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Moving on from the trauma left by the games is harder than Su-bong thought it would be.
- a continuation of 'oh, is there nothing left to do for us?' but can be read as a standalone!
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- Part 3 of thangyu fest ☆
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He isn’t sure what he was expecting, but it most definitely wasn’t Thanos of all people, hair tousled and face gaunt and eyebags deep and purple, and overall visibly unwell.
“Wh—” he begins, but the words die on his tongue. And anyway, what could he possibly say? Here is Thanos, after all this time, no call, no text, no nothing, after he’d disappeared off the face of the planet, after Nam-gyu had shed tears for him, after he’d nearly given up on everything for him.
“Nam-su,” Thanos says, like nothing is wrong. “Can I crash here tonight?”
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Nam-gyu makes it out of the games. The recovery process is rough, but he finds that he isn’t alone.
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- Part 2 of thangyu fest ☆
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Nam-gyu is injured in the midst of Lights Out, which severely hindrances his ability to perform well in Hide and Seek. Luckily, Thanos is there to lend a hand.
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- Part 1 of thangyu fest ☆
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god knew his face and held it (but it still didn’t save him) by ttthangyu
Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)
27 Jun 2025
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It was the catalyst that brought him closer to Thanos. The one thing they could have, all to themselves, when everything else was stripped down to identicality. Like they were inside of their own little world, like all the bloodshed and all of the misery and all of the torture didn’t matter because they were together and they would be okay as long as it stayed that way.
Nam-gyu entangles the chain with his palms, the cross dangling underneath, mimicking a pose of prayer. Praying to a god who abandoned him.
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The fifth game; Nam-gyu's final moments.