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    It’s the fourth of July.

    Or, rather, it’s still the fourth of July in the United States, which is where they live, but they’re in Madrid at the moment, so technically where they are it’s the fifth. It’s not hard math to figure out what time it is back home— it’s a little before six in the morning here, so it’ll be a little before midnight in New York. Somewhere on the West Coast or in the Rocky Mountains, though, there are fireworks going off.

    That’s what Near is thinking when Mello kisses her for the first time.

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    • 16 Aug 2025

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      Near curls her fingers around the back of Mello’s neck, tangling them in the baby hairs there. “Honey?” She asks.

      “Yes, dear?”

      JJSJSJDBDJDJSJDJJSJSJSJSJSSJDBBCDHAWWWWWWWWWWWW :3 :3 :3 >W<

      Mello is silent for a long moment. “I’m sorry I kept you waiting so long,” she says at last, sounding regretful.

      Jsjssj awwwww

      Near flushes, realizing that it’s probably not considered polite to imply one’s undying love after being kissed one singular time.

      I love her i love all of this so much

      Near’s own heart is slowly returning to a normal pace, a process which is impeded by the periodic realization that none of this is a dream and that Mello actually is naked underneath her.

      She is so fuckin cute its insane

      This was so delightfully sweet they deserve good things forever and longer

      (fireworks somewhere far away - death note)

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  2. 4

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    The tile floor of the bathroom is freezing through the wool of her socks as Mello squeezes toothpaste onto the bristles of her brush. She always forgets how goddamn cold this place gets during the winter— old building, bad insulation. Shitty furnace, too. There are goosebumps all up and down her limbs. A tank and a pair of sweatpants might not have been the best thing to sleep in.

    Then again, not all the goosebumps are from the chill, and her choice of attire is hardly the stupidest mistake she made last night.

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    • 13 Aug 2025

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      She always forgets how goddamn cold this place gets during the winter— old building, bad insulation. Shitty furnace, too.

      I used to go to a school that looked like it operated very well on a very small amount of money and i was always wondering on what they save on

      Then the winter came and i stopped wondering and started wearing fckin coat over another coat to class. Incredible place. Left as fast as i could lmao

      It was different. The fact that she’s still trying to kick the habit three years later is frankly fucking pathetic, but she was doing so well until yesterday.

      Me when i refuse to be happy because im fuckin stupid

      The second is to knock the comb from Near’s hands and shove her against the wall. Kiss her senseless, grope her stupid, drag her back to bed and keep her there. Make all the best mistakes she made last night, over and over and over again, all damn day.

      This fuckin meme with evil castle on one side and a beautiful meadow on the other

      Also, again, me when i dont want to be happy in life with someone i clearly love because im stupid

      Mello reminds herself forcefully that she doesn’t want to do that. She even halfway believes it.

      Sweetheart go to therapy and then go marry ur gf asap plz

      “You know, they make brushes that are actually good for this,” she says, mostly to fill the air with something other than Near’s little fucking sounds. “Combs pull too much. You’re probably losing a shit-ton of hair.”

      “I see,” Near says, in a way that indicates she isn’t listening at all. “I’ll look into it.”

      I love them

      Also since theyr both stupid theyr both probably start at the top of the head instead of at the end of the hair and wonder why it sucks forever

      (i do that too but i am built different so it doesnt count)

      “Because last night was a mistake,” says Mello. “It’s not gonna happen again.”

      “So you’ve said,” Near says mildly. “About thirty-nine times now, if memory serves.”

      Infckincredible. Amazing.

      The sex just isn’t worth the aftermath, the eons of wanting that always follows having.

      Me when i something something hhhhhhhhhhh she makes me want to shake her so hard all her braincells fall out and rearrange themselves into something less. Whatever this is. Like shes worse than guy mello and he is already Bad.

      The worst thing is knowing that Near wants, too. Knowing she could have Near all the time, if she were stupid enough to allow herself that kind of freedom. She could roll over. Give in. She could become Near’s lapdog, trained only to bite at Near’s whims.

      I want to fckin bite her so bad
      Jesus fuck

      She hates herself so, so much.

      Yes and you need to stop doing that plz

      “I want whatever you can give me,” she finally says. “That’s all.”

      Awwwwww :3

      Christ on a stick they need to get married and then get help. In that order, just so be sure it sticks.

      <3 <3 <3

      (drain me! - death note)

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    Light Yagami's reign as Kira does not end in the warehouse.

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    Light Yagami is a honor and top student. A role model for all students in the whole school and beyond. Perfect son, with an exemplary family. Confident, desirable, good loking... one could say that he had everything others could only wish for. But... underneath all those layers, Light always felt empty. As time passed he became more and more depressed and the nightmares that started to haunt him weren't giving him peace. Light stopped recognizing himself and thought that he is losing his mind. One day after an "incident," Light decides to fill that feeling of emptiness in an unhealthy way and slowly begins to go deeper and deeper into ruins of his life and away from himself.

     

    But, what he didn't know was that his soulmate is watching over him and trying to help him in indirect ways.

     

    ***This story is currently on hiatus***

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    Mello gardens, and Near watches.

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    Headcanons about incel! L and how he becomes obsessed over Reader

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    Near had everything planned out: Mello would receive his present and take the night off work to enjoy his 21st birthday. Near assumed he wouldn't be involved in those plans, but Mello had other ideas.

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    • 31 Jul 2025

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      “Do you think if we-” Mello’s words were interrupted by the jolt of his body as he turned to see Near’s face barely an inch away from his. He instinctively shuffled backwards. “Shit, Near. How long have you been staring at me like that?”

