Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. This is not me... by NatStark13

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Billy Butcher/The Homelander | John
   • Billy Butcher
   • The Homelander | John
   • Starlight | Annie January
   • Queen Maeve (The Boys)
   • Sister Sage (The Boys)
   • Soldier Boy (The Boys)
   • The Female | Kimiko Miyashiro
   • The Frenchman | Frenchie (The Boys)
   • Mother's Milk | M. M. (The Boys)
   • Hughie Campbell
   • Marie Moreau
   • Cate Dunlap
   • Little Cricket | Emma Meyer
   • Firecracker (The Boys)
   • The Deep | Kevin
   • Ryan Butcher | The Homelander's Son
   • A-Train (The Boys)
   • Black Noir II (The Boys)
   • Black Noir (The Boys)
   • Terror | Billy Butcher's Dog
   • Ashley Barrett
   • Stan Edgar
   • Victoria Neuman
   • Becca Butcher
   • Stormfront (The Boys)
   • Translucent (The Boys)
   • Madelyn Stillwell
   • Original Characters
   • Alternate Universe
   • Multiverse
   • Bodyswap
   • Slow Build
   • Slow Romance
   • Superpowers
   • Alternate Universe - Human
   • Alternate Universe - Superheroes/Superpowers
   • Canon Rewrite
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Redemption
   • Long Chapters
   • Falling In Love
   • Falling in Love at the End of the World
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Married Couple
   • Divorce
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Fake Science
   • Witch Curses
   • Magic
   • Friendship/Love
   • True Love
   • Family
   • Found Family
   • Eventual Romance
   • Eventual Sex
   • With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility
   • Alternate Reality
   • Real Life
   • Moral Lessons
   • Identity Crisis
   • Trust Issues

   Summary

   Seeking divinity, Homelander has challenged destiny and condemned two individuals, equal yet opposite. A cross-dimensional exchange results in a game of mirrors where an indestructible body is occupied by a peaceful soul, while a divine ego is handed a mortal life. It could be a lesson, or the worst of tragedies.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   49,914

   Chapters:

   11/?

   Comments:

   26

   Kudos:

   119

   Bookmarks:

   17

   Hits:

   2,834