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It was a dream, John flying out to London to meet with the team, Price explaining that he would get his in-house editors working on the project, that revisions and such usually took a few months. But everything was handled for him, the cover artist, the designs for the physical book itself, social media promotions. Everything.
And John didn’t even have words for how excited he was.
He glances at the name of the editor one more time, brows furrowed as he tries to remember who the fuck Ghost is. He met a ton of people at the office the other day, John Price welcoming him with open arms before introducing him to his team, a small group, and yet John knows he would remember the name of this person.
Seeing as it really wasn’t a name at all.
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13 Nov 2025
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After rescuing Soap, Ghost abandons him during his heat, and Soap is left with a broken heart, a bad frostbite injury, a good batch of trauma, and lots of gnawing questions.
Now his heat is approaching again, but the cold has become Soaps only companion.Will Ghost be there for him to warm him up?
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Soap stood frozen in his corner, big eyes glued to the man he had been searching for weeks. He knew now what Ghost felt like, how warm the nape of his neck was, how pillowy his chest was, how soft his muscles were as they were wrapped in a good layer of fat. What Ghost smelled like, his tangy, sweet scent. What Ghost sounded like, how long twisted whines wrecked him when he came. What words dripped from his mouth like dark, sweet syrup, how he whispered “good boy”, and “omega” into his ear, burying his thick fingers in his cunt.
Ghost had seen him in his most guarded, intimate form: he had seen him as an Omega. He stood tense, heart hurting, because he knew that Ghost had been here on base the entire time, avoiding him. It was not a coincidence; it could not be explained by something other than the sharp knife of rejection.
If Ghost does not want to be seen, he will not be seen.
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- Part 2 of You'll never be cold again
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10 Nov 2025
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Soap notices that Ghost always smells of lavender, and seems to have an aversion to certain deodorant smells, and he sets out to figure out why. Along the way he changes his own deodorant and finds out that that gesture means a whole lot more to Simon than he could ever have thought it would. He learns more about his Lieutenant in the next few months than he has in the last nearly five years of working with him, finding out why such a small gesture meant so much to him and getting to know every part of Simon, the good, the scared, and the ugly.
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Tags shouldn’t really change, just keep in mind that some of the things in the tags won’t show up in the body of the fic for a good while.
Smut starts from chapter 11
Fic should update once a week :]Bookmarked by ClutteredHeadspace
09 Nov 2025
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Biologist Kyle Garrick is in charge of the team taking care of Toun Foindle, the guarded nature reserve no. 141 in Scotland. It was set up to protect a nesting forest of Scottish crossbill and a very rare grey seal mer colony. All is going well, except the never-ending influx of nosy tourists overstepping boundaries and poachers trying to steal the mers for private collectors, until his husband, journalist and mer rights activist Gary Garrick, gets a target on their back by messing with a wealthy private collector.
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Orca mer Ghost has had a horrible life filled with abuse from humans and the deaths of his entire pod. After getting captured and being neglected by a private collector for a year he is suddenly dumped in a very specific Scottish Loch in Toun Foindle.Bookmarked by ClutteredHeadspace
24 Oct 2025
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He'd earned his rank, his honors, and his name. There’s been little time where he wasn’t working, being sent on mission after mission. John went where he was ordered and completed the job he was given, he was confident. That didn't mean he was ready to lead a Task Force of twenty soldiers.
Ghost sits across from him, lowering his bag to the floor next to him. Still sitting ramrod straight.
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18 Oct 2025
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It's early November, and Ghost and Soap are getting ready for their first Christmas officially together.
“Daniel and I, we’re hosting dinner at ours this year, and we wanted to you to know there’s space at the table for you and Ghost both.”
Her choice of words was not lost on him; it would be a long time before he forgot how last Christmas ended.
“Thanks, Fiona, appreciate that,” Johnny murmured.
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- Part 3 of MacTavish Christmas Special
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16 Oct 2025
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“So then, where do you go?” Soap had managed to get the words out while in between rounds of sparring, drinking obscene amounts of water in between syllables. When Ghost looked at him like he had grown a third arm – confused, curious, mildly terrified – he clarified. “During mail call?”
Soap could identify almost every single emotion Ghost had, even through the mask and the greasepaint and the faceplate. But the forced neutrality? That wasn’t quite yet decrypted. He could understand the half-hearted shrug Ghost threw him. “Depends,”
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Soap takes Ghost home with him and Ghost becomes a part of the family.
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11 Oct 2025
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The thing he admired most about him was the reason he couldn’t do it. Soap was loyal to a fault. And now she’s taken that for granted. Chewed it up, spit it out, and ground her heel in it for good measure. Ghost prays to a god he doesn’t believe in that he never sees the traitorous bitch again.
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Sent home early from deployment, Soap wants to surprise his family, but his homecoming goes horribly wrong. Heartbroken, he comes back to base to the ones he trusts most. Ghost wants to show him just want loyalty means to him.
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11 Oct 2025
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ABSOLUTELY*KRAKEN*MYM'FINGHOG by fockenWIMDY, Monsterlice, toomanybats for Soapedghost
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
10 Oct 2025
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Of course there's always the muscle and the beautiful eyes and the every other tiny thing that has kept Ghost strung along in the last year and a half since Soap first walked up and demanded to be allowed to try for the 141. That's a part of it, Ghost knows. The drive, the determination to be the best without even taking into account his natural advantages when shifted into…whatever it is he becomes. Soap has always been cagey about that. But Ghost has always been attracted to competence, and this insolent, insubordinate little shit is also probably the single most competent soldier Ghost has ever had the good luck to work with.
And then there's the fact Soap is a hybrid. A damned powerful one at that.
