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“What does dying feel like?”
Mydei stills. He could tell him of different sensations of death. He could tell him what it feels like when life ebbs out of your veins, and you can only watch it happen. He could tell him how the swift stab of a blade snuffs life out like a wayward candle. He could tell him that the River of Souls is a cold climb, with sweet voices whispering from beyond the shore, beckoning him to join them, relish in their touches yet again, after all the time that has passed.
Mydei gathers Phainon in his arms, burying his head in the Deliverer’s neck. Phainon is limp enough that it might be concerning, so Mydei just holds him tighter.
“You will find no comfort there.”
“No,” Phainon agrees, “such things are long beyond me.”
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"May the Son of Gorgo be crowned in flowers." -
The Agonies That Bind Us (OR: let’s overthrow the government together!!) by Amayax
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
16 Oct 2025
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Phainon never wanted to be famous. But now he is, because he decided to follow his naive childhood dreams of travelling the world.
And then Lygus happened.
Now, he drinks enough from Penacony's bars to forget the blood on his hands and Aventurine drags him through it kicking and screaming anyway.
Mydei never wanted to be a rock star. Or a murderer, at that. But the noise on stage is a controlled overstimulation of chaos that lights his nerves on fire every night that they're on tour. Now, he wouldn't give it up for the world.
And overthrowing a cyberware corporation? That's just a side gig.The ecstasy is almost enough to forget the white-haired stranger that's willing to do anything for him. Including almost getting them both killed.
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Or: Penacony is the city of manufactured dreams and oppressive technologies. It holds too many secrets, it brings together two men carrying fame they didn't ask for, and mistakes that turn into memories.
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Phainon is starting the last semester of his bachelor degree, all while focusing on his swimming career and being haunted by childhood memories. His coach is sketchy, his mental health is derailing and his sister thinks he’s friendless. Worst of all, he cannot stop obsessing over his mysterious new neighbour.
Mydei has cut ties with his wealthy parents, deciding to open a home bakery with his closest friend. Their business struggles with a glaring lack of customers, which somehow leads him to strike a fake-dating deal with the most infuriating man he ever met.
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When it comes to a complicated past, Mydei couldn’t escape and Phainon wouldn’t let go. The two might be much more interconnected than expected.
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What happens when a promise of forever is too great for two souls to handle? Would they fight for it or will they just...let go?
Can something that was once broken and shattered still be mended? Or will it only shatter more beyond return. Will the past be enough to reignite their feelings, or will it only push them further apart? -
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"...rer."
Nothing is real.
"...eliverer?"
He should just die—
His vision became obscured."Deliverer, have your ears finally stopped working—? what the fuck." Mydei couldn't describe what he felt when he saw his dearest friend and equal surrounded by a pool of his own blood.
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Phainon starts thinking nothing is real, including himself, and does something irrational. Mydei finds his mess.
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Mydei is sent on a three-month expedition to find more information on the whereabouts of Castrum Kremnos. When he returns, it's with the knowledge of a growing problem he's desperate to conceal.
All Phainon wants is to understand why their relationship has inexplicably frayed, and yet, he only seems to make matters worse with each attempt to uncover the secret at the center of it all.
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Another gag.
Another hurl of his stomach.
When will this onslaught of weariness finally end?
When will he stop feeling like a crazed monster every time he draws his sword?
When will he think of himself worthy enough to accept another person’s help?
When will he start feeling like the prophesied “Deliverer”?He’s so tired. His breathing is heavy, sweat beading down his forehead as he tries to suppress the sheer amount of bile threatening to crawl up his already parched throat.
“…Eugh. Smells like cat piss and horse shit in here.”
Whenever Phainon cracks, Mydei is there to piece him together again, whether he asks for it or not.
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And We Don't Wanna Live Forever, And We Know That Suffering Is So Much Better by Moon_slash
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
15 Sep 2025
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Phainon was tired, extremely tired and he felt like he was going to explode. His obsession got even worse, his comments still appeared as one of the first, yet Mydei stopped noticing them. He hadn't gotten a single reply for such a long time, not even a like. Whenever he saw Mydei answering anyone else who wasn't him, made his heart twist with jealousy. Oh, how he wished to be that person, to make the singer notice him.
He thought about Mydei like about his own possession, he was jealous that Mydei spent his free time with other people while he could spend it with Phainon. With some random fan he didn't even know.
That was how Phainon got his genius idea. He will break into Mydei's stage room during the concert, wait there and when the festival will end, he will talk with his idol and explain everything to him. Yes, it was a good idea. He just wanted to talk, nothing more. He wanted to bend Mydei over and fuck him on the couch. He wanted to grab his hair and fuck his face, make him choke on his cock until he would beg for air.
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- Part 4 of Moon_slash vs Phaidei Week Round 1
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Alexander looks between them skeptically and says, “You’re dating the Prince of Castrum Kremnos? I highly doubt so, you two bicker all the time.”
