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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    "I don't think you did it, for the record."

    "Did what?"

    "Killed Garzonas," he said. " You were too good, Jay. You woulda never."

    "...I've killed, Dickie."

    He waved that statement away with the bottle. "You're just saying that because you're a manifestation of my subconscious and I've killed."

    "Right," Jason said flatly. "How much have you had to drink?"

    "Just enough," he said, taking a sip. He didn't want to get too much drunker past this point. Knocking himself unconscious has sounded nice earlier but he wanted to keep this hallucination going now. It was so nice.

     

    Day 4: Hallucinations
    Hypnosis | Sensory Deprivation | "You're still alive in my head."

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    21 May 2026

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    “I need… I need to tell you something, Hollander.” Ilya squeezes his eyes shut, willing his mouth to stop trembling. Tears roll down his face, church-quiet, silent as prayers, and Ilya touches his cheek curiously, as if he didn’t know his eyes could do that. He can’t remember the last time he cried. It might have been behind the curtains of their Moscow apartment, right after his mother died. Death seems to have this effect on him.

    “Spit it out, I haven’t got all day.”

    Ilya visualizes Shane’s furrowed eyebrows — his angry kitten face, as he likes to call it in his head — and thinks, No, I haven’t got all day either. In fact, I might not have any day left after this, and a miserable laugh escapes him at the thought.

    The airplane crash happens way earlier in the timeline. Shane and Ilya aren’t together yet — in fact, they haven’t even admitted their feelings to themselves, until the perspective of death and an ill-timed confession completely reshuffles the cards.

    Or, Ilya confesses his love to Shane during the plane crash, and Shane thinks it’s a prank in very bad taste.

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    20 May 2026

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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    04 May 2026

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    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Mate, I can guarantee that absolutely no one would be lucky to have you.

    Lily @shanehollandersrealgf
    Ah, and Rozanov is better than me?

    Sock @ilyarozanovssocks
    Obviously.

    Or: Ilya wants to thirst and brag about his boyfriend in public, so he finds a way to do so.

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    03 May 2026

  5. Rec 50

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    “Ilya, I feel so ugly.”

    “What are you talking about? You’re so fat and ugly!!”

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    Hayden has had enough of Ilya constantly pranking and annoying him. He convinces Shane to help him prank Ilya back by making his phone autocorrect any compliment into an insult. Then, Shane messages Ilya that he felt ugly, and when Ilya tries to console him, chaos unfolds.

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    03 May 2026

  6. Rec 75

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    Svetlana’s gaze was unwavering. “Gregori killed Irina. Not quickly. Not cleanly. But he killed her.”
    A beat.
    “He killed her the same way you are killing Ilya.”
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    After Svetlana figures out who Ilya's secret Jane is she joins them for lunch.

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    01 May 2026

  7. Rec 42

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    Shane was usually the first person to the rink, but today someone else was here, already shirtless in a stall. Someone with familiar golden curls. His back was to Shane, but he’d seen that back many times. Had run his hands down that back…

    What the fuck???

    Shane couldn't seem to move. Couldn’t seem to say anything. He just stood in the doorway stupidly as the man in front of him shrugged on his jersey. A jersey that was blue and red. A jersey that said 81.

    Shane finds himself in a parallel world to the one he knows. One where his greatest rival, and darkest secret, Ilya Rozanov has been mysteriously traded to the Montreal Metros mid-season. Only, Shane doesn’t remember the trade, or any of the weeks since. How does Shane fit into this new world? And can he figure it all out before he accidentally ruins his life?

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    30 Apr 2026

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    26 Apr 2026

  9. Rec 15

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    Shane and Ilya met anonymously as teenagers on Omegle.
    Now they've met in person, as rivals, but still turn to the chat site for anonymous sexting.
    Thousands of people use the site - what are the odds of them running into each other again, as adults who themselves have hooked up?

    (Better than they'd think)

    This fic takes place alongside canon, but set five years ahead to account for Omegle not existing until 2009.

    PART 2 OF 3 - age SEX location

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    19 Apr 2026

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    ilya it cannot be ur first everytime 🙄

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    Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.

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    What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?

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    13 Apr 2026

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    Hayden finds Lily’s contact and touches the little call button.

    After a short time, the call connects. “Shane,” a breathless sound reaches his ear, a broken heavy Russian accent cut off by a choked up sob. “You scared me.”

    Hayden hangs up.

    OR

    Hayden calls Lily after Shane’s injury

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    11 Apr 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

    -
    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Ilya goes to the hospital to visit Shane, but instead of catching him while he's alone, his parents are at his bedside. Shane, in his loopy state, says a bit too much about their relationship, leaving Ilya alone in dealing with the aftermath until Shane sobers up.

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    27 Mar 2026

  15. Rec 28

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    What if Ilya thought Shamrock Shakes were healthy smoothies, and not mint flavored?

    "Anyway," Ilya continued. "You know, the Shamrock Smoothie at McDonald's. The green on the commercials is much brighter than actual shamrocks, I looked them up. I'm not sure what is in it, but if it's healthy, I'm sure you'd love it."

    Shane made a choking noise, much to Ilya's concern. "Shane, you okay?"

    "Yeah, just choked on some water." He made a decision in a split second. "Have you asked anyone else about these Shamrock Smoothies?"

    "Yes, Marley. He told me they contain actual shamrocks, but he's an asshole and liar, so I don't believe him. Probably whey grass or something instead."

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Svetlana knows about Jane. It's frankly insulting for Ilyusha to think otherwise.

    She just never expected to have to call him for help. During the Olympics. In Russia. In the dead of night.

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    Or, it's Sochi 2014 and Russia has lost to Latvia. Grigori Rozanov, not yet compromised by illness, punishes his son for shaming the family. When Svetlana finds an injured and emotionally fragile Ilya, she knows she needs somewhere safe for him to recover. And there's only one person in Russia who Sveta trusts with her Ilyusha: Canada's Golden Boy, Shane Hollander.

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    07 Mar 2026

  17. Rec 32

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    An AU where instead of reuniting at the All Stars game after the tuna melt, Rose, club disaster, Ilya is down very bad and agrees to attend a stupid media awards show because Shane will be there.

    Or: Shane spills red wine all over Ilya at an event, has a meltdown and they get back together. Whatever together means.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Flowers. There were goddamn flowers—a whole bouquet of lillies—sticking out of Shane’s locker for the whole team to see.

    “Hollander, you fucking beauty!” Mitty whooped. Someone slapped him on the back. A chorus of hoots and wolf whistles filled the room as everyone took turns peering over shoulders to get a better look.

    Hayden turned to him, wide-eyed and a little bewildered. “You and Lily are that serious, man?”

    Shane opened his mouth to reply, but before he could find the words, J.J. cleared his throat exaggeratedly, readying to read something, and oh god, was that a note he’d just pulled out of Shane’s locker?

    He was going to kill Ilya, seriously.

    Ilya decides to surprise Shane with a bouquet after their game against each other, posing as Lily.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “What the fuck are you doing here?” Hayden hissed.

    Rozanov blinked.

    “Bring your child inside, Pike,” Rozanov said.

    ----------------

    Or: After Ruby skinned her knee on a bike ride in Montreal, Hayden took her to Shane's house—only to find Rozanov at the door.

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    12 Feb 2026

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