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Dazai Osamu spent years trying to find a way to die.
At a young age, he witnessed, watched, experienced things he never should have. By fifteen, every morning is the same, surviving it feels more like a punishment than a blessing, every night is worse. Attempt after attempt he tries to escape.Until he meets him.
For the first time, Dazai wants another tomorrow. He wants life. Of course, he’s not perfect. He still wants the pain to end. But, this boy, he gives Dazai hope. A hope for a life worth living for.
Unfortunately, life isn’t that kind.
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Environmental Factors of Intertwining and Detaching by r3medialch8os
Fandoms: Community (TV)
29 Jul 2024
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Abed isn't so much losing his mind as he keeps finding it in different places.
(Or, no one else could have been the one to bring Troy back home.)
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19 Jul 2026
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It's the study groups final year at Greendale and Abed doesn't think he can handle it. Change has never been easy for him, but things have been gradually getting worse until he finally gets pushed to the other side and finds himself coming back to a habit he hasn't indulged in for a while. And now he doesn't feel like he can tell Troy. Or Annie. Or anyone.
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19 Jul 2026
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He picks up the phone.
“Hello, you’ve reached Abed.”
“Abed!” says a very, very familiar voice, and he realizes quite suddenly that maybe when he walked into his apartment he was actually walking into the opening sequence of an entirely new show.
Or a reboot.
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Troy comes home.Bookmarked by vicodinspetchial
19 Jul 2026
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Abed is trying. He's trying to be normal, to be stable. It should be easy. It's easy for everyone else. Why can't he just be normal.
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19 Jul 2026
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When Abed rocked up to the usual group study room on a random Monday morning, he didn't expect to bump into Evil-Abed… but it was fine. It was totally fine. Abed would just pretend Evil-Abed wasn't there until he went away.
Spoiler alert: Evil-Abed wasn’t going to go away.
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- Part 1 of Investigative Realism
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18 Jul 2026