Phainon laughs, loud and wide at that. “Yeah, like an old married couple, don’t you think?”
“Prove it,” Alexander says, crossing his arms.
Seeming like he was expecting Alexander to say such a thing, Phainon shrugs. “Sure.”
Mydei sees the kiss coming and doesn’t bother stopping it.
Phainon has a stalker, so he proposes that he and Mydei fake date. It goes as well as you would expect.
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- Part 1 of the sun will rise again
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Are we hanging out, or is this a date I wasn’t told about? by Velviee
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
13 Sep 2025
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Phainon and Mydei accidentally bumped into each other in an airport and suddenly, without their knowledge, and without everyone else's consent, they got trapped in a slow-burn romcom where everyone, not only the two lovesick fools, aren't safe from.
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Phainon falls ill after overworking himself. Luckily he has Mydei to nurse him back to health
Aka a Phaidei sickfic
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Looked at your pictures and cried like a baby by Marsh_Milo
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Aug 2025
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Phainon brought Eras Nova! He lifted all his friends curses too! But... why is he still bearing the biggest curse? Did he deserve to be alive? He watched his friends die over and over. He killed them over and over again. Why... do they still care about him?
In other words Phainon struggles with his self worth after everything and the Chrysos Heirs try to help him! Phainon has a lot of issues!
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deliverance for you and me by Irrwisch
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2025
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He misses Aedes Elysiae. He misses home, whatever that means. But he can never go back. He misses his friends; he misses hanging out with them, sharing jokes with them. He misses coming up with the most ridiculous challenges known to mankind, just to have Mydei indulge him a little longer. He misses the way Mydei would call him Deliverer, maybe to encourage him or maybe to bully him. He misses barging into Mydei’s place at the most inopportune times just to spook the guy and drag him off to a bath or yet another challenge.
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At the end of the road, Khaslana quietly remains. For his blazing sun can only bring destruction, he believes, and yet he lights up the sky in a new dawn. -
the maid café incident by abyssalremain
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Jul 2025
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“Hyacine.” Oh sweet Kephale that voice. It does things to him that he would never admit aloud and even though he swears he’s heard the maid’s voice before, he just can’t put his finger on it. (If he were super honest, he’d say exactly what the maid’s voice does to him if Cerces were to ask him…especially if he threw in a good boy—focus Phainon, focus.) He does awkwardly shift to move his pants around a little with the hand that’s resting on his hip, praying to the Titans above it goes unnoticed.
“Oh! Cerces! I’m sorry, did you need something?” The purple-haired maid shakes his head, gaze sliding over to Phainon. He can’t help but swallow thickly, tugging on his choker even more. He’s controlling his face, right? He’s not drooling, right? Are those floral stockings? Wait, he can see Cerces’s legs…shorter dress! Shorter dress! Praise the Worldbearer!
Please Kephale let me be decent, he mentally whispers in prayer a second later.
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Or, a maid!anaxa fic.
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Professor Anaxagoras was a calm collected doctor who remained unshaken no matter what life threw at him.
Until he gets assigned to a very familiar face with an unfamiliar beast sleeping within.
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time slipped from my fingers (and i wished i could spend the rest of it with you) by fluescere
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Jul 2025
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It’s so peaceful like this, domestic in ways that he had once long since thought lost gone for himself. A life like this would have been ripped away from him, torn from his grasp to remind him that happy endings did not exist for people like him.
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Because of this wall you built between us by AthenaSeiki
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
30 Jun 2025
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He can’t help it.
He doesn’t know how to “be himself” anymore, even though he had to learn it when he first moved to this city too.
Somewhere down the line, he had forgotten the mask to hide his troubles.
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- Part 2 of Pathos
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After a messy fall out, Phainon and Mydei haven’t talked in a year. That is, until Phainon accidentally replies to one of Mydei’s stories. What follows is a quiet, overdue conversation about misunderstandings, distance, and how much they still care despite it all.
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his past and present (he doesn't see a future) by Fynn_3FJ (orphan_account)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 May 2025
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!!!Due to my current situation and mental health I will be discontinuing and orphanage this work, I do not know If i will rewrite this fanfic, but only time will know, my sincere apologies!!!
-Ajax/Fynnzso basically, I want to write how I see phainon. meaning numero uno, he's trans! (like me fr) has issues, past trauma, and more. I suggest to read the tags, I'm not super good at writing, but I want ppl to know what I see in phainon, so yea!
might put content warning before chapters idfk ^_^;English is not my first language, and I don't really know the lore of amphoreus/the ppl there, so if I get shit wrong, then plz correct me I can't life if smt wrong 😭😭
> 3van/Fisch/Ajax
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"When he felt a little bit too out of place, uneasy in his own skin– too many eyes looking at him, too many people talking, too many thoughts in his head– Phainon would scratch at his arm. Not too hard, just enough to feel it. It became grounding."
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Phainon has major anxiety and doesn't know how to deal with it. C17 H18 Cl3 N - the chemical formula for sertraline, an anxiety medication