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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    “I found this in your room, Jecka,” sighed Dad, unrolling a large t.A.T.u. poster, “this just isn’t appropriate…”

    “I’ve had that since like…2003, and I'm not even— I mean— they’re not even real lesbians—"

    Miss Lynn shook her head, “It’s gay iconography, Jessica.”

    “No, they’re like...Russian…”

    “Russians can also struggle with homosexuality. It's more common than you might think,” hummed Miss Lynn, “Remember, the Russians did win last year’s Eurovision…”

    Jecka's straight…probably. Her Dad sends her to 'True Directions' (the semi-local gay conversion camp) anyway. Nicole, a fellow camper with a lightning tongue, shows her exactly why she's there.

    Inspired by the movie 'But I'm A Cheerleader.'

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    16 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Why does hearing your name hurt me
    When it hides right there in the vicinity?
    What kind of emotion, is it hatred
    Or pure sweetness when I hear your name?

    I had told you, not to keep looking behind
    Your past will follow you and wage war on you

    You couldn’t let anyone in. Not her. You'd spent your whole life building walls high enough to ensure no one could see the cracks. Yet, here she was, effortlessly breaking down barriers you didn’t even realize were there.

    Anya had a way of making you feel things you didn’t want to feel, and that was something you couldn’t afford.

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    01 Jan 2025

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    Nicole and Jecka are not a good match.

    They enable their worst habits, hurt everyone around them, and can’t go a month without blowing up at each other. Their communication is terrible, their coping skills minimal, and their ‘solutions’ never actually fix or address anything close to the problem.

    They are, by any and all definitions, extremely toxic.

    But, really, none of that matters, because they’re gonna make it work no matter who or what they need to sacrifice to get there in the end. They’re not worth the effort? Says who? Not really for anybody else to decide, now is it?

    Being alone is bad enough.

    Being alone without the one person who really gets you, for better or mostly worse?

    Fuck that.

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    27 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 32

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    Marcille Donato likes a lot of things. She likes to study. She likes to read. She likes to perform magic. She likes her best friend, Falin Touden, too.

    But maybe, just maybe, a teeny tiny bit too much.

    That was going to be an issue.

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    06 Jun 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Getting shot fucking hurt. Like, yeah. If you got shot, of course, it would hurt. But, most TV shows and movies play it off like the person getting shot could deal with it, push through, save the day, and move on.

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    02 Jun 2024