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Shinji comes home after a long day at work.
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Shinji has never had the opportunity or bravery to say goodbye before. He finds that he doesn’t like it.
CW: Pregnancy Loss/Stillbirth
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“Please Verso,” his name falls from his sister's, no, Maelle’s lips through desperate gasps. “Please don’t do this. Please don’t make me lose them again. Please.” There’s panic and grief staining every word, every action, every tear running down her face.
He opens his mouth to say the only platitudes he can say, ones he has practiced a thousand times. But she is already gone, petals dissipating into the air, only her tears falling and wetting his hands now.
He reaches out to the tired boy, but the image of Maelle's tear-stained face stops him as what remains of his heart contracts painfully. The man whose memories he had inherited had died for her. He was selfish. Cruel. But he could bear this life for a little while longer for her.
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Verso realizes he isn’t the only one Maelle is losing after he ejects her from the Canvas. Maelle learns to reconcile two lives. All problems soften with time.
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One doesn’t get the chance to redo things often, so when the opportunity presents itself, Asuka takes it with open hands.
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Asuka remembers her “Afraid to kiss a girl on the anniversary of your mom’s death?” line and decides to make it right. -
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“I hate you.” Asuka softly confesses. It feels different than her usual declarations full of rage. It's oddly vulnerable. “I hate you so much sometimes that I’m suprised I can feel anything else.”
Shinji’s expression is understanding, but she can see pain rolling in waves in his eyes. “I don't know if I ever will forgive you.” She continues. “I don't know if I even want to.”
He closes his eyes then, but Asuka can see the tears welling in his eyes. She clasps her hands on his. “But if I ever do, I want you to be there.”
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Understanding is a slow, treacherous process, even after instrumentality. Post 3I fic focusing on Asuka and Shinji with guest appearances from Misato, Ritsuko and the dead who haunt the narrative.
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SnK/AoT: Tales from the eyes of people who faced the end of the world together. An exploration of the Warrior-Scout Alliance from the beginning of the Rumbling to many years after the end, with a focus on Armin/Annie.
Currently contains PoV works from Armin, Annie, Reiner, and Pieck.
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Watercolor Skies, Twisted Webs by AlfaVictor
Fandom: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
28 Oct 2023
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Spider-Verse: Gwen and Miles struggle to find each other across universes. Even when they do, the weight of what has been done risks tearing down everything between them.
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Aline Dessendre intends to attend an art display hosted by her eldest duaghter. For reasons outside her control, this goes poorly.
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Da Capo al Fine by middlemistgrey for shinjeeeeeeeeeeee
Fandoms: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
18 Aug 2020
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He's a tired boy with brown hair and cobalt eyes. She doesn't understand him, but he drinks his coffee black and runs a hand through his hair, anyway.
[About Shinji, his thoughts and the cycles that pass.]
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"Stripping: involves dipping the piece in a chemical bath that will remove finish, patina, and in some cases the glue holding the piece together."
a collection of short standalone pieces about moments, characters and relationships in Expedition 33
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Mass Effect: Servant Of The People by N7Propagandist
Fandoms: Mass Effect Trilogy, Mass Effect - All Media Types
06 Nov 2025
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In the early days of the end of the reaper war, Tali'Zorah is sat behind a desk. Wondering just what the hell she's even doing anymore.
She has everything she thought she ever wanted...well, almost everything.
But the galaxy won't slow down for a heartbroken girl.
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poison blood from the wound of the pricked hand (oh, still i dream of him) by shadesofgay
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
29 Nov 2025
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Hobie tells her that her anger will choke her if she keeps bottling it up. Gwen thinks her anger is something that was born alongside her, cradled in a crib and treated gingerly, red-hot and ultraviolent like the coarse edges of a penny sitting out in the scorching sun for too long. She just rolls her eyes at him because she doesn’t know how to tell him that it already is – that her anger has hands that hold her neck in a never-ending vice grip and leave ugly reddish-purpling finger-shaped bruises only visible to her.
OR, grief molds gwen into someone unrecognizable.