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    “You deserve to have good things. Including sex.”

    “I told you,” she retorts, exasperated, “sex is good for me.”

    “You deserve to have great things, then. Wonderful things.”

    She restrains a skeptical eye-roll only because it would be too rude, but he sees it on her face anyway.

    “You don’t believe me,” he says, a kind of pained wonder in his mouth.

    “It doesn’t matter.”

    “It does matter,” he insists. “You deserve everything.”

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    Rey has never had an orgasm. Her Tinder date is determined to change that.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    Rey has been fighting for survival for as long as she can remember. She finally has her own apartment, but between rent and bills, she's barely staying afloat. Without her job as a waitress at a high-end restaurant, she'd wind up on the street.

    Then, one fateful evening, she spills a glass of wine on rich customer Ben Solo.

    And her entire life changes.

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    20 Jul 2025

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    soooooo sweet!!

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    Napoleon taps him on the shoulder in Istanbul and Illya almost punches him.

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    09 Sep 2024

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    Albuquerque makes a disgustingly beautiful first impression: the sky as big and curved and blue as he’s always heard it can be, streaked with paintbrush clouds. Distant mountains rise from the impossibly flat land like slumbering lizards, their skin mottled and cracked beneath the blistering desert sun. 

    Jimmy never thought the straight and narrow could be so vast. 

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    26 Jan 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    😭❤️

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    He has never argued with a punishment, not since he was a toddler, if then. Surely she’ll listen, surely she’ll see this is too harsh, that he wouldn’t be disrespecting her like this if he was simply sulking over not getting his way. He needs that food, needs to be able to eat enough if he wants to be Robin.

    He’s been hungry before, but back then, it never mattered if he was a little weak or dizzy. It never risked his life or the life of his partner when he was a kid.

    She turns, sighing softly and pursing her lips. She reaches out to pat his cheek, and for a moment his heart soars hopefully, and he barely restrains himself from leaning into the rare bit of contact and soaking up his mother’s touch. “Oh, Timothy,” she tuts. “This is for the best. And honestly, I think it’s wise for you to cut down a bit on the snacks. I’d hate to have to listen to anyone tittering at the next gala that you’re getting chubby.”

    And without another backwards glance, she turns and heads upstairs, leaving Tim alone and frozen at the bottom of the steps.

    Day 6 - TOUCH AND GO
    bruises | touch starved | hunger

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    09 Apr 2023

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    Tim is good at galas.

    No, scratch that—Tim is great at galas. He’s been attending them ever since the age of three, when his parents first stuffed him into his little Gymboree tuxedo and gave him a stern lecture about ‘sitting quietly’ and ‘speaking when spoken to.’ He knows all the rules: what to wear, how to stand, when to smile, what to say, what not to say. He knows how to come across as polite and intelligent and charming, and on absolutely any other day, he would be rocking this.

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    Or, my take on a ‘Tim Joins the Family Early’ AU, told through a series of sleepovers, most of which are unplanned.

    Featuring pre-teen Tim, Alive!Jason, and a whole lot of hurt/comfort.

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    08 Apr 2023

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    我靠

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    A retelling of episodes 6-9 and all the moments in-between, but with one major change.

    What if Tommy joined Joel and Ellie after Jackson?

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    21 Mar 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    第二章 写的好好

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    11 Mar 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    有很多精妙的比喻,非常动人的意识流叙述,完美诠释嫉妒和难过和缺爱的ellie!

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    He looked up at her, and an uncharacteristic softness settled over his features. He took a deep breath through his nose and scanned the face of the young woman in front of him. "What the hell do the Fireflies want with you?"

    The earnestness startled her momentarily, and she lifted the cigarette to her lips to calm her nerves back down.

    "I wouldn't worry about it, man," she finally responded. She broke his gaze and returned to the coffee table to drop her cigarette butt into the empty peach can. She laid back down on the couch and massaged her temples.

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    The events of TLOU if Ellie had aged out of military school before Marlene found out about her immunity. Joel and Tess are hired to smuggle a 19 year old Ellie out of Boston, after she's already been hiding her immunity for five years.

    TL;DR: TLOU1 but with a TLOU2 aged Ellie, because I'm in love with the potential for that dynamic.

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    11 Mar 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    没看,但是kodorate很高。之后可以看看

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    When a break-in startles you awake, it’s hard not to assume the worst. But when the thief is revealed to be a teenager just trying to help her wounded guardian - you find your heart softening.

    Because after all… you suppose your cabin has enough room for three.

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    09 Mar 2023

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    Ellie was shivering.

