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    “And—you want to do all that with me?” Yin Yu asks, waving his hand around. “Everything—everything you said people do in marriages?”

    “I’ve always wanted to live with Shixiong,” Quan Yizhen says eagerly, leaning forward.

    “The—other stuff,” Yin Yu forces himself to say, despite how now even the back of his neck was hot. “You—want to do all that with me?”

    “Yes.” Quan Yizhen says simply.

    Or Xie Lian plays at matchmaking, and Yin Yu and Quan Yizhen manage to reach an understanding.

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    27 Nov 2021

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    Yin Yu and Yizhen deserve bETTER

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    Sometimes, I catch glimpses. They make my brain squeeze and squirm—like my grey matter has been turned to needles. Internal wounds, all memories and blood.

    It hurts every time.

    I know I had him—whoever he was—erased. I know what it means. At some point, I wanted him gone. Wanted him gone so badly that I was willing to let them wipe everything and leave the slate clean.

    There’s no record of an erasure not sticking. No reports of memories ever coming back. Believe me, I’ve checked.

    But maybe…maybe some people aren’t meant to be forgotten.

    I’ll probably never know.

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    A world where you can have the memories of people you once loved erased.
    Where Simon and Baz fall in love.
    Where they fall apart.
    And where Simon runs into Baz years later, and Baz doesn’t recognize him.

    Inspired by the brilliant Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (but stands on its own, so don't worry if you haven't seen it).

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    25 Nov 2021

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    I was very fucking sad, thank you very much

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    The silence expands, crushing with its volume, broken only by Feng Xin’s quiet hiccups ‒ he’s crying, Mu Qing realizes. He’s actually crying, great tears dripping from his chin, out of place upon those noble features ‒ he’s crying.

    “Feng Xin,” he starts, before realizing that he doesn’t know what to say.

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    or: the Xian Le Trio reconciliation, through the (metaphorical) seasons.

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    02 Oct 2021

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    XIAN LE TRIO DESERVE THE WORLD LIKE OMFG LIKE THEY’RE SO SAD AND NEED TO BE HAPPY AND ISHWIHQWOKSLE

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    They’re third years when they gain the privilege of going to Hogsmeade, a cozy little wizarding village that promises nothing but excitement—full of shops and dainty cottages, brightly decorated for the holiday season.

    “I’m thinking we should visit Honeydukes,” Feng Xin says. They’re trudging through the snow, and Mu Qing’s boots are getting uncomfortably cold. White flakes are still falling in little flurries around them; Feng Xin’s dark hair is artfully speckled with them. Snowflakes are on his lashes, too, glittering in the faint sunlight like tiny diamonds as he blinks.

    Mu Qing tears his gaze away. “Whatever,” he says, but he really means yes, Honeydukes, anywhere, let’s go.

    — (or, fengqing’s years at Hogwarts, and a little bit beyond.)

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    30 Sep 2021

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    Cute. Fucking. Shit.

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    “A’Xin,” Mu Qing slurs, the camera wobbling as it struggles to focus on Mu Qing’s face, clearly drunk to all hell, “You are the prettiest person I’ve seen in my life.”

    (or: They're in love.)

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    28 Sep 2021

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    Some cute shit dammit.

  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    To fall for or to be fallen for.

    Ash feels something unspeakably vulgar about those words, something farcical even. He doesn’t believe them, not really, because how could he? No matter how solemn the place where they put in an appearance, they crumble in melancholy, leaving nothing but an impression of fatuousness in their trail. It’s messy and uncomfortable and the thought of being fallen for brings uneasiness – so much that the mere mention of it makes Ash sick to his stomach.

    or: ash no longer believes in love and eiji proves him wrong.

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    04 Sep 2021

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    "But even amid the haze of relaxation and warmth, one thought comes through with uncomfortable clarity.  How much longer is Eiji going to keep this up?  How much longer will he treat Ash with affection and kindness before his patience finally runs out and his touch turns cruel and demanding?  Ash knows violence, so intimately that he can rarely be bothered to mourn for his own suffering anymore.  But when it’s Eiji, when he imagines Eiji’s hands as the ones bruising him, something deep within him cries out in protest.  It’s only a matter of time before the inevitable--Ash knows this--but he wishes it weren’t.  He wishes he could live in this bliss, this gentleness, forever.  He wishes that, just this once, there could be a different ending to this story.

    But there never is.  Ash would stake his life on it."

    Ash knows touch well. Too well. But then he meets Eiji, and suddenly something about it is different than before.

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    04 Sep 2021

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    Shorter was starting to see a schedule here.  Every Friday he deals with Ash's sorry pining ass. Every Saturday, he deals with Eiji's graceful sad pining. Which is....a little funny. 

    Tonight was a Friday so he had to deal with Ash's sorry pining ass.

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    Or that AU where Shorter is a bartender and two patrons have been pining about their crushes non-stop and it actually both amusing and....a little pathetic. Why won't they just ask them out already!

