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    Ilya's been getting migraines since he was a teenager, and he's gotten very good at hiding them. But now that he and Shane are spending more time together, hiding isn't an option - and Shane's autistic panic about symptoms that "can't possibly be normal" would be funny if Ilya didn't feel like his head was splitting open. Eventually, Shane calms down enough to become exactly what Ilya needs: someone who understands sensory overwhelm.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “Buck.”
    There’s a pause, and then the sound of a breathless, ragged sob. Not the kind Buck lets out when he’s trying to play it off, not the kind he hides behind a laugh. No, this is raw, wet and broken and small.
    “Can you pick me up?”
    Bobby’s chest cracks open.
    Buck’s voice is hoarse, like he’s been crying for hours –or screaming into a pillow. It’s frayed at the edges, worn down to the nerve. And it’s not just sadness Bobby hears in it– it’s fear and terror.
    “I want to go home,” Buck whispers next, and it shatters something deep in Bobby’s gut.

    or: The 118 teaches Buck that family isn't about owing someone your organs, but about who brings you pie when you've given too much of yourself away.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Jaime realizes who Jon is after a visit to Winterfell, remembering a promise made to Rhaegar, Jaime and Jon will enter the game of thrones together.

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    11 Feb 2026