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“I’m leaving,” John said bitterly. He spun on his feet back to shore. “I don’t-“
“I’m glad you came,” Javier interrupted, awfully mellow now.
John turned back, slow. “Why?”
“You gonna make me spell it out for you, Marston?” Javier sighed, eyes suddenly averting his gaze.
John stayed where he was, Javier took a step closer.
“I’m not too great with spelling-“ John began, before Javier was taking his jaw into his wet hands and kissing him hard. He stumbled back a bit and Javier chased him.
It felt like shooting his revolver and embracing the shock of the gun humming with life. It felt like every sunset he’d ever watched, every shot tossed back, every bullet dodged. In his periphery, he saw reflections of stars in the ripples. In front of him, he saw his own kind of stars in Javier’s lashes, his sunspots, the creases of his eyes.
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john and javier get nasty with it for the first time after getting drunk past midnight. spoiler alert: pretty fire
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ethubs week 2025!!
tune in for my interpretation of the prompts from moments scattered across the life series, hermitcraft, and somewhere in between. some days will be fluff, some with a little angst, and maybe a couple that are smutty ;)
enjoy! <3
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He tries to be as gentle as possible, brushing the area for any knots or abnormal swelling. At a particular spot, he hears the faintest whimper and Bdubs freezes in place. Oh fuck. He looks over and Etho is breathing heavily, pale skin glistening. “Ohmygosh, I am soso s-sorry! Didn’t realize that area was so tende-“
“No-no, ‘Dubs, you’re fine.” Etho chuckles sheepishly, his brows furrowed with embarrassment. “Guess I’m just sensitive.”
Sensitive. Bdubs thinks he’s melting. Where else was he sensitive? He can almost feel the pads of his fingers digging into his waist as Etho is buried within him. He’s slick with sweat but his hands are cold and they feel like snow. The man is whispering sweet things into his ears, and Bdubs crumbles at the appraisal and endearment. Does he make those whimpers when he is just about to-
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OR trainer bdubs falls for the pretty captain with silver hair. bdubs convinces himself its just attraction but hes stupid as normal athletic trainers don’t imagine orgasms when helping their clients. so yeah, hes fucked. good thing hes gonna get fucked!
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“S-stop looking murderous…” Bdubs murmured sleepily as he laid his head back down on the pillow, truly a pillow princess even though he was currently grinding down enough to send a man 6 feet under. “T’s a real tur-urn off.”
“You-you just killed me!” Tango sputtered back.
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OR, an action-packed, SEXY, rare pairing lil smut fic from last life for all your obsessions with the BEST crew. what else could u want? oh yeah there’s an etho sex scene in it too for you etho girls. (me)
OR, two brats try to top and they are too stupid to figure it out
please be cautious since this fic contains somnophilia, dubious consent, slut shaming, and graphic violence.
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Grian’s fingers broke his waistband and Scar pulled back abruptly.
“I-oh- are you sure?” He whispered.
“You got any better ideas to wait out a sandstorm?” Grian raised an eyebrow, continuing his hypnotizing circles on dark-skinned hip bones.
“Are you kidding me?” Scar scoffed. “We could be talking about taxes or- oh fuck-“ He swore fiercely, nearly jumping out of his skin when the man palmed him beneath ripped pants.
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scar plummets into red life all too soon. he wakes up at the bottom of the ravine, a sandstorm raging outside the walls of their tiny cave, and grian stuck with him, so close but too far.
everything has gone so wrong. so, how can he make this worse?
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or- wyd if u and ur homie r stuck in a hole
touch dicks obviously
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"The years passed by torturously slow but, somehow, also way too fast. Like he blinked and suddenly he was 37, his body getting ready to start deteriorating, more than it already was, his face adorned with more wrinkles than it had any business having due to ages of an unstable life and unhealthy habits.
And John had the audacity to come sit next to him like none of that happened."
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Javier Escuella, 38, is minding his own business at a bar when he gets an unpleasant visit from his ex-situationship from 12 years ago.Bookmarked by urmom
03 Apr 2026
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lover forgive me (my guilt is my only crime) by Nuaaaage_s
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
01 Apr 2026
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They do this more often than Javier's willing to admit. The whole thing has become addicting, though neither of them really want to speak about it — truly talk about it.
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Javier and John start this thing where they share working girls and Javier has a crisis over it.
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02 Apr 2026
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Maybe that’s why John hangs around him so often. Maybe he wants in on those jobs, so he waits by the campfire to see if Javier brings them up in conversation. Maybe he settles on just listening to the man play his music and sing. Maybe he thinks the way he ties his neckerchief looks pretty smart, and finds his mustache somehow endearing.
Maybe it’s really not about getting leads at all.
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24 Mar 2026
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He breathes in deeply and lets it out through his teeth as Arthur smooths the salve over the bruise, starting at John’s collarbone and working down.
Tender and gentle and John has to close his eyes so he doesn't accidentally meet Arthur's.
This shouldn't get him off, it hurts for one-
For two, Arthur doesn't mean it like that.
The older man's just being generous with that big heart o' his and John's lucky enough to be the recipient.
Arthur's fingers unceremoniously drag the salve over his nipple, across his ribs from his sternum out.
John clenches his hands in the bedroll, trying not to catch fire with how hot he's burning.
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13 Mar 2026
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He’d never planned to get as close as they did, but if Javier was being honest, he wanted John, too. He was just stupid enough to think he’d change for him. John ain’t even changing for the mother of his kid, but he thought that his relationship with John was unlike John and Abigail’s, like somehow this brotherhood of theirs would get him further than poor Abigail.
Javier thought that that arrangement didn’t have to change anything in their friendship, that it was simply an addition to the side.
How wrong was he. He should’ve known, in a world like theirs, that it would change everything.
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Javier and John's friendship is in rough shape after a drunken mistake. Both of them try to navigate their feelings in a world unwelcoming of men like them.
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- Part 2 of to love me is to suffer me
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10 Mar 2026