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Your Scars and Your Lonely Heart by Taste_is_Sweet for darkmoore
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Julie and The Phantoms (TV 2020), Hawaii Five-0 (2010), The Sentinel (TV)
12 Apr 2022
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Clara Williams just wanted to visit Pacific Park during her layover in Los Angeles. She never expected to find a young, exceptional Sentinel dying for lack of a bond.
Actually, what she really never expected was a tsunami, or the same Sentinel to save her life.
But Clara's a Guide, so now she's on a mission to keep Evan "Buck" Buckley alive until she can get him to Eddie Diaz, the Guide who should have bonded with him, but didn't. Because Clara can't bond with Buck, no matter how much she wants to.
There's just one problem: Buck's convinced Eddie doesn't want him, and he might not survive long enough to find out the truth.
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- Part 5 of All it took was a parking garage
- Part 15 of Bond Our Souls Like Glue
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 82,475
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 570
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- 1,243
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- 420
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- 32,962
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05 May 2026
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When Luke meets Dr. Spencer Reid, he knows, deep down, that this is the man he wants to spend the rest of his life with. And when Spencer reciprocates his feelings, he considers himself the luckiest man in the world to love such an incredible man. They make promises for the future, and Luke believes they'll make it through their long-distance relationship.
But then something happens to Spencer and it causes him to push Luke away to the point of breaking up with him. He leaves Luke confused and heartbroken. Luke never gets closure.
Until he gets a job at the BAU ten years later.
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Luke and Spencer meet at the end of season 1 and begin a relationship, but Spencer breaks up with him after the trauma of being kidnapped by Tobias Hankel. They don't speak again until Luke arrives at the BAU.
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- Part 1 of love of my life
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 53,655
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 299
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- 622
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13 Jan 2026
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Spencer knew the facts.
He knew the statistics and he knew the signs of an abusive relationship.
This wasn’t that though, no Nathan loved him, he at least knew that much.
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He had tried to be as quiet as possible
Streaks of blood were running down his face and into his eyes.
But he didn’t dare move… not even an inch.He heard his name being yelled but what if it was a trick?
He had been tricked before…
The floor was covered in his blood and first when the figure crouched down in front of him, he dared whisper a name.
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Spencer wasn’t doing well, Derek had seen as much, but he didn’t expect to one day knock on his door and find a stranger with his blood on his hands.- Language:
- English
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- 47,807
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Collections:
- 1
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- 138
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13 Jan 2026
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Supervisory Special Agent Derek Morgan had one big secret. Actually he had a few of them, but only one he would take to the grave. SSA Derek Morgan was in love with one Dr. Spencer Reid.
He promised himself he would never admit it, because really it couldn’t be true and he didn’t want to ruin everything for a silly infatuation. Even if he would, he would never be able to admit it, because he was not gay. Just the thought made him panic.However, denial only works for so long and once you’re locked up, at the mercy of another, you can’t just run away from neither the stalker that is in love with you nor your feelings.
SSA Derek Morgan promised himself he would take that secret to the grave. Fate had different plans for him, because it always did. Nothing mattered anymore except getting his best friend out alive, even if that meant breaking in the progress.
Little did he know that his best friend on the other side of that damn glass thought just the same.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 121,434
- Chapters:
- 29/29
- Comments:
- 206
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- 412
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Bookmarked by Aither17
10 Jan 2026
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When Reid's boyfriend attacks him, leaving him broken and bleeding, he calls the first person he thinks of for help.
He calls the only person he really wants to see.
He calls Hotch.
**********The non-con isn't graphic and happens mainly off screen; however, the violence that takes place beforehand is very detailed. Please read with caution.**********
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- Part 1 of One Call Away
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 203,784
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Collections:
- 8
- Comments:
- 1,140
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- 3,405
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Bookmarked by Aither17
03 Jan 2026
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a leaf falls on loneliness [Podfic] by blackglass for iimpossible_things
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Oct 2023
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A podfic of a leaf falls on loneliness by iimpossible_things.
"Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 35
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- 192
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- 48
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Bookmarked by Aither17
13 Apr 2025
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“Maybe I’ll fix things with my brother when you tell that best friend of yours you’re in love with him.”
Eddie gapes. “What? I didn’t tell you that!”
Charlie smirks. “But it’s true.”
Fuck.
“Well, that’s not fair…” Eddie scowls. “Plus, he has a boyfriend. There are different rules than for estranged brothers.”
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Eddie befriends Bobby's estranged older brother in a virtual support group for queer adults struggling to come out. The only problem? He has no idea that's who Charlie is.Bookmarked by Aither17
09 Apr 2025
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"You look exactly the same," Eddie says with tears in his eyes. "How is that even possible?"
"I don't know," Buck says, his thumb swiping across Eddie's knuckles. "I don't understand it."
He may be the same, but looking at Eddie, Buck can see the years on him. His hair is a bit different, the creases by the corners of his eyes just a bit deeper. There's a new scar on his right hand that Buck hasn't seen before.He'd know these hands blind, but it takes him a moment to notice it still. His fingers brush over it once, and then again before he actually looks down and sees the thin golden band wrapped around Eddie's ring finger. Then he just—stares at it, stupidly, for a second. Before Eddie pulls his hands back, and leaves Buck's hanging empty in the space between them.
"You're married," he says.
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- English
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- 56,834
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 913
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04 Apr 2025
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“So let me get this straight,” Hen says, once she’s stopped laughing at him. “Your nerd crush-”
“-Evan Buckley,” Eddie miserably interjects.
