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Chuuya cuts off, eyes coming up to meet with the person he’d bumped into.
He’s tall, shaggy brown hair floating over majestic chocolate eyes. His face was painted with slight shock, his expression twisting into a small smirk. He wore a baggy shirt with a recognizable rock band on the front. But the most noticeable feature were the white bandages that wound their way down his arms and up his neck.
But Chuuya isn’t particularly focused on the stranger's clothes or features, his words dying in the back of his throat as he stares into his eyes. A soft blush paints over the redhead's face, and his breath hitches as the lanky guy steps back.
“Sorry, didn’t see ya’! You must be Chuuya, right? Yosano talked a shit ton about you- I’m Dazai.”
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A college AU where Chuuya is hosting a party at he and Tachihara's apartment. He's introduced to a friend of a friend, spending the start of his evening arguing with the newly met Dazai, before someone suggests a part game and things suddenly grow a bit more heated.
Chuuya realizes he may be more into Dazai than he originally thought.
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Gotta Catch 'em All (Right?) by AwfulAmatuer
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters: Sword & Shield | Pokemon Sword & Shield Versions
16 Jun 2025
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After years of trying to make it on his own in the outskirts of the Galar region, Nakahara Chuuya has finally found a home with his partner Axew, and older sister Kouyou.
Following a failed attempt at his own life and loss of a friend, Osamu Dazai moves to the Galar region to assist a family friend at a Pokemon lab, alongside his newfound unusual friendship with a feral Zorua.
What neither of them expect to happen blows up in their face as the two of them navigate their journey through the Galar region together, faced with horror, hardships, and an insane amount of sheer stupidity.
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I wanted a Bungou Stray Dogs x Pokemon AU. And like, 5 people on Tumblr did too. Therefore.
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He gets another good look at his scars, and Dazai bites his lip, covering them with a bedsheet– But not before managing to scrape at them enough that it stung.
He just couldn’t let them bleed. If Chibi came home to blood stains on his sheets and pillowcase, Dazai doesn’t know what he’d do.
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Dazai being his usual depressed self when Chuuya's gone on a business trip.
No. 21: BODY HORROR
Tattoo Gun | Spirit Possession | “Let the bedsheet soak up the tears.” -
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Dazai ditched the infirmary chair he’d slung himself onto, throwing himself up and rushing to Chuuya’s room. He swung the door open gently in an attempt to not startle Chuuya, and noticed three things.
One– The bed was empty. It should’ve had a Chibi in it, sleeping peacefully.
Two– the IV’s had been torn out,and laid discarded on the pillow. Small splotches of blood soaked the sheets under them.
Three– Chuuya was huddled in a corner, wildly scratching at his arms and trying to shove himself deeper into the wall.
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Dazai wakes up to hear Chuuya panicking in a hospital room, and rushes to help him.
No. 20: EMOTIONAL ANGST
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Dazai has to recover Chuuya from a mission, but when he follows a trail of his partners blood, he's led to a mess of a person affected by a hallucination ability.
No. 19: BLOOD TRAIL
Abandoned Cabin | One Way Out | "Is there anybody alive out there?"
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You Know the Rest By Heart by UpsidedownWaffles
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Mar 2026
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Fire.
When he turned, all he saw was fire, now engulfing the cabin. He heard screaming, and something that sounded like his name again, but he could only focus on the figure emerging from the flames. The figure that had taken hold of his elbow.
“You couldn’t have saved them.”
And then Luca woke up.
(Or: Luca has a nightmare, and his boyfriend is there too)
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- Part 2 of Everywhere, Everything (All at Once)
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24 Apr 2026
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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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tongue tied by revspersec
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Apr 2026
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Luca hits the boards, and then crumples onto the ice right above it, splayed out on his stomach. There’s a moment of normalcy in the game as they give a second for him to get up— then a moment of jumbled panic when he doesn’t. Luca doesn’t stir. His eyes are drooped closed inside his helmet, head curled inwards at an angle. “Medic,” the referee barks, a calm, blanketed urgency coloring his tone.
Thick, syrupy panic hits Shane in the chest. It hits him like a truck, the realization that this is what Ilya had felt like, all those years ago.
Or: Luca Haas, ft. his Captains, Social Media (+ a dose of morphine)
(NOW WITH BONUS CHAPTER 2)
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- Part 3 of hollanovaas
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22 Apr 2026
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Stitched Back Up by firenze21
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Mar 2026
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"When I told Luca he needed a few stitches, he just…” Terry glanced toward the medical room and then back to Ilya. “I think he had a panic attack. He won’t let me near his hand."
Ilya's eyebrows furrowed as he processed everything Terry was saying.
“When he finally spoke a few minutes ago, the only thing he said was ‘Ilya’."
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Ilya and Shane coach rookie Luca Haas through getting stitches after he had a panic attack in medical. It's not the date night they had originally planned.
Takes place during the 2020-2021 season, Luca's first season as a Centaur, and Shane's last season as a Voyageur. Shane and Ilya's relationship is still private.
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- Part 1 of How Haas Hatched Hollanov Team Dads
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22 Apr 2026
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Ain't That A Kick by firenze21
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
25 Mar 2026
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“Ilya?” There was some worry in the rookie’s voice. “We need to go to the hospital.”
Fear shot across Ilya’s face. “Haas, what happened? Your concussion is feeling worse?”
“Something’s wrong. I’m having hallucinations that you said Shane Hollander is your boyfriend and that we’re all having a sleepover.”
OR: When Ilya has an away game in Montreal, he often stays with Shane at his apartment instead of the team hotel. But when Centaurs rookie Luca Haas gets a concussion during the game and has to be monitored overnight, Ilya makes the call to bring Luca with him.
Takes place approximately two months after Part 1. It's Luca's first season as a Centaur and Shane's last season as a Voyageur. Shane and Ilya's relationship is still private.
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- Part 2 of How Haas Hatched Hollanov Team Dads
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22 Apr 2026