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to finally have you back in my arms
is such a relief i could cry
(and to be honest, i have spilled many tears this past week,
all of them over you
because you are the best thing in my life and i didnt know just how much i would miss you
if you were gone)
eight days without you is eight days too many
(not to say i couldnt live without you except
thats exactly what im saying)
did you know i love you
i dont think i realized just how much i loved you
until i was facing a lifetime without you
do you love me? im willing to bet all i have on it
because no one would put themselves on display like you did
if it made them wildly uncomfortable like it made you
if you didn’t feel for me the way i feel for you
and im not going to say it yet but i love you
i love you more than i thought possible
i know ill love you to the ends of the earth if i need to
i love you to the moon and back
to the stars and back
to the ever-expanding edge of the universe and back
ill love you through all of my days and i hate that it took me losing you to realize
just how much and just how fiercely
i love you
(but i wont say it yet—
i know i cant say it yet—
i just got you back i couldnt have you
slip away from me again
build up your walls
distance yourself from me)
but i love you so desperately its like i need that fact to breathe
you center me in a way no one ever has
because i meant what i said—
i didnt know what right felt like
until i met you
you make me feel right, David,
in the most delicious way possible.