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    There’s lots of things Dazai didn’t believe in.

    Ghosts, for one. Surely if they existed, he’d be one of the most haunted people on the planet. Aliens. It wasn’t so much that he didn’t think they could exist, probably not in the way humans thought they did — he just didn’t really care enough.

    On the flip side, there were other things he did believe in when it came down to it. Simple truths.

    In any case, Dazai woke up that morning to an unremarkable world. At 24 seconds into 11:03pm, he had the inexplicable, unexplainable and infuriating feeling that Chuuya had done something incredibly stupid.

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    Chuuya gets sick without explanation. It digs up some old memories.

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    11 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    “You won’t try to kill yourself again. Even if your mind screams at you, you won’t be able to. Your body won’t cooperate. You won’t be able to hurt yourself or purposely let others hurt you. You won’t die as long as you desire death or unless I personally let you."

    Dazai’s breath hitched, and his eyes widened in disbelief. “No, you can’t—”

    Then he felt it—something like a subtle shift somewhere inside him. He couldn’t pinpoint where the sensation started or ended, but it was there. And just as quickly as it happened, it went away, as if it had already sealed itself in him, became a part of him.

    “What did you just do to me?” he asked, the words barely making it past his throat, more accusation than question.

    “Saved you. You’ll probably hate me for it, but that’s what it was.”

     

    or, Vampire!Chuuya finds Dazai on the verge of death, and uses mind compulsion to make him unable to try to end his life ever again. After that, he disappears, leaving Dazai alone for two years of nothing but hatred and resentment toward the vampire who violated his will and trapped him in the pathetic existence people call life. Until, when Chuuya’s the one in need of help, their paths cross again.

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    11 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Chuuya and Yosano weren't expecting to run into each other in their pursuit of a bar that night, but they weren't going to say no to the company, after all, it was purely coincidental or was it?
    By the end of the night, Chuuya and Yosano are captured by people who want to carry on the work of the lab Chuuya escaped from when he was younger, and who know what Yosano's ability is.
    Yosano has faith in the ADA, but as time stretches on and she watches the experimentation take its toll on Chuuya, Yosano begins to wonder if there's more at play here, because their loved ones wouldn't have just abandoned them like this, right?

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    22 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ann reaches across and slips her hand into Ren’s. There’s still no spark, no fireworks. Just a warm ease, the pleasure of having someone she likes so much a little closer, of knowing him a little better, knowing what the lines on his palm feel like under the pads of her fingers.

    Ann is used to being stared at. Ren never stares at her.

    Ann is used to needing to catalogue the things she wants and the things she doesn't, just in case she has to account for it someday. Ann is not used to being close to someone who doesn't want anything more from her. Ann isn't used to having people care about what she wants.

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    19 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Their friend is gone.

    All that remained of him was a monster, fueled by a hatred and cruelty beyond what the Phantom Thieves have ever faced.

    But, even faced by horror of his crimes, they wouldn't turn their back on their leader. No matter how lost, broken and twisted his mind was, they would reach him once again and pulled him out of the depths of this man-made hell.

     

     

    Time after Maruki's defeat, Lavenza calls for the Phantom Thieves to take on the new God of Control, their former leader.

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    19 Jul 2025