Love Letters to Language
sobbing in the dark at 3 am
i broke the pattern to how i usually create collections for these fics.
this are the fics that break you.
that tear out a hole in your heart you will never recover from. (and i mean that in the emotionally devastating way rather than the horrifying way, although if it's written in beautiful prose i probably wont say no)
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When Harry finds Tom Riddle's diary he does not write 'Hello.' He does not write anything at all. He draws. Tom Riddle falls in love with the artwork.
_________________Sketch by sketch, drawing by drawing, the ink Harry pours into the diary manifests as creations in Tom's monochrome world.
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- Part 1 of Soul-Stained Masterpieces
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Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.
Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.
Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.
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Bookmarked by RainyBug_Delusions
03 Dec 2025
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oh my gosh amazing the beautiful way this is written aaaa
took the "i was a ghost, i was alone" line from golden too seriously lol
this was poetic and beautiful and aaaaaa <3
i love this so so so much just like wow and aaaaa
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Always Yours by orphan_account, Wellthathappened (Cataclysmic_Calamity)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Feb 2021
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AU where Dazai has been betrothed to Chuuya since they were both children—an arrangement that never particularly interested him—until their wedding night, when he sees the omega’s face for the first time.
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23 Nov 2025
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oh this was amazing and i love how clearly their childhoods shaped each of them but like they're still undeniably dazai and chuuya and i just love this whole thing so much gosh
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Jisung is finally living on his own.
After years of relying on others—out of necessity more than choice—he’s determined to prove he can handle things by himself. Even when his body is failing him. Even when he shouldn’t have to.And he is alone, and then he isn't, and he is fine until he is not
Authors note Dec 10 2025
Hi everyone 💜
I wanted to leave a quick message to explain what’s going on. I just finished my semester, and it’s been a really rough time overall. On top of that, I’ve been very sick (Hospital now home type of sick), so writing has been slow and difficult for me.Because of all this, the next update might take a little longer. I’m taking a small rest to recover, but I am writing, just at a slower pace.
Thank you so much for your patience and understanding. I promise the update will come, I just need a little time to get better. Your support means the world to me 💜💜💜
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08 Aug 2025
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Beautiful and gorgeous and I'm crying.
Just- It's devastating and gentle and it breaks me apart softly and lets me reach into myself and find something that aches.
This gorgeous depiction of these folks - disabled representation in a way that feels painfully, beautifully real, perspective shifts that ruin me and build me back up, soft cat babies, deep appreciation for music and art.
I love this so much.
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Changbin in the mirror, shirtless. Low cool lighting from above. It traces the angles of his body, the way he has grown into it over the years, the crescent shadow delineating bicep from tricep. The ridged definition of his forearm; the clean line of his collarbone traced from shoulder to sternum; the swell of his pecs; the faintest scattering of hair below his navel, where it disappears under the loose band of his sweatpants.
Changbin in the mirror: look at me, look at me, see me.
[8.59 am] me: minho-hyung i showed you my dick please respond
Even thirst traps are a kind of performance.
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- Part 2 of fens' 2d8
Bookmarked by RainyBug_Delusions
08 Aug 2025
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this was so gorgeous and devastating to read.
it's a love letter to beauty and love and desire and these boys.
the prose is gorgeous and makes you stop and cry.
when i read this i forgot to comment, and eventually i hope to come back during a reread and do so, but for now I'm just filing it away for later
<3
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Harry does not give up the Horcrux when he dies.
Can goodness be a hero’s tragic flaw?
Moved by compassion, he embraces it instead.
Can forgiveness be a gift unconsciously granted?
What follows next, he could not predict. He’s not sure he ever really had a choice in the matter.
Can love exist, even flourish, in a heart that does not give its consent?
The world Harry wakes up to is not like the one he remembers.
This is a horror story.
And his captor is neither the same as he was, nor as different as he would like.
This is a love story.
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18 Jan 2025
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horror but deep music in my soul from this fic for these babies and like omg and words cannot describe how much i adore this and ahhhhh
Tomarry, romantic horror, horcrux sharing (oops thats a spoiler), etc.
I found this story in a collection of favourites a few days ago, read the summary, and thought "this sounds right up my alley" but that I didn't have the right headspace or time to sit down and read it. This morning I woke up, and started it. It is now three in the morning(but I'm going to go to bed and add more to this tomorrow), and I am Not Ok. This fic has devastated me in ways I will never recover from.
It basically took me the whole day to get through, but I had to stop and take a large break from it at around chapter 13, and here were my thoughts at that point
"They are inevitable. Tom will never let Harry go, and Harry's soul still calls for Tom. He gave Tom a complete cherising and for one without it, that changes *everything*.
Harry still calls out for Tom. Tome who adores him and cherishes him like no other ever has. Harry, who has never had someone who wants him in this way, who, without memories fell for Tom, and who, despite everything, loves him.
I havent adequately represented the depth of longing and music that this story makes me feel. It is poetic and gentle, while retaining plot. It is an utterly gorgeous piece of writing and I am in love."These two tags:
The Existential Horror of Being Wholly Known and Loved by Another
And Wanting Them Back Just as Wholeheartedly and Unconditionally in Kind
are terrifying and gorgeous and this fic is one of the reasons I named my Tomarry collection 'Exquisite Bloodstains & Macabre Brilliance'anyway, I am simply a limp noodle marinating in the delicious existential horror soup of this fic lol.