      Autism creature jumpscare

      He waited a few seconds, and a few more seconds, and eventually decided to resort to the drastic measure of shutting off the computer. Mello growled and threw his hands up in the air.

      “What?” he snapped.

      “It’s your-”

      “Yeah, I know it’s my fucking birthday. Is there a point to this or do you just wanna remind me every five seconds?”

      Nhshshawhshhshs theyr so cute sahshshshs

      There was still a lot of work to be done. Back when Near worked alone as L, he would have stayed up on the floor into the early morning until he fell asleep there, upright, one knee bent and drawn to his chest.

      Awwwwwwwwww <3 <3 <3

      “Yeah… generally, when you turn 21, you don’t just buy a bottle and drink from it,” Mello said. “It’s more common to go out, like to a bar or a club.”

      Or give like, 6 bottles instead of one lol

      Near recoiled, half expecting alcohol to come pouring out like champagne, and turned back once he was certain he was safe, only to find Mello chuckling at his evident fear.

      HE IS SO CUTE I CANT WITH HIM

      But what came out instead was: “Do you find me attractive?”

      Hes already drunk from the proximity i believe

      Near’s heart dropped and he turned to the wall as he coiled strands of his hair. Obviously, Mello had taken the shot to avoid offending him.

      Bro im gonna bite you

      They were mostly along the lines of, ‘What is your ultimate life goal?’ or ‘What do you regret most about your childhood?’.

      I think the answers may be more connected than you think

      What he had expected to see was the face of Mello’s former self, smirking at him from the paper with that mischievous glint in the ice blue of his eyes. Instead, he was met with his own pair of eyes, his own child self, not quite looking at the camera. His photo. Near took it in his trembling hand.

      :0 !!!

      <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

      (After Hours - death note)

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    For as long as he can recall, he’s ached over Near. It wasn’t always like this, though; he didn’t realize he wanted Near until it was too late to actually have him. He should be grateful, really, because he’s been able to linger here after death, and that’s more than he deserves, but God, Mello would give anything to kiss him just once.

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      The being— who insisted she was no longer a shinigami, but who offered no explanation for what she is now— told Near a few things about the process.

      Is this Rem? Im deciding to believe this is Rem. Because i like her and it sucked that she died so now this is Rem in my head.

      He did not ask Rem if

      OH IT IS HER!! YYEEYYYYYYY!!!!!! :D

      “Half,” Near confirms evenly. “You and I have the same amount of time left.”

      Holy shit thats so romantic

      (my only one, my smoking gun - death note)

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    — Это было до тебя и не имеет значения сейчас.

    То, каким безжалостно прямолинейным Ниа был во всех аспектах своей жизни, никак не сочеталось с его упорным нежеланием делиться подробностями своего первого сексуального опыта.

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    Mello opened his eyes, still groggy from waking up only a few minutes before. His eyes drifted over to his lover, who slept peacefully. Mello couldn't help but admire Near’s beauty and remark on how comfortable he appeared.

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    Even when Near is not himself, he’s still Mello’s.

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    Nothing makes Near feel more warmer, loved and content then when he's cozying up with Mello in his arms with a hot cup of tea in his hands on a snowy December night.

    Meronia event 2021: Tea and Cozy

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    Near thought he would be fine while Mello was away. It was only for two nights. Two nights, and then Mello could hold him again. Two nights, and he wouldn't have to be alone.

    As it turned out, two nights felt like two years in an empty bed.

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    The snow angels are, in all honesty, an excuse, a shameless attempt to get Near alone, to talk with him away from all these fucking people. He didn’t expect so many of their classmates to come back to Wammy’s for the holidays, but maybe he should have— after all, he hates this place, and yet here he is, half-drunk and dragging his ex-rival-turned-ex-something-else out into the cold.

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    Eraldo Coil calls L at 5:13am.

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      Mello may be the death of him. He wouldn’t want anyone else to be, anyway.

      Awww get married NOW

      Near is halfway between the impulse to spit them out and close his mouth around them, so he ends up standing there awkwardly in front of Mello, mouth agape and a bitter puddle of melting chocolate in its chasm.

      Hahahshshs

      M and N. The midpoint of the English alphabet. The centre of Near’s universe.

      <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

      Nhhhhhh this is so hot ✨✨

      This is the same mouth that blackmailed a president. The same eyes that have stared death in the face one too many times. The last face many dead souls ever saw.

      I love him i love how hes *scary* when he wants to be

      They are so cute and lovely they deserve so much time together i hope theyll get it in the future anyway <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

      (Unstable Connection - death note)

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    In which Near watches Mello cut fruit and marvels over his tender, dangerous hands.

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      He is sure, if Mello were called to do so, he could make men bleed again. He is sure he is the only person Mello would heed such a call from.

      Nhhhhhh ✨✨✨

      Bbs <3 <3 <3

      (slice - death note)

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      beautifully written and a really interesting look into Near's feelings towards Mello post-Kira case. also a very sexy & intimate smut scene which is difficult to do in a short number of words!

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    He had grown to appreciate noise over the past year — entirely, it seemed, in the form of Matsuda Touta, who was all excited chatters and meaningless exclamations. He had been annoyed, at first; then he had tolerated it; then he had appreciated it (begrudgingly, and with mostly silent discouragement from Aizawa). He had to admit that it had affected him.

    Which only made it all the more disturbing when all those excited chatters and meaningless exclamations went silent.

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    Mello wakes up warm and satisfied. This is how she knows, even before she’s totally conscious, that she’s gone and fucked up again.

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    It has been close to a decade since Mello last hurt Near. He remembers the incident with cold, ugly clarity.

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    It has been almost five months. Near thought by now it would hurt less.

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