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The predator in him can't deny the inherent thrill of having prey so close; the satisfaction of remaining undetected is a high he'll never get sick of. Though he's strictly human, Ghost is stealthier by far than any other Soap has met. It's probably why he's so pathetically infatuated with the man. He mentally shakes himself, returning to the mission at hand as he and Ghost both watch the men beneath them until they enter a door and are out of sight.
Then they move.
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11 Oct 2025
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Price needs to act like a captain for a change and find out which recruits are involved in voting who are the hottest omegas in base.
Gaz and Soap are excited to kick some of the young alphas' asses.
Ghost thinks this is all bollocks—the list must be false because Soap didn't win, right?Bookmarked by ClutteredHeadspace
10 Oct 2025
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Soap knows he's hot; it's why he only gets off to himself. It was always him and his toys against the world, but after Ghost catches him in the act, he learns just how good he can look with a little help.
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08 Oct 2025
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The sound of the curfew alarm drifts over from the surrounding towns over to Creden Hill. As an SAS base, they are not privy to it, and besides, their base is as safe from spectres as can be. Ghost sprinkles salt on his windowsill regardless.
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Taskforce 141: a special operations unit created to tackle the newest frontier in counter-terrorism, spectral hauntings. Ghost is paired with Soap for the first time.
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- Part 1 of Like Ghosts in the Snow
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05 Oct 2025
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"Close now. Remember the rules?" Ghost talks loud to be heard, but his voice rumbles low and deeper through him than the engines and their repetitive noise, an edge there that Soap can’t put his finger on, reminiscent of how he sounds when Price tightens their leash.
"There are no rules," he echoes their earlier conversation, but relents as Ghost narrows his eyes. "Forty-eight hours. I'm late, I fail. I'm caught, I fail. I die to some random animal attack or 'cause I break my ankle, I fail and ye won't come find me. That about it?"
Soap has some things to work out. Ghost is happy to help.
Neither is prepared for just how far they'll go.Bookmarked by ClutteredHeadspace
25 Sep 2025
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So it’s not Soap’s fault, is the thing.
He assesses the situation, evaluates the terrain, makes a totally reasonable conclusion. Soldiers die, it happens. Their companions lose the connection, become indistinguishable from any regular animal. But it’s not like they just up and puff into smoke. It usually becomes next of kin’s responsibility, just like anywhere else - the more typical animals get taken to shelters or adopted by the deceased’s family. If your lucky stiff had some rare Left-Spotted Lesser Transylvanian Weasel or something then a conservation org or zoo might happily take it off your hands.
But just as often companions just scarper. Birds fly away, dogs jump a fence, cats skitter off and join the feral colonies hanging around the nearest underpass - but this fucking thing Soap’s nearly stepped in ain’t even making it down the stairs.
So Soap, Christlike in nature as he is, decides to do a good deed this fine evening.
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24 Sep 2025
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"Soap and Gaz can't find out," Ghost snaps.
"We're all hybrids, Simon."
That they are.
Only they got lucky enough to be born that way.
Ghost shakes his head. “I’m not like them- not like you.”
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ghost struggles to keep the fact that he's a snake hybrid hidden. also, he's molting. also, things are going to get so much more complicated.
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24 Sep 2025
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Falling in love with his sergeant will just kill both of their careers. It's just hormones. He's not a kid. He'll just get it out of his system and everything will be fine. That's exactly what Ghost tells himself, until Soap steps into his stall. Bloody fucking hell. Now he has a secret he can't ever tell.
That's fine, really. Right up until he's sent on a solo op. When he's given an experimental drug to obtain information, the enemy isn't prepared for the monster they unleash. Fortunately for Ghost, there's only one man who's coming after him into this mess.
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- Part 7 of Bottom Ghost Week 2025
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04 Sep 2025
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They flirt, they drink together, they sit in the mess with their thighs and elbows touching. They joke and check in on each other when one of them (Ghost) is too stubborn to go to medical.
They're…friends.
Ghost hates that they're just friends.
But friendship is more than he ever expected and he won't compromise that for anything. He'll pine and suffer in silence and shove his forefinger into the lip of the bottle and wonder how the stiff, cool glass would compare to Soap's soft, inviting mouth.
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31 Aug 2025
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LochAndLoaded — Read your profile and I think you might be exactly what I’m looking for. Never done this before, have no idea what I’m doing. I’m used to being in control, but I think I’d like to see what it’s like to give it up.
John’s stomach flips as he reads it over, fingers tightening around the phone, breath hitching tightly in his chest. He doesn’t regret what he said, because it’s true. He does want to know what it would be like. And yet, he can’t help how raw it makes him feel, how exposed. Like something has been peeled open inside of him, and John is helpless to stop it.
He doesn’t even know when these thoughts started, only that he’s been thinking them for a while. This wanting turning into a need, sharp and relentless, plaguing John’s every waking thoughts. He knows he could go to the bar, knows he could find a pretty lad or lass and settle the ache in his belly.
But that ache always comes back.
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20 Aug 2025
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Wolves of California by Cattraine
Fandom: 9-1-1 (TV), Call of Duty (Video Games), Generation Kill, Teen Wolf (TV)
11 Nov 2023
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20 Aug 2025
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Johnny never expected a delivery route to change his life, but one rainy doorstep leads him to Simon, a quiet mechanic with a guarded past, and Eli, his kid who barely speaks but watches Johnny like he’s stepped straight out of his favorite cartoon.
Johnny learns he looks a lot like Captain Blaze, Eli’s superhero obsession, and somehow, that’s enough to earn him a place at their table. Simon’s trying to hold everything together. Johnny’s not sure where he belongs. But maybe, just maybe, they’re exactly what each other needs.
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20 Aug 2025