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  1. 5

    It might be unsteady, but this is my pulse. by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    04 Dec 2025

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    Since middle school, Akito had expressed himself as he wanted. Then suddenly everything changed. All his friends saw a noticeable difference in his behaviour... or should I say, her.

    Yes the title is a kashika reference

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  2. 4

    “Let me support you, just like those bandages.” by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    25 Nov 2025

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    Akito had been acting strange recently.

    He had been zoned out almost every time Toya looked over at him, he looked more tired than usual, and he hadn't been letting Toya go round to his house at all.

    If only Toya had just called Akito out on his behaviour before it got this bad, to the point Akito had no other choice but to open up.

     

    ( Injury detail & emetophobia warning ! !)

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  3. 11

    a heart made of yarn by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    03 Mar 2023

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    with valentine's day around the corner, an makes a bet with akito that he can't get a date before the big day. at the same time, tsukasa is having certain... issues, confronting his recent aversion to romance right before wonderlands x showtimes valentine's day play.

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  4. 4

    Bored of watching you from screen by

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Somehow a famous singer fell in love with a small streamer. Then they met for a pair work. I don’t know how, but it turned into Akito angst.
    I had nothing to do at the dormitory, so I wrote it.
    AKITOYA STEAMER AU

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  5. 54

    As Long As I'm Here, No One Can Hurt You by

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    19 Aug 2025

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    Shinodad is a lot worse than in canon but it brings Akito and Ena together as they try to survive another day

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  6. 12

    hey, is it alright if i keep calling out your name? by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    26 Apr 2024

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    akito hates himself.

    that’s all there is to it, really. he hates the way he looks, the way he treats others, the way he drags his team down, the way he hasn’t and won’t ever accomplish anything meaningful in his life.

    but he’d rather feel hatred than feel nothing at all.

    he’s been clean for almost three months. did he really want to break that streak? 

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  7. 55

    Don't ever say love me. by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    08 Oct 2023

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    The wind stroked his hair gently, and without a second thought, he decided to jump.

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  8. 4

    Composing a New Portrait by

    Fandom: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)

    25 Nov 2025

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    A Shinonome swap AU. Anything after "Someone like me is better off Dead" is a oneshot following the story's universe.

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  9. 5

    A Summer Beginning by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    07 Nov 2025

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    Shinonome Ena isn't proud of her past, she's not much prouder of the present. The start of summer marks changes to come, things to overcome...
    The beginning to mayhem? Or something else..?

    OR

    The Shinonomes get a new stepmother, Akito is dysphoric but that will be built on in Fall/Autumn, Ena learning to accept her past.

     

    (P1 of my new shinonome series)

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  10. 10

    "Why am I pretending not to see that this heart is full of pain?" by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    30 Sep 2025

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    Was it a mistake? Should Akito want to go back?

    No.

    Akito left street music behind— and he can't regret it. He had lost passion, and someone without the love or passion for something should just give up. He should stop dragging other peoples dream in the mud behind him. Stop embarrassing and bringing down his teammates with his horrendous singing.

    ----

    But someone without any love for something, or passion for anything, becomes an empty shell. Wandering the earth in no real search of anything. Slowly, and slowly, ruining themselves with hurtful thoughts and feelings, each and every part of the person that was there before slowly dissipating into nothingness, until the person has nothing to keep them alive and grounded anymore, when they become too far gone, far beyond saving.

    Thats why Akito Shinonome should just die.

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  11. 11

    eyes getting wet, don't be upset by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    14 Oct 2024

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    “akito… toya’s dead.”

    he can’t even remember who told him. he only remembers dropping to the floor and screaming, because there was no other way he could externalize his pain.

    toya. sweet, kind, diligent toya. his toya-

    is gone.

    -:-

    i promise it's not as sad as it seems

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  12. 3

    Blurry vision by

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    09 Dec 2024

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  13. 1

    It's my fault, isn't it? by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    07 Nov 2025

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    Ena and Akito argue and Akito thinks it's all his fault so if you look at the tags that aren't about the characters you know what I mean.

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    Blood and Love are the same colour, after all. by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    07 Nov 2025

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    Akito had always had a bad habit of overworking himself right before an upcoming event— but most of the time he could at least push through the event before his entire body broke.

    But what if this time he pushed himself just a little too far...

     

    (Blood and Emetophobia warning !)

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    4fter★Dark by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    13 Nov 2025

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    A self-isolated composer

    A false "star" of a lyricist who is dimming

    A temperamental artist with dying self esteem

    A playful animator with a crushing secret

    ♬☆♬

    A passionate yet mysterious music group operating at late night hours

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  16. 35

    About Akito, and what these secrets entail by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    25 Sep 2023

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    "Toya had discovered that Akito was very knowledgeable when it came to the unique struggles the girls of Vivid BAD Squad faced. It must have been due to Akito growing up with an older sister. Because Toya only had brothers; he was clueless when it came to these topics"

    In which Toya begins to believe there is something Akito is hiding. Akito doesn't handle it well.

    What happens after Akito finally confesses that he's trans?

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  17. 7

    here comes a thought by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    13 Nov 2024

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    akito remembers wanting to die.

    tw: mentions of psych wards/mental hospitals, descriptions of su*c*de methods, su*c*dal thoughts and ideation

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  18. 4

    "The you that is dyed an orange hue will eventually melt into the dark" by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    09 Apr 2023

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    Akito Shinonome is done with life.
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    Touya Aoyagi will follow wherever his partner goes.

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  19. 34

    i'm still the one you love by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    03 Oct 2023

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    Akito, honestly, believed that life was finally getting better. All the bad things had long been left behind, and now he just needed to live this life happily. He would definitely be able to do it, together with Tsukasa, if only it weren't for–

    "Numerous tests, analyses, scans and MRIs revealed that, unfortunately, Mr. Tenma has Alzheimer's disease."

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  20. 4

    It's A Hopeless Violence(I Named It Love) by

    Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)  

    22 Aug 2024

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    The rain was cruel and unforgiving, falling down onto his arm in such a way that made the cuts hurt more. He put his arms back to his sides, allowing the rainwater to dry from his sleeves and arms. She got more worried by the second. He wasn't picking up, even though his phone was ringing. She had a really bad feeling about this. Calling him again and again, she was really starting to panic.

    Or,

    Ena's attempt to save her brother from the same monster that has already swallowed her whole.

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