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    “So we meet again,” Ilya shouts, a lazy grin on his face as he peers at Shane from the Ottawa penalty box.

    Shane glares back from Montreal’s penalty box, deadpan look on his face. He’s still fuming—angry that he got called for a practically non-existent penalty, angry that Ilya called for the same stupid penalty, and angrier that they’re both sitting out for the next two minutes of play because of it.

    At least Ilya doesn’t seem too phased by it. In fact, he seems to be enjoying himself.

    “You come here often?” Ilya asks in a flirtatious tone.

    Shane snorts, shaking his head. “Not that often. But I heard you’re here a lot.”

    Ilya spreads his arms. “Ah, but the penalty box is always better when you’re in yours, too. You always look so cute in there. Like a wet kitten.”

    or: five times Shane and Ilya end up in their respective penalty boxes at the same time while playing against each other, plus one time they end up sharing one as teammates.

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    01 Sep 2026

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    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

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    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Kiss me properly.” Shane whined with a pout.

    “Later, моя любовь. I have a flight at three.” he promises, glancing at Yuna, giving Shane’s hand a soft squeeze.

    “Can we do other stuff later, too?” Shane asks, biting his lip with a smile.

    “Jesus fucking christ,” Ilya blurts out, turning physically bright pink, letting out a nervous laugh, “Maybe, Shane. Now you need to rest.” He presses a final kiss on Shane’s knuckles before placing his hand down on the mattress alone.

    “What do you mean ‘maybe’? You don’t want to fuck? We always fuck” Shane grumbles, pouting.

    “Oh my fucking god”

    OR: When Ilya visits Shane in hospital and is first proposed the idea of the cottage visit, he declines. Leaving the hospital he quickly changes his mind, rushing back to accept Shane's invitation when he is instead confronted by Yuna Hollander.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    “Ilya, Shane needs you to be direct. He probably just thinks you were asking about these things as a friend,” Rose explains.

    “He thought I was asking him to a candlelit dinner at a fancy restaurant on Valentine’s Day as a friend?”

    Ilya has been trying to ask Shane Hollander out on a date for months. It hasn't been going well.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander only wanted a fresh start.
    After fleeing the Montreal Metros and the nightmare he refuses to speak about, the shy omega hockey player joins the reigning Stanley Cup champions, the Ottawa Centaurs, determined to keep his head down and survive the season.
    Then he meets Captain Ilya Rozanov.
    The NHL’s golden alpha is everything Shane hates: arrogant, flirtatious, loud, devastatingly handsome, and surrounded by rumours of endless hookups. Worse, his dark chocolate and leather scent makes Shane’s omega instincts spiral completely out of control.
    But Ilya doesn’t trust Shane either.
    No omega leaves a successful team without a reason, and the Russian captain is convinced the quiet new player is hiding something dangerous beneath those soft brown eyes and nervous smiles.
    On the ice, however, they are unstoppable.
    Every pass feels instinctive. Every touch burns. Every scent pulls them closer.
    And when the truth about Shane’s past finally comes to light, Ilya realizes he misunderstood everything…

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    31 Aug 2026

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    The Boston Raiders don't know when Shane Hollander became their mom.

    They only know he brings them food, memorizes their allergies, carries cartoon Band-Aids in his bag, and somehow became the only person on earth capable of telling Coach LeClaire no.

    Shane insists he's just looking out for his teammates.

    They probably should've warned him that Coach is just as bad as the rest of them.

    Because when Laurent LeClaire proves exactly where the Boston Raiders got their short tempers from, twenty-two hockey players discover that apparently, even Coach isn't safe from Shane Hollander.

    And apparently, Mom has twenty-three idiots now.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Ilya wishes he knew what he's doing wrong, for everyone in his life to decide Shane is someone to be worried for just because he is dating Ilya. It's even worse that the decision never seems to take more than ten minutes of knowing him.

    Is it just written on his forehead? Careful, this man ruins everything he touches, keep away from precious people.

    Or; Ilya heavily misunderstands who Shane's loved ones are worried for in their relationship.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    Shane imagined, in that odd unaware state, that he would open his eyes and see either his mother or Ilya. He knew it simply depended on timing - who heard first, who drove faster, or simply who happened to be in the room when his eyes decided they were sick of being closed - but part of him truly hoped it was Ilya. He wanted nothing more than to reassure him, let him know that Shane was okay and that Ilya would not be left behind yet again.

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    When Shane gets into a nearly fatal accident, he expects the first person he sees upon waking to be either Ilya or his mother.

    He never expected to see Ilya's mother.

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    31 Aug 2026

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    One of Shane’s love languages is acts of service, ranging from helping Ilya carry his suitcase up a flight of stairs to cleaning his plate after dinner. Ilya doesn’t plan on exploiting this, it’s all mostly to tease his husband, but when the perfect opportunity presents itself who is he to deny himself?

    Or, Shane gets stuck under a couch trying to get the remote that “fell” under it and Ilya fucks him within an inch of his life. Enjoy.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander is absolutely, completely fucked.

    Sharing an aparment through college is normal, what is not normal is Ilya Rozanov, an infuriatingly affectionate roommate who seems determined to take care of him in every possible way.

    The problem? Ilya Rozanov is just nice, so fucking nice

    Or, Omega Shane remains oblivious to Alpha Ilya attempts to court him.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Shane get drunk and climbs a fucking billboard.

