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Shinji comes home after a long day at work.
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Shinji has never had the opportunity or bravery to say goodbye before. He finds that he doesn’t like it.
CW: Pregnancy Loss/Stillbirth
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“Please Verso,” his name falls from his sister's, no, Maelle’s lips through desperate gasps. “Please don’t do this. Please don’t make me lose them again. Please.” There’s panic and grief staining every word, every action, every tear running down her face.
He opens his mouth to say the only platitudes he can say, ones he has practiced a thousand times. But she is already gone, petals dissipating into the air, only her tears falling and wetting his hands now.
He reaches out to the tired boy, but the image of Maelle's tear-stained face stops him as what remains of his heart contracts painfully. The man whose memories he had inherited had died for her. He was selfish. Cruel. But he could bear this life for a little while longer for her.
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Verso realizes he isn’t the only one Maelle is losing after he ejects her from the Canvas. Maelle learns to reconcile two lives. All problems soften with time.
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One doesn’t get the chance to redo things often, so when the opportunity presents itself, Asuka takes it with open hands.
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Asuka remembers her “Afraid to kiss a girl on the anniversary of your mom’s death?” line and decides to make it right. -
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“I hate you.” Asuka softly confesses. It feels different than her usual declarations full of rage. It's oddly vulnerable. “I hate you so much sometimes that I’m suprised I can feel anything else.”
Shinji’s expression is understanding, but she can see pain rolling in waves in his eyes. “I don't know if I ever will forgive you.” She continues. “I don't know if I even want to.”
He closes his eyes then, but Asuka can see the tears welling in his eyes. She clasps her hands on his. “But if I ever do, I want you to be there.”
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Understanding is a slow, treacherous process, even after instrumentality. Post 3I fic focusing on Asuka and Shinji with guest appearances from Misato, Ritsuko and the dead who haunt the narrative.
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SnK/AoT: Tales from the eyes of people who faced the end of the world together. An exploration of the Warrior-Scout Alliance from the beginning of the Rumbling to many years after the end, with a focus on Armin/Annie.
Currently contains PoV works from Armin, Annie, Reiner, and Pieck.
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Watercolor Skies, Twisted Webs by AlfaVictor
Fandom Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
28 Oct 2023
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Spider-Verse: Gwen and Miles struggle to find each other across universes. Even when they do, the weight of what has been done risks tearing down everything between them.
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Snippets of what came before, and what will come done.
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"What people are calling it now, the Rat War, there are no words to describe what we faced. And I do not want to find the words to describe how I felt. Trapped underground in the dark, squeezing into tunnels that aren’t meant for men my size. Knowing at any moment the walls could be caved in on us and we’d be trapped, or worse we’d be trapped with Fear himself. And the voice that found me in Attica- that found me in that bloodydam box returned, taunting me at every corner, whispering to me when I tried to find sleep, seeping doubt into every one of my decisions."
Four months after returning from the Rat Wars, Darrow and Sevro learn to deal with their traumas of war and Darrow's lingering fears and anxieties from The Box.
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“Virginia…” Niobe whispers, “You don’t have to watch this.”
I do not respond to her pleas. How can I explain to her that I must? That my love for the man demands it. I pray, in some ludicrous fashion, that he knows I am there with him. In my heart.
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For Absent Friends by BlindManBaldwin
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Spider-Verse (Sony Animated Movies)
12 Feb 2026
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Do black widow spiders have a broken heart?
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Cooling by CaskaLangley
Fandoms: Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rebuild of Evangelion | Evangelion: New Theatrical Edition
23 Feb 2026
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Asuka is red. But sometimes she wishes she were blue.
A story about Asuka Soryu, Asuka Shikinami, and the tangled feelings they can’t afford to name -each in her own universe.