14 Bookmarks by xennex
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Когда Ваймак находит книги, в которых рассказывается о его лисах, сначала он не верит. Но когда он читает аннотацию второй книги и видит упоминание смерти одного из его ребят... Что ж, это была прямая угроза команде. Какая бы чертовщина не происходила, тренер всегда будет защищать Лисов.
Им придется прочитать книги.
Bookmarked by xennex
04 Jul 2026
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I didn't know I was broken 'til i wanted to change
I wanna get better, better, better, better,
I wanna get betterOr, Andrew persuades Neil to give Dr. Betsy Dobson a chance and the decision starts to change their relationship in ways they didn't expect.
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- Part 1 of Shut Up, This is Love
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- English
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- 40,125
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- 10/10
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Bookmarked by xennex
01 Jul 2026
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THIS WAS SOGOODDDD UGH i fucking love soft andreil
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A Quiet Little Seedling by Lostintheuniverseslies
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Nov 2024
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Neil had a lot of secrets. He didn’t want much in life except to live quietly, run his botanical store, upload TikToks covering plant care, and for not a single person to find out that he’s the best-selling author N.A.J who published one book anonymously five years prior and disappeared. His life takes a turn when his literary agent tracks him down for a follow-up book with the theme of feeling settled and at peace. Two things Neil is not.
Thus begins his journey of planting roots in a town he’s lived in for years, starting with making friends with people who have tried to bring him into their circle. As Neil gets closer to them and his secrets become less guarded, there’s still that one big secret he intends on taking to his grave. But the closer he gets to his friends the closer he unknowingly gets to that secret being revealed.
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- Part 1 of Branches of Solace
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- English
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- 166,687
- Chapters:
- 31/31
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Bookmarked by xennex
25 Jun 2026
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"oh what a cute fanfic about plants!" i say as i click on the fanfic. i was then shot 57 times. (it is still a cute fic about plants tho AHHH SO GOOD)
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the eyes don't see (but the heart does) by starstrucknic for sollow
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Mar 2021
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It’s the blood splatter, really, that draws Andrew’s eye first. Would it really arc up like that, as if from a garden hose blocked by a careless thumb? Would it drench the sheets red or flow in neat streams down the front of the mattress?
It seems almost impossible how easily convenient death is. How Judith’s sword slices through Holofernes’ neck, his face an expression Andrew wouldn’t recognize even if he cared to. It’s just shadow, hair, and a wrinkled forehead, surprisingly free of blood. Being upside down neither helps or hinders his impression.
Judith, of course, looms overhead, one hand braced on Holofernes head, the other clenched around the sword caught in the act of murder. This expression, too, is indiscernible, yet Andrew has the strange instinct to rub his thumb over her face, as if that will clear it up. A windshield wiper arcing endlessly over oil stains.
Or, the one where Andrew, an art undergrad who unknowingly has prosopagnosia, contracts Neil, a math undergrad with an attitude problem, as a model for his portrait requirement in order to graduate.
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- English
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- 25,200
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by xennex
17 Jun 2026
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this was genuinely so interesting??? absolute masterpiece, i need this as 100k words
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"So, we're getting two more backliners?" Andrew's voice came from the entrance, his mocking grin making it difficult to tell what his medicated mind actually thought about the topic.
"No." With Andrew on the goal, they only needed one trustworthy backliner. Kevin's injured hand hindered him on the offense, and Seth… that one was out of salvation. They needed support on the attack, someone fast with good aim and more bold than any other player in the league... "One striker and one backliner."
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Neil never ran away from Edgar Allen.
This changes everything.
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16 Jun 2026
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It doesn't make sense. Neil was fine. More than fine. He’s safe at home with Andrew, and this should be the best possible ending to one of Neil’s best days, but when Neil squeezes his eyes shut, all he can see is —
Riko grinning with vicious pleasure as he slices Neil open. Riko’s eyes reflecting the glow of the lighter licking Neil’s skin. Riko laughing as a tattoo gun needle digs into Neil’s cheek.
Riko, Riko, Riko, smothering and impossible to escape. Panic knifes through Neil as he yanks uselessly against the handcuffs. No, no, no —
And then he’s saying it aloud, “No, no, no,” because there isn't a gag cutting into the sides of his mouth. Because Neil isn’t at Evermore. He’s at home with Andrew, who’s right there when Neil opens his eyes — only near the foot of the bed now, not touching Neil at all.
Neil has long gotten used to reading the faint shades of emotion that pass for expressions on Andrew’s face. But never, not even in Andrew's medicated, manically expressive days, has Neil seen Andrew wear anything like his current look of horrified shock.
