12 Bookmarks by AMMA29

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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    *I am updating regularly. Unsure why it says I haven’t updated since the 15th of april*

    Shane is a student physiotherapist in Canada who needs a year’s work experience to complete his degree. His dad uses his old connections from McGill to get him a job with the Boston Raiders. Enter Ilya Rozanov.
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    There will be lots of explicit scenes in this fic but I’m going to try and make it a slow burn with plenty of storyline too. Inspired by favourite fic atm ‘Hiding in the fire that we started’ by GoldxBlooded. Check it out if you haven’t! It’s brilliant. *not copying their work, just inspired by the premise*

    Hope you enjoy!

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    10/?
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    12 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are solid.

    Married. Stable. Established. The NHL’s favorite “we didn’t see that coming” love story turned domestic success.

    They have a house. A dog that likes Ilya better. A shared calendar that Shane actually uses.

    They’ve learned how to grocery shop without arguing about brands of pasta.

    They are, objectively, fine.

    Which is precisely the problem.

    Somewhere between sponsorship shoots, playoff runs, and arguing over whose turn it is to unload the dishwasher, the fire that once burned hot enough to survive secrecy and rivalry has… softened. Not gone. Not broken. Just familiar.
    Comfortable. Predictable.

    When a league marketing campaign crowns them “Hockey’s Ultimate Love Story” and assigns a documentary crew to follow them around for the season, Shane jokingly tells Ilya:
    “Guess you’re going to have to fall in love with me again on camera.”

    Ilya smirks. “Please. I could make you fall in love with me again in one week.”

    It’s a joke.

    Until it becomes a challenge.

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    8/8
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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    On their first wedding anniversary, Shane gives Ilya a box of letters he secretly wrote throughout their relationship, beginning the day they met in Regina in 2008 and continuing through every major milestone of their lives together.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Lily: Sorry, I didn’t get to say goodbye

    Shane had found the message sweet despite his disappointment. Now it just feels… ominous.

    That’s usually the point when Shane has to get out of bed and pace around his bedroom and remind himself that, if Ilya is ghosting him (he is not, he’s not, he’s not), then he is also ghosting the rest of the fucking world. Because that is the thing that truly, really, terrifies him.

    No one has heard of Ilya Rozanov in nearly three weeks.

    Shane hasn’t been getting much sleep lately.

    Or:

    After Tampa. Things between Shane and Ilya are finally starting to look stable… until Ilya drops off the face of the Earth with little warning. Shane spirals (a lot) and decides he’s going to find his man if it’s the last thing he does.

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    18/18
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    09 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 42

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    Ilya Rozanov has never been on a date. Not with Shane. Not with anybody. He’s fucked a lot of people, yes, but it’s not like they’d talked about hobbies or how many kids they wanted over pasta carbonara. Tonight he's going to change that.

    Or: Ilya takes Shane on their first “real” date.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander’s Dad died when he was a Baby. The man his Mother chose to remarry was far from ideal. At fourteen years old, his Stepfather dies, but not before leaving him behind with a carousel full of emotional baggage.

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    Shane Hollander is an anxious kitten with the emotional intelligence of a turnip, and the only person capable of penetrating through his walls (figuratively and literally) is a brash, cocky, six foot three Russian menace. Shane stands absolutely no chance whatsoever.

    Loosely based on my life, except I don't play hockey and my dad isn't dead, he just ghosted me.

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    17/?
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    06 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    "I am happy with you Shane, with us. I do not understand. I don't think it is a big deal" Ilya was confused.

    "No I am happy with us too." Shane took a deepbreath, feeling a bit frustrated because the conversation was not going the way he wanted. "I guess I am asking if you would like to go on a first date ?" He paused and needed to add some clarification "With me ?"

    Ilya's face lighted up. His smile met his eyes. Every part of his face softened.

    "Oh sweetheart" and because he was Ilya, he couldn't help but to tease his husband. "My brave Canadian boy is asking me on a date !"

    "Shut up" Shane pushed Ilya's face the other way so he could stop looking at him.

    "No no no. Is very sweet. I like it." Ilya kissed Shane's hand. His eyes met Shane's eyes "Of course I would go on a first date with you. When ?"

    Or : Shane asked Ilya for a date since they never got to have one.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

    ______

    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Ilya talks to Jackie about a certain type of book she is reading and starts his own book club with the Centaurs, then subsequently discovers AO3.

    “You are pregnant Hollander.” Ilya deadpanned.
    “I’m WHAT?”
    “Pregnant.” Ilya took another sip of his coffee. Shane’s eyebrows had gone up into his hairline. “On the internet. Is called Omegaverse.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
    14/?
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    03 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ever wondered how Wolfbird Ilya got so amazing at being a professional dom? Here’s the story behind it.

    Pierre is an experienced dom from France, staying in Montreal for three weeks and looking for a submissive partner. He walks into a club called Wolfbird and meets 20 years old Ilya Rozanov, still recovering from a serious knee injury and trying to figure out how to make money with sex work, coached by his friend Sveta.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    30 Jun 2026

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    Growing up, Ilya had learned that wanting things made him a burden. Shane had made it his personal mission to prove the exact opposite. So yes, technically Ilya could buy anything he wanted. But he rarely got the opportunity.
    Because somehow, impossibly, Shane always got there first.

    Or

    Ilya Rozanov is Spoiled and Pampered by his husband.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    Hits:
    19,692

    21 Jun 2026

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