Chaos_shambles



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    This is an AU story where Raymond Reddington does not leave Masha Rostova's life while she is young. After rescuing the four-year-old girl from the fire, he does leave her in Nebraska to be raised in secret by Sam, but he keeps in contact with her, physically appearing during various, important moments in her life.

    The two of them develop a profound bond throughout the years she matures from child to woman.

    But something happens to make Red immediately break off their contact for years.

    It is during her FBI training when Liz learns the man she has known for most of her life, the man she called "Red," is Raymond Reddington, the "Concierge of Crime."

    Eventually Red comes out of hiding to work as an asset for the FBI--but, like in the show, this is to ultimately protect her from those who wish to hunt her down.

    Their relationship is shattered, and yet they both find that they are still drawn to one another. Will they be able to reestablish the bond they had made while she had been growing up? Will they be able to rebuild their trust in one another?

    *This story is currently being illustrated. It is the wish of the artists that permission be asked to share the artwork on other sites. TY!

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    When the Clergy begins receiving death threats against their current Papa, Secondo, Cardinals Terzo, Perpetua and Copia reach out to a prestigious Private Security and Investigation Service for support to safeguard their leader, their congregation and their future as a rapidly growing Satanic church.

     

    Copia/OC,
    Perpetua/OC,
    -will add a mark on chapters which are a little spicy.

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    28 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    From Catholic guilt to Satanic leadership.
    Yes, really.

    This is the other side of Little Lamb, Painted in Ash.
    (You don’t need to read that first. Or even after. This can stand alone.)

    This is seeing the world through a very tired, very composed man trying—against his better judgment—to end up where he’s meant to be. Papa V/OC (Morrigan).

    And before you decide that sounds unbearable—don’t let the male lens scare you off. He's not that insufferable. Usually.

    This isn’t romanticized.
    The love is obsessive and messy.
    The church drama is exactly as political as you think it is.
    The stress is constant.
    His brain works like a skipping vinyl and refuses to shut up.

    The goal here is simple: make it feel real.

    He's not on a pedestal. She isn’t either.
    He doesn’t win everything. Neither does she.
    But two stubborn people can get through an impressive amount of Hell if they refuse to quit.

    I’m terrible at summaries.

    Read the notes.

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    29 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    Papa V and my female OC who is just as sassy and blunt because I feel he needs a woman that matches his wit. And who doesn't love a slow burn? Perpetua is smart mouthed, and a little bit bad at feelings (all of them), but great at work!

    Heavy focus on world building, making the Ministry feel alive and breathing, and religious aspects. Little bit of religious trauma sprinkled in there. Deviates from typical Satanism in the bringing of Pagan aspects for *flavor*.

    (Temporary Hiatus - will be picked back up and completely redone. Story line will remain the same. Significantly more will be added and altered. The main story is basically done- just have a lot of 'epilogue' stuff outlined. Perpetua's view will probably be finished first. Ave Satanas.)

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    05 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    Perpetua is the luckiest man to ever live, he's certain of it. He has a place to live that's much better than where he grew up, he gets to perform music that's just as fun as it is meaningful, and now he has the most wonderful partner he could ever dream of. Unfortunately, the longer he's with you, the more he starts to realize he's going to have to come clean about his past.

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    17 Aug 2025