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    Ilya rummaged around, looking for anything that might bring Shane comfort: old clothes, stuffed animals, things they could’ve eventually given their kid. As he scanned the dresser drawer, forcing tears away, he heard Shane’s door creaking open. He turned to see Yuna holding a small, grey piece of fabric.

    “We were going to give you two this closer to the birth…” she spoke softly, holding out the blanket, offering it to Ilya.

    He would’ve recognized it anywhere: Shane’s baby blanket. He’d seen it in countless baby pictures as a scarf, or a lasso, or a cape. He knew Shane would’ve kept their baby’s blanket; he’d probably give it back to them when they were having a child of their own, just like Yuna. Ilya mourned the love this baby would never receive– David’s food they’d never try, Yuna’s leftures they’d never hear, Shane’s freckles they wouldn’t inherit.

    Or, at ten weeks pregnant, Shane has a miscarriage. He and Ilya experience a new first: grief, together.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    A series of fics in which Shane Hollander gets all the justice and happy endings he deserves

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    29 Aug 2026

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    It’s a difficult concept for Shane to grasp, taking up space like that. Birthday parties are always so loud and demanding of everyone’s attention, and Shane doesn’t know how to handle it, always stressed that people don’t actually want to be there or are just patronising him. The idea that people want to get together to celebrate Shane, besides his parents and husband, is completely foreign to him. The idea that his hockey team would show up for his birthday is incomprehensible.

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    Two birthday wishes Shane makes, and how they come true (and one time Ilya threatens a bunch of ten-year-olds)

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya: Are you waiting for my plane to leave, Hollander?
    Jane: No
    Ilya: So we leave the cottage and you don't want to be honest anymore?
    Jane: Ok fine. I am. Is that silly?
    Ilya: No. I am taking photos of birds just to have something to talk to you about.
    Jane: You can always talk to me
    Jane: And you can always be honest with me. We should probably try to keep that cottage honesty thing going as long as we can?
    Ilya: Ok

    Or: It's 2017, and Shane and Ilya need to figure out how to be long-distance boyfriends. Most of the time all they can do is text each other.

    (Fics in the series are standalone stories that share loose connections and references.)

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    29 Aug 2026

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    At twenty-five, Shane works from home in cyber security. He gets all his groceries delivered. He avoids the outside world whenever possible. Finally—finally—he caves to his parents’ insistence that it’s time to purchase an omega.

    Ilya is supposed to be difficult. That’s what the auction house warned him, anyway. They aren’t wrong. Between the language barrier, the violent mood swings, incessant noise, and feral behaviors, Ilya is nothing like the obedient omegas Shane is raised to expect. Half the time, Shane can’t tell if the man hates him, fears him, or is losing his damn mind. Probably all of them, all the time. The other half of the time, Ilya watches him like he’s waiting for Shane to spring a trap. News flash: there isn’t one.

    Shane doesn't have any inkling of what he’s doing. He’s never shared space with another human being before. Let alone an omega who doesn't understand personal space. As the walls crack between them, Shane notices things he never questioned before. He realizes there is something deeply troubling in the world he grew up in.

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    29 Aug 2026