    Or. Shane is a chaotic drunk.

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    29 Aug 2026

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    After his very first game as a Centaur, on the way home Shane’s quiet in a way he normally isnt. They won the game but Shane is biting his nails & fidgeting. He keeps furiously blinking.
    “Shane what is wrong? We won the game, you shouldnt be so sad.”
    And then Shane starts crying

    A full length fic I wrote based on my tweet, in which there are tears and a lot of comfort <3

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    29 Aug 2026

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    Ilya smiled down at Shane and his eyes gleamed with mischief. 

    "You know, Troy is just a few doors down. We could call him over, make it a little party." 

    Shane's eyes snapped open only to narrow again as he glared up at Ilya.

    “Would you like that?”

    “No, I wouldn’t,” Shane snarled. 

    But his face was screwed up in frustrated pleasure. Ilya hummed thoughtfully and pretended to consider. 

    “Perhaps we could make it a competition then.” 

    Shane made an irritated noise and turned his face away. Ilya leaned closer and let his teeth drag down the length of Shane's clenched jaw.

    "You want Troy to see how well you take it, or do you want to see if he's better at riding my cock than you are?" 

    He had been teasing him, pushing at the jealousy that usually made Shane squirm and glare and tell him to shut the fuck up while his traitorous cock twitched and throbbed at how much he secretly liked it. 

    So when Shane did squirm away from him, Ilya followed automatically, pressing their chests flush together. He thought Shane was playing.

    “Get the fuck off me,” Shane spat.
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    Shane safewords out of Ilya's teasing about Troy.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    “I might be busy having sex with Troy,” Ilya said tightly.

    Ilya makes a joke about having sex with Troy. What he doesn't know is how deeply the joke hurt Shane. Two days and many unanswered calls later, they finally talk. And Ilya learns how much Shane has been silently carrying all these years.

    "Would you even choose me, Shane?"

    "I already chose you, Ilya."

    Or: Shane crashes out after years of stupid jokes about his diet, homophobic slurs thrown at him, racist environment, and one unfortunate joke about Troy Barrett.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    November, 2016: Shane goes back to the hotel after the tuna melt disaster and dreams about Ilya.
    Shane goes home after a date with Rose and dreams about Ilya.
    Shane learns the Russian word for love and dreams about Ilya.

    November, 1996: Ilya meets his imaginary friend for the first time, but maybe not the last.

    The longest two weeks in Ilya's life are the shortest twenty years in Shane's.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    “Wait right here a sec!” The man put out his arm as if that on its own would stop Ilya from running away, Ilya had no plans to run anytime soon that was for sure. “Here, another map so you don’t get lost again. Not that you will, it just might help.” The man was haphazardly working his way through his words too, maybe he had been mutually charmed. Or maybe he knew who Ilya was and was actually just trying hard not to ask for a photo, he really hoped that wasn’t the case.

    ”Thanks, if I do get lost I’ll make sure to look for the penguins to find you.” The stranger’s cheeks reddened, Ilya’s new favourite view.

    Alternatively:
    When hockey player Ilya Rozanov wakes up depressed in Ottawa, Svetlana suggests visiting the local aquarium. After a fight with a child and a lost map, fate brings him to everyone's favourite penguin handler Shane Hollander.

    A soft fic in an alternate universe where Shane can't play hockey professionally due to an injury, so resorts to his next special interest Penguins.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    23 Aug 2026

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    “Il…ya” He wheezed, and Ilya lurched forward, barely making it in time to catch Shane as he slid down to the floor.

    “Sweetheart, what’s happening, is it panic attack?” Ilya looked horrified, his hands clamoring to press into Shane’s chest in an attempt to ground him.

    Shane shook his head, tears springing to his eyes as his throat continued to close in.

    “You’re not breathing right.” Ilya said, suddenly noticing the panicked way Shane attempted to inhale, and Shane wanted to just kiss away all the worry in his voice. “Fuck.”

    “I…” Shane gasped, the sound all raspy and weak as he inhaled, or rather attempted to, the edges of his vision starting to darken and spin with dizziness as he gazed up at Ilya’s beautiful eyes.

    Maybe this is how he was going to die, unable to breathe and clawing at his throat on Zane Boodram's kitchen floor.

    Well… at least he was in Ilya’s arms.

    Or

    Shane, already nervous for his first team hang with the Centaurs, allows himself to finally relax and enjoy the night with his husband by his side, only to run right into trouble when he has an adverse reaction to something unexpected.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    The blackouts are getting worse.

    They aren't dangerous, in the long run, just strange. Strange because they only ever happen when Shane is at home; never on the road, at the rink, or even when in public.

    His blackouts only ever happen in his condo.

    Shane doesn't even realize something is happening at first. He'll get home after practice or a game, exhausted, and the second the front door closes behind him something in his body loosens. A warmth spreads through him and his thoughts will go fuzzy at the edges. His inner omega will start purring low and smug in the back of his mind.

    Nest, it says.

    Once the thought hits, the urge becomes almost unbearable. He usually makes it to the bedroom before the rest hits. Shane will crawl into bed still half dressed, burrowing instinctively into the blankets, dragging pillows close against his chest while warmth floods his body in thick, heavy waves. His painfully organized nest will become messy, Shane digging around until the chaotic placements feels perfect.

    And then—nothing. Absolutely nothing. Hours vanish, sometimes even entire evenings.

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    23 Aug 2026

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