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    01 Sep 2021

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    They were short on money as it was. They couldn’t really afford to have a pet. And he was much more of a dog person, anyway. But as Ash looked down at the little kitten that had saved his life, he knew he just couldn’t give it up.

     
    (in which banana fish is a hellish cat and everything is marginally less sad)

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    31 Aug 2021

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    Soft happiness. My favourite BF fic by far. Underrated af.

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    Ash just wanted Eiji Okumura’s attention.

    He couldn’t justify it, couldn’t unravel the logic of why he always craved the older boy’s dark eyes on him. Ash had spent most of his life being the centre of the show; the disgusting old men in Golzine’s club, the patchwork of gang members who followed his every move like he was a messiah. Even simple passerby seemed to watch him like they were cataloging something glamorous, something other worldly.

    He always hated the attention he drew, and yet—he would do anything for Eiji to look at him, to focus on him, to stay with him just a little bit longer.

    [Ash's need and Eiji's unconditional love, in four snapshots.]

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    29 Aug 2021

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    Happiness. My cure. My only saving grace at this point.

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    Both boys are tired. Ash is slightly more tired, but he still craves a bath.

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    28 Aug 2021

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    Soft. Fucking. Shit. Right here.

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    It's not something I ever thought I'd be doing, crawling into bed with Baz in the wake of my nightmares.

    They're not just nightmares anymore though, are they? Because the Humdrum can summon me. It could summon me at any moment.

    That’s why this makes sense. Baz is a brilliant magician and just brilliant in general. If we ended up whisked away in the middle of the night Baz would get us out of there (or himself at least).

    And if not?

    Well, if The Humdrum killed Baz that would solve some of my problems. So, I suppose it has to be Baz.

    It has to be Baz because it doesn’t really matter if he dies.

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    07 Aug 2021

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    The smile splitting Neil’s face in two is a soft thing, gentle and wonderful and the most genuine the expression has ever felt settled into his mouth. “I think you like putting up with me”

    Shut up

    “Make me,” Neil tells him.

    “Marry me,” Andrew replies.

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    15 Jul 2021

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    Everyone on the US national team knows that Andrew Minyard and Neil Josten hate each other, so of course they all think it's hilarious to force them to share a room in the name of 'team harmony' for the entirety of the Exy World Cup.

    An enemies-to-lovers/professional Exy AU

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    15 Jul 2021

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    Shiiiiiit daaaamnnm da feeeeelllssss

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    Now the question Lio is faced with is: what the fuck do you get your decidedly not-boyfriend who you sleep with several times a week as a secret Santa gift?

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    14 Jun 2021

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    iwaizumi refuses to give his personal details out to strangers on the internet while oikawa just wants to know his name

    alternatively

    oikawa spends three months trying to convince iwaizumi he's not a serial killer - and fails.

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    22 May 2021

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    "On this night, you shall share a kiss with a great love of your life!”

    That lying, scummy Aunt Wu predicts a grand romance for Sokka. To disprove her "fortunetelling" once and for all, Sokka decides to spend the night with least romantic person he knows.

    Zuko.

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    10 May 2021

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    Zuko is courting Katara, and with every passing day finds new and insane ways of showing that he would quite literally move the spirit world and earth to make her happy.

    In hindsight, it probably would've been better if Sokka had realised he was in love with Zuko at literally any time before this. Or preferably, never fallen for his best friend in the first place.

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    09 May 2021

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    “No, I mean we really weren’t doing anything,” Oikawa whips around, “I haven’t even kissed her yet.”

    Iwaizumi pushes the locker shut and looks down at his t-shirt, picking at a loose string dangling from the hem. If he tugs too hard, it’ll just ruin the stitching, so he decides to leave it alone. Right now he might rip the damn thing off.

    “And I said it doesn’t matter. Why are you talkative all of the sudden?”

    “Someone sounds annoyed,” Oikawa mumbles.

    “No, I just…” Iwaizumi bites the inside of his cheek. Why is he annoyed? That Oikawa is talking about his girlfriend? That he saw them under the stairwell looking both guilty and flustered? That he might not know everything about his childhood best friend?

    He can’t say yes to any of those questions. He can’t quite say no, either.

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    08 May 2021

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    Maybe he’s a little nervous, but no one has ever accused Kiyoomi of being unprepared. He clears his throat.

    “My parents always told me to follow my dreams,” Kiyoomi blurts out.

    Wait. How does the joke go again? Screw Cosmopolitan and their Ten Amazing Pick-up Lines Guaranteed to Wow Your Date-

    “So can I follow ya home?” Atsumu doesn’t even miss a beat.

    They stare at each other for a second, and then Atsumu’s throwing his head back in laughter, and the granite bubble pops in Kiyoomi’s chest.

    Kiyoomi smiles, too, and Atsumu looks at him like he’s hung the moon. I’m going to marry this man, he thinks.

    -

    Or: 5 Ways To Tell If The Person You're Dating is The One, by Sakusa Kiyoomi.

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    02 May 2021

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