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    "I don't think you did it, for the record."

    "Did what?"

    "Killed Garzonas," he said. " You were too good, Jay. You woulda never."

    "...I've killed, Dickie."

    He waved that statement away with the bottle. "You're just saying that because you're a manifestation of my subconscious and I've killed."

    "Right," Jason said flatly. "How much have you had to drink?"

    "Just enough," he said, taking a sip. He didn't want to get too much drunker past this point. Knocking himself unconscious has sounded nice earlier but he wanted to keep this hallucination going now. It was so nice.

     

    Day 4: Hallucinations
    Hypnosis | Sensory Deprivation | "You're still alive in my head."

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    21 May 2026

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    “I need… I need to tell you something, Hollander.” Ilya squeezes his eyes shut, willing his mouth to stop trembling. Tears roll down his face, church-quiet, silent as prayers, and Ilya touches his cheek curiously, as if he didn’t know his eyes could do that. He can’t remember the last time he cried. It might have been behind the curtains of their Moscow apartment, right after his mother died. Death seems to have this effect on him.

    “Spit it out, I haven’t got all day.”

    Ilya visualizes Shane’s furrowed eyebrows — his angry kitten face, as he likes to call it in his head — and thinks, No, I haven’t got all day either. In fact, I might not have any day left after this, and a miserable laugh escapes him at the thought.

    The airplane crash happens way earlier in the timeline. Shane and Ilya aren’t together yet — in fact, they haven’t even admitted their feelings to themselves, until the perspective of death and an ill-timed confession completely reshuffles the cards.

    Or, Ilya confesses his love to Shane during the plane crash, and Shane thinks it’s a prank in very bad taste.

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    20 May 2026

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    04 May 2026

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    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Mate, I can guarantee that absolutely no one would be lucky to have you.

    Lily @shanehollandersrealgf
    Ah, and Rozanov is better than me?

    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya wants to thirst and brag about his boyfriend in public, so he finds a way to do so.

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    03 May 2026

  5. Rec 49

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    “Ilya, I feel so ugly.”

    “What are you talking about? You’re so fat and ugly!!”

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    Hayden has had enough of Ilya constantly pranking and annoying him. He convinces Shane to help him prank Ilya back by making his phone autocorrect any compliment into an insult. Then, Shane messages Ilya that he felt ugly, and when Ilya tries to console him, chaos unfolds.

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    03 May 2026