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  1. Rec 11

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    Fight Club and Project Mayhem were growing – as was the relationship between Narrator and Tyler.

    In which Narrator viciously beats up two men and Tyler adores the feeling of being worshipped.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Psycho Boy
    Genuinely might be the best fic I’ve ever read

  2. Rec 37

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    ‘We could be friends with benefits,’ Matt suggested.

    ‘What? Oh – I don’t think it’s a good idea,’ Mello said. ‘Ours is a work relationship.’

    ‘I think it’s a friendship.’

    ‘You do. I know.’

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    26 May 2026

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    Casual Sex Friends
    Another incredible piece by Midieval my love, perfectly worded and written and they’re both so well characterised, love this dynamic :D

  3. Rec 19

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    When Matt swung open the door to his apartment, Mello was standing in the middle of the living room, wearing a hood with a crown of black feathers that engulfed his bone-white face like the plumage of a carrion-bird. 

     

    ‘Oh, great,’ Matt said, grinning. ‘You broke in.’


    Matt saves a horse and learns the meaning of 'ride or die'.

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    25 May 2026

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    Good Men Die Too
    THIS HAS A HAPPY ENDING THANK FUCK Possibly one of my favourite mellodramattic fics and I love that both of them are portrayed exactly how I imagine them in my head, I love addict Matt when he’s absolutely captivated like this and I love bitch Mello when he shows his affection in the most retarded ways
    Neeeeeed more cowboy fics of them my loves

  4. Rec *

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    "It’s a road movie, a double-feature, two boys striking out across America, while desire, like a monster, crawls up out of the lake with all of us watching, with all of us wondering if these two boys will find a way to figure it out."

    Canonverse, focusing on events from October 15, 2009 - January 26, 2010 (Ch. 66-99). Mature.

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    08 May 2026

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    THE BEST MELLODRAMATTIC FIC OUT THERE, as an addict it just speaks to me and I love it with my whole heart and they’re characterised sososososo well. Very devastating and I love everything about it

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    Light Yagami masked himself to be a perfect model of various archetypes. The perfect student, the perfect son, the perfect friend, the perfect boyfriend. It was as though he refused to let a single flaw slip through him, as though being human was something wrong to be, replacing chances for mistakes with satisfactory yet saccharine ‘outcomes.’

    The moment L enters Light Yagami’s world in person, Light conjures up the perfect plan: to pretend flirt with L and romance him into giving up his real name. L sees right through him, but pretends to go along with Light’s advances in hopes of eventually unmasking him to be Kira.

    They form a fake relationship, and it becomes a delicate game to see who makes the mistake of slipping first. But when Light loses his memories while in confinement, the line quickly blurs between what’s real and what’s not.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    Will You Love Me Even If I Lose?
    DISCONTINUED!!! But so fucking good bro, the character development and how their inner monologues were portrayed were so perfect and I love this fic, the smut is so good and I really love this Lawlight. Def wish for an update ^^