    She was shivering, and it had nothing to do with the cold. Joel held her close to his side as he led her through the deep snow, his coat tucked around her as tightly as it could be, but he could still feel her trembling and hear the faint whimpers accompanying her every breath. At this point she was leaning most of her weight on him, barely raising her feet as she shuffled through the snow, and he was starting to consider just scooping her up in his arms and carrying her, his injury be damned. His arm instinctively tightened around her shoulders at the thought she could simply drop at any given moment, her knees buckling under her.

    He didn't even want to think about what might have happened to her.

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    Spoilers for episode 8. Tne immediate aftermath of the last scene.

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    07 Mar 2023

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    Ellie lies back down on the concrete floor of the cellar they’d camped out in for the night. “Sorry,” she mumbles. “Bad dream.”

    She hears Joel exhale. “If you ever want to... talk to me about it,” he says. He coughs and clears his throat. “You can. I’m always here to listen. I’m not much good at talking but I know a thing or two about bad dreams.”

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    Ellie and Joel’s first three nights after leaving Silver Lake.

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    07 Mar 2023

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    “It wasn’t a challenge you know.” He hasn’t stirred in hours, and she’s getting antsy—she knows she needs to get some water into him, and soon. Her nerves are keeping her from stringing together a coherent line of thought. Instead, her stupid brain has settled into an endless loop of her own words from weeks ago. *Everybody I have cared for has either died or left me.*

    “I wasn’t trying to make you pick.”
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    Missing scenes from the aftermath of Joel's stabbing.

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    07 Mar 2023

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    He doesn’t notice that one of her shoes is untied until a lace gets caught in a notch of a log as they pass, sending her down hard.

    The momentum of her fall sends him thudding against a tree, and his eyes slam shut as he grits his teeth against the white hot pain that flares in his side.

    When he opens his eyes, she’s facedown in the snow, still and silent, hands still at her sides making it clear that she didn’t even try to catch herself.

    It speaks of so much trauma, so much unresponsiveness, that he feels tears sting his eyes at the sheer scale of what’s happened to her, of how small and useless he is to fix any of it, of how much he’s let her be hurt by his own failure to protect her.

    But there’s no time for his own self-loathing.

    She needs him, insufficient as he is.

    (a fic covering joel taking care of ellie after episode 8)

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    06 Mar 2023

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    In the aftermath of the university, Ellie has to take care of Joel throughout the winter. Joel is not happy about this arrangement.

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    04 Mar 2023

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    It’s not that Ellie means to stalk the couple she catches lurking in the shadows at 1 in the morning after sneaking out of her dorm because sitting in the room alone was making it hard to breathe, but fellow curfew-breakers can hardly expect privacy. All’s fair in love and rule-breaking or whatever their English teacher said in one of the rare classes when they were learning something not related to FEDRA policy.

    And there’s something in the way the man holds his hand out to help pull the woman up over a crumbled brick wall that she just can’t look away from.

    There’s a gentleness there despite his size and obvious strength that makes her breath catch for just a second. It’s too far for her to hear what they’re saying, but the woman says something with a little half-smile and presses her hand to the man’s shoulder, and the casual affection of the gesture fills her with a nameless want.

    So, trailing them at a distance it is.

    (AU in which Ellie follows Joel and Tess around and meets them with no Fireflies involved)

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    02 Mar 2023

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    真的好好 呜呜呜…

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    Joel found out just how bad at cooking Ellie is when he made the mistake of allowing her to heat up a can of beans on her own. How she managed to burn herself and leave the food colder than it was when he handed it to her, he’ll never know. But, as it turns out, she’s pretty damn good at all the stuff that doesn’t require heat.

    She measures out the spices with such precision her hands start to shake, she rolls the meatballs like she’s afraid of scaring them, and she honest-to-God squeals when he lets her crush up the tomatoes with her bare hands. She’s just such a kid. It all makes his chest ache a little.

    “This is the best day of my life,” she breathes, watching reverently as Joel strains the spaghetti.

    He realizes as she scoops makeshift pasta sauce onto her plate that it actually might be. It startles him just enough for the familiar feeling he’d buried so long ago to start clawing its way out of its grave.

    OR: ellie deserves a choice

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    01 Mar 2023

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    Ellie had worked hospice rotation in FEDRA school. All the orphans had to. It was a shit job, literally: changing adult cloth diapers and sponging down injured who were either too sick or old to care for themselves.

    Fedra couldn’t pay civilians enough to see the ugly end of life that they had coming for them, like staring down the barrel of a gun. Instead the orphans did the heavy lifting, looking down at the elderly and injured like strange artifacts from a time when society had the resources to take care of people who didn’t contribute.

    She never thought any of it would come in handy, until Joel’s lying on a bare mattress in an abandoned house and he won’t be moving under his own power for days on end.

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    01 Mar 2023

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    It takes Joel demanding her to leave for her to realize how much she doesn't want to leave.

    Ellie supposes there are better ways to realize he's become her family.

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    27 Feb 2023

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    24 Feb 2023

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