Neil agrees to try the handcuffs in bed. It goes badly. Cue angst and h/c.
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- English
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- 19,263
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- 3/3
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Bookmarked by xennex
15 Jun 2026
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i gen was on the verge of tears for the whole 1 hour and 36 minutes of reading.
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“Proust believed in reenactment therapy,” Andrew said.
“Reenactment therapy,” Wymack repeated.
Andrew felt walls close around him. Walls he knew so well. Walls he stared at every time they strapped his limbs to the bed because Proust labeled him a ‘danger to himself.’
“Kid, look at me,” Wymack said.
The walls, Andrew remembered. When Proust did his fucking therapy, Andrew remembered the walls.
“Andrew, are you telling me he–”
“Yes.”
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Between the Devil and the Ice Blue Sea by coritkyo
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Jul 2022
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The water splashed.
Andrew held his breath.
Then; something surfaced.
Auburn red hair was the first thing Andrew saw, in loose waves that managed to curl as if they were dry. The hair curled around ‘ears’ with odd webbing. A sharp jaw gave way to a slim neck with unusual slits and shoulders that had peppered scales climbing up over their smooth and muscled shape. There was a face, a human face with red lips. It had icy eyes textured in every most ethereal shade of arctic and ocean blue, with flecks that appeared violently magenta, and rainbow patterns reflecting off it’s irises.
It was impossibly beautiful.
“Mother of God,” Wymack whispered.
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Making a documentary about the Butcher of Baltimore doesn't have to mean moving into the murder mansion with his son, but Kevin's never been one to do things halfway.
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- English
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- 18/18
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24 May 2026
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Youthful Dew and Jaded Vapor by pandaluna
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
04 Feb 2026
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Eyes staring into the fire, Hestia prayed to the Fates, the Moirai. Clotho, Lachesis and Atropos. Please, she thought sadly. Please help them in some way. Assist them. If they must go through this again—if they have no choice but to fight another war for us the gods—at least aid them.
The fire crackled and flickered as a soft breeze whooshed by. Hestia watched as images she did not will to life passed through the fire, too quickly to decipher. Her eyes widened as each moment in time embedded itself in her head. Her swelled and broke and melted and sank and mended and shattered and rejoiced. The past made her ache, the present made her restless, the future made her terrified.
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Some characters watch Percy's adventures.
(If you've read The Truth, the Lie and the Memory - it's basically the same, but for Percy Jackson instead of HP.)
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- Part 20 of Watch/Read the Show/Movie/Series!
- Language:
- English
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- 79,971
- Chapters:
- 4/20
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Bookmarked by xennex
13 May 2026
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Exy’s popularity is dwindling, and Ichirou has a bold plan to save it: an Exy-themed dating show featuring a star-studded cast. The lineup includes Kevin Day, the son and face of Exy; Allison Reynolds, the influential Exy socialite; rising star Matt Boyd; and several others, many hailing from the infamous Foxes Court.
For Neil, participation in this spectacle is the last thing he wants, but it’s not like he has a choice.
Dating Show AU with a side of fake dating
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- Part 1 of fell for a match made in hell
- Language:
- English
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- 120,112
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- 22/22
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07 May 2026
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a dangerous, disquieting thing called hope by jetblackromance
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
01 Feb 2026
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This is my take on how Andrew’s and Neil’s relationship develops after the end of TKM.
I tried my best to keep it canon-compliant, or at least compliant to how I see the characters.
The only important change to the books is that in my version, Andrew never took off his armbands in the presence of others after he left Easthaven. The shower scene with Neil still happened, Andrew just kept his armbands on.trigger warnings for everything that’s already canon but I should point out that self harm is a big topic in this, bigger than it was in the books. So please stay safe and don’t read this if it could trigger you <3
Bookmarked by xennex
03 May 2026
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im such a sucker for awkward sex and first times
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buy back the secrets by sundiscus for cairosene, remux, regional_catastrophe
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Young Justice - All Media Types
27 Feb 2025
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He takes a long, slow breath. Ignores the glares from the other students. “Superboy,” he murmurs. “It’s me. If you’re listening, I could use some help.”
Or: 5 times Superboy saves Tim Drake, and one time Tim Drake saves Superboy.
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“Replacement.”
Tim freezes, gaze still locked on Jack’s prone, silent form sprawled out on the floor, and pulls the phone back to look at the number.
It’s kind of funny, he thinks hazily. Of course he would accidentally kill his dad and then mistakenly call Jason, of all people.