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Dan Howell is 32 years old and just coming to terms with the fact that he's a man, despite what his body might say. Luckily, he has some help from his eccentric physical trainer to help him feel more confident.
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“When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not.”
- Aleksandar Hemon2009 except Dan is a trans boy
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- Part 1 of self-made man
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Dan is not very good at being a girl or at being a nun, maybe because deep down she doesn't feel like either of them. She gets by pretending, though - at least until Father Philip shows up in her life.
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you've gotta be starving for it by astradyke (violetides)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
30 Dec 2024
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Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.
It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.
(there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.
in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)
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Spotlight On Me (and I'm ready to break) by homegrownlesbian
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
08 Dec 2025
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Phil likes her teaching job. She almost has tenure and is satisfied with her work life balance. She doesn't have time to fall for her hot, funny, secretly fragile new colleague.
Dan hates her new teaching job. She's adjuncting for mediocre pay on a boring module and wants to get back to practicing law as quickly as possible. She doesn't have time to fall for her hot, funny, secretly fragile new colleague, either.Mann Tracht, Un Gott Lacht; Yiddish adage; "man plans, and God laughs".
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we all need some fucking escapism 2025 daily fic advent by dizzy, Scoops (consciousness_streaming)
Fandom: Hacks (TV 2021), Minecraft (Video Game), Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF), Scream (Movies), Succession (TV 2018), Video Blogging RPF
09 Dec 2025
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Dan has been in this office for four hours. He's had his blood pressure done and his paperwork filled out and his vaccinations stuck into his arms. His bloodwork was filed two weeks ago. The finish line is just there - he can see it when he closes his eyes.
(Dan starts T)
(a sequel to Let The Salt Dry but can be read alone if you feel like it)
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- Part 2 of self-made man
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going absolutely insane over the third to last paragraph (and everything before + after, goddamn) because uh !!!!!!
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we could disappear for a while by orphan_account for hyreath
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
24 Aug 2019
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text messages between teenage dnp
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pour bot hem rod hog king by ghostdnp (ghostdnfie)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
24 Dec 2024
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Dan insists he's the better power bottom, and proves himself right.
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Doubt and Trust by MorningStarshine
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
18 Jul 2024
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Being at the party had been fine. Stumbling home arm in arm with Phil, that had been the best part. But when kissing started leading to something more, Dan had a bit of a confession to make.
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Shoot (Best of Three) by orphan_account
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
20 Dec 2018
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They didn't agree on everything, but they had a foolproof system for every minor dispute. Yes, even those ones.
Or, what happens when they both want to bottom.
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Teasing the Hunter by orphan_account
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
15 Jul 2018
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“God, Dan, you’re going to kill me.”
or Dan and Phil bought a Bad Dragon dildo. Dan wants to try it out.
(for Phandom Flash Fest, sex toy edition)
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Phil's long-term girlfriend mysteriously vanishes without a trace. With her history of suicide attempts her family fears the worst. He, however, does not lose hope. He spends 5 years desperately searching for her. Just when he thinks of giving up he receives new information on her possible whereabouts... One thing is for sure: a person can change a lot in 5 years.
Note: this fic was written by an author who has since detransitioned. Please support trans writers before choosing this fic to read
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Goodnight, Phil by Siubhantheelfninja
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
29 Oct 2017
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Trans!dan is picked on constantly and goes to end his life one day while Phil is gone. Phils calls him while he’s attempting to end his life and Dan unknowingly answers, so Phil hears him crying and goes straight back home. fluff ensues — unspokendarknessinside
I wrote this like two years ago but like I'm not editing it so here.
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The Midnight Realm by homegrownlesbian
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
03 Nov 2025
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Dan is in another closet. Will she ever be coaxed out? An angstfic where Dan is transfem but chooses to not to admit her feelings, and the resulting mess, including fanart. Reader discretion is advised.
"Why can't I know what's really on your mind?" Phil asked. That stung already, but he wasn't finished yet. "You know I love you. It's hard to watch—"
She winced, and Phil stopped. "Sorry," he apologised.
None of this was his fault, was it, but there was a dark feeling of resentment reaching through her. If it wasn't for him, maybe this struggle wouldn't be so complicated. She wouldn't have to weigh him into it, at the very least, she wouldn't have this extra layer to figure into the already manifold dimensions to her shame and guilt. -
I Can't Afford the Medicine That Feeds What I Need by Jaxxxx
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
03 Apr 2015
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Dan Howell never felt comfortable in his own skin. Then when he turned 13, he discovered there was a name for what he was. Transgender. He started living his life as a boy, starting testosterone at the age of 18. The same year he meets Phil Lester.
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Danielle is 15 when she looks at the mirror and says out loud, "I am a boy. I am gay. My name is... Dan," she picks, moving her hands outwards in front of her chest.
For a moment, she feels comfortable and happy.
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- Part 1 of Trans!Dan
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phil loves glitter and his girlfriend
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phil gets his eye prescription updated, dan is prettier than the chandelier
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Last Read: 10/2025 (Oneshot)Tracking
Author: alooalex
Title: english rose
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⟡˖*°࿐ ✦ Summary:phil gets his eye prescription updated, dan is prettier than the chandelier
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halfway on a slow move by dandrogynous
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
17 Jan 2018
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T makes sex so much more intense. Like his whole body has been reduced to the four centimetres of skin and nerves between his legs and the heat that’s been bubbling in his stomach all morning.
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- Part 3 of self-made man