“Your nerd crush,” Hen repeats, waggling her eyebrows. At the kitchen table beside her, Chimney is grinning like Christmas just came early. “Read your drunk tweet and then sent you animal facts via DM?”
or: Buck's a zoologist. Eddie's pretty sure he's in love.
podfic length: 27:13
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- Part 1 of [podfic] zoologist buck
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24 Mar 2025
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"You're right, I... I lost my son - however temporarily, and I'll never forgive myself, but if anything, I just..." Briefly, his eyes flicker down to Buck's lips. Buck can't stop himself from doing the same. He's only a man. "This isn't out of nowhere, Buck - you know that. I lost the most important person in the world to me - but..." They're leaning closer now - mostly Eddie, Buck thinks, although he certainly isn't stopping it. "...the second most important person in the world to me is right here, right now, and you're..." he trails off again, breath hot as it washes over Buck's lips, their eyes falling closed. Buck swallows. "I'd love to be more of a gentleman about this, and I mean this in the most abstract and metaphorical, and least possessive way possible, but in the spirit of not wasting any more time than we already have, Buck..." the words follow each other quickly through a single, whispered breath. "...you're fucking crazy if you think I'm letting you go on that date."
"Eddie, you think I'm going anywhere, you're fucking crazy."
podfic length: 17:09
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24 Mar 2025
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u/elpaso-dad • 40dMy (M30) best friend (M27) came out as bi, and I think I’m homophobic. HELP
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Eddie Diaz takes to Reddit to figure out why he hates his best friend’s new boyfriend so much.
podfic length: 50:39
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23 Mar 2025
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She turns to Eddie and says something else, but Buck is busy fighting the headrush he gets at the sound of Ana Flores calling Eddie and Christopher 'the boys'. Like they belong to her already.
God, what’s wrong with him? What is this?
or, eddie cooks, chris domesticates a slug, and buck tries to figure out why he hates his best friend's girlfriend. to everyone's immense shock and surprise, it goes badly.
podfic length: 3:40:31
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 47
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- 127
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23 Mar 2025
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I'm falling apart (and all I want is to trust you) [Podfic] by blackglass for rylandbuckleys
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Jul 2024
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A podfic of I'm falling apart (and all I want is to trust you) by diaz_evan.
“Buck—” Eddie breathed as he hurried over, “Hey, Buck—”
Buck lifted his eyes, they widened when he met Eddie’s gaze, “Eddie, I—” He tried to move, but was easily pulled back, “I’m sorry.”
Eddie rushed to reassure, “It’s okay, look…” He got onto one knee, sitting Christopher down, he looped his arms under his son’s, and turned him, so that he was facing Buck, “Look who it is.”
Christopher extended his hand, gently laying it across Buck’s cheek, “Buck.”
OR Eddie and Christopher's reactions to Buck collapsing in 3x03: The Searchers.
Christopher Diaz Week, Day 5: Eddie & Chris + “You’re the most important person.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 20
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- 125
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- 19
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23 Mar 2025
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u/chris_skywalker • 57dmy (m13) dad’s best friend (m31) is dating an ugly old hag when he should be dating my dad (m33)
where do i even start omg…
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OR Christopher takes out his frustrations with Buck and Eddie on Reddit.
podfic length: 50:04
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23 Mar 2025
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“Wow,” Ashley nods, “That’s the difference between gay men and lesbians. Lesbians need seven seconds to fall in love, gay men need seven years.” Ashley puts her hand up, “Sorry, sorry, you’re not in love or together, you just talk about how to parent your kid, go on date nights to a queer comedian, and break bones for each other.”
Eddie attempts to swallow a lump in his throat that’s begun to build. Ashley doesn’t even know the half of it. The things they’ve done with each other, for each other.
“You’re making a face like that’s not even the tip of the iceberg,” Ashley smirks, looking at Buck now. Eddie glances over and finds Buck smiling in that oddly contagious way.Or
Buck and Eddie go see queer stand-up comedian Ashley Gavin, she clocks them immediately.
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23 Mar 2025
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Something mysterious happens to Buck on a rescue, shocking everyone. Buck doesn't want to deal with it considering he more wants to deal with the ever growing feelings he has for his best friend and work partner; Eddie. Will this situation help or make it worse?
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22 Mar 2025
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A smile breaks out on his face, he’s seen her before, “Hi!” He comes towards her and she looks amused, he can’t help but wonder why. “What can I do for you?”
Her hand waves, her bracelets gleaming off of what is left of their daylight. “Oh nothing guero.” But she leans a little looking at the flowers, “Just coming to see what you’ve done with those sad flores.”
Buck perks, “Oh! I know huh, Eddie really doesn’t have a green thumb so now that I live here, I wanted to try and give them some life back.”
She chuckles and then pats his shoulder, “Aren’t you a good esposo.”
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Or Buck moves into Eddies house and befriends all of his neighbors
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21 Mar 2025
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He needs to keep his eyes on Eddie, to count each of his moves until it’s not breaths. Every second he spends not seeing him stabs his heart with guilt again and again, as if it was the immediate source of everything that happened.
He claws at the hands on his shoulder, but he’s basically cushioned with his gloves. He still wriggles, because he’s not leaving, and desperately tries to come back to the edge of a make-shift cliff. He needs to see Eddie, he needs to help him, needs to keep him awake. He needs to make sure Eddie’s gonna be okay. He needs Eddie to be okay.
Oh God. How much Buck needs Eddie.
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Buck spirals about his words. Spirals so much that the dangers start to slip by him. Then he can spiral about his actions.
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20 Mar 2025
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Buck is kidnapped. The people who did it want to have the live stream all over LA seeing as how Bucks a well known firefighter. What they didn’t realize, is Buck was in the middle of a huge lawsuit against the city of LA. Nobody was looking for him, because nobody actually knows he’s gone. Or so he thinks…
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20 Mar 2025
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20 Mar 2025