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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    19 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Once upon a time, Adam Parrish had not--if you’ll pardon him--given a good God damn about God or the devil. At eleven, Adam took for granted that praying did not mean an answered prayer. At twelve, he understood that devil was just another word for the man who lived in his house and shared his eye color.

    At thirteen, Adam realized that, actually, he was fucking wrong, that the devil was literal and maybe so was God. He knew this because one day, a demon crept into his parents’ trailer.

    As an adult, unmaking the rules of good and evil consumed Adam Parrish. Proving his experience was the undercurrent to everything he did. That was why it was so absolutely fucked up that when he did finally encounter a demon for the second time, he wasn’t even trying to do it.

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    09 Aug 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    A few months back, on one of those nights where they all came together at the Barns to try to ‘recapture their youth’, as Gansey liked to say, Blue had decided to ruin the mood.
    “Do you think your doctor thing is because of God?” she’d asked.
    Ronan had replied, “I think you should go to Hell.”

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    07 Jun 2024

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    Pulling off a long distance relationship shouldn't be that hard, after everything else Adam and Ronan have been through.

    Not that anything in Adam's life goes the way it should.

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    15 Mar 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Ronan's house is haunted. Adam is an exorcist.

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    02 Mar 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 76

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    If Adam-and-Ronan was going to be a lifelong thing — and Adam really, really wanted it to be — then Adam had to start getting used to the fact that he and Declan both just wanted Ronan to be happy.

    (adam's left alone with declan in the aftermath of a lynch brother fight)

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    31 May 2023

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    There are secrets that the Lynches keep, and Declan might be the best-kept one of them all.

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    02 May 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 38

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    “Did you know,” Adam starts in his typical, annoyingly charming, matter-of-fact tone. Ronan is about to interrupt by saying no, he doesn’t know, just to get a rise out of him but he holds back. For now. “The Northeastern Beach Tiger Beetles,” he continues and Ronan thinks, okay, this is new. “Are, relatively, ten times faster than the best human sprinter?”

    “What?” Ronan blinks and stops, mid-step, to look over at Adam.

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    15 Mar 2023

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    Adam likes his job. Sometimes he might even go as far as to say that he loves his job; he enjoys the work, his little office with the big window, the way the building smells like books, and the fact he can turn his email notifications off on a Friday night and know nothing world-ending will have happened by Monday. Compared to his short stint in law, publishing was a breeze.

    Most of the time. Adam likes his job, most of the time.

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    22 Jan 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    It’s the distance, he suspects, that will ruin them in the end. He doesn’t know if he means the miles, or Ronan’s, or his own. But he’s incontrovertibly sure it will be that.

    In which Cabeswater is gone, Ronan’s too far to reach, and Adam’s just trying to hold on.

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    21 Nov 2022

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    The boy who worked the graveyard shift at Brazenhead Books was bird-thin, and pale, and kind of scowl-y. He was always reading enormous dry texts with titles like Tort Law and Alternatives and Intro to Comparative Constitutional Law. He drawled like Matthew McConaughey and the hair just above his right ear never lay flat.

    Ronan was probably in love.

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    13 Oct 2022

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    “Yeah? Which was the big guy downstairs? Because my good Catholic upbringing didn’t make the distinction.”

    Out of nervous habit, Ronan brings his wrist up to his mouth and chews on the leather bands there. He’s been wearing them and chewing on them since he was sixteen. It’s a wonder there’s anything left to them at all. He feels the same way about his good Catholic upbringing.

    “I think,” Adam says, quiet now. “That he wasn’t very nice, but that he wasn’t ever given a reason to be. I think it was self-defense.” It’s an explanation that sounds both close to home and far away. He looks up and out the window. His gaze gets caught there, distracted for the first time since they started.

    Ronan looks as well, but it’s dark out now and all he can see is the shadow box reflection of the room against the black behind. Set against the rest of it, Adam’s hunched over reflection looks small and dark. Ronan is little more than a few swaths of stark negative space cut against the white glow. Neither of them has a halo.

    (Or, that one where Adam is an art major and Ronan agrees to model for a sculpture of Satan.)

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    20 Apr 2022

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    One morning Adam wakes up to find that Ronan has cut himself on a sharp, heavy piece of stained glass he accidentally pulled from his dream. This gives them each different things to consider.

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    25 Dec 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 16

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    There was a cloud of them, all seemingly unique and bizarre in appearance. Kaleidoscopic and near impossible to focus on individually as they tumbled around the room.

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    31 Jul 2021

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    Adam left Henrietta for Harvard and never returned. Now, seven years has passed, and an unexpected work assignment has brought him back to a place and people he hardly recognizes.

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    15 Apr 2021

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    25 Mar 2021

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    25 Mar 2021

  18. Public Bookmark 87

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    "He’s home, Adam thinks. This is Ronan’s home, and this is where he carved out a place for Adam, too, so readily and effortlessly, and Adam loves him, he loves him, he loves him. "

    Adam spends the summer at the Barns.

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    22 Mar 2021

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    He last saw Ronan for Spring Break a week ago, and more than quenching the thirst it’d just made the longing worse. They’d spent most of the break dicking around in Lindenmere, creating tiny planets in bubbles for Opal to chase and fucking in shadowy clearings. Adam can almost taste Ronan and the magic both like honey lingering in his mouth.

    Or, Adam’s sophomore year at Harvard: a study in longing.

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    17 Feb 2021

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    Ronan makes a deal with a witch.

    It's okay, though. He'll never have to go through with his end of the bargain.

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    10 Feb 2021

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