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    There’s a tall figure standing just inside the doorway, covered head to toe in melting snow.

    They are layered up so heavily that Derek wants to laugh for a second. Just for a second though, he wouldn’t want to encourage too much frivolity, save anyone not take him seriously enough.

    He’s a pillar of the community, he has a reputation to uphold. He settles for one faintly amused raised eyebrow.

    Deep, intelligent, golden brown eyes peek out from a tiny gap remaining in the person’s general facial area, from where a bright red scarf is wrapped up so high it’s covering their nose, and a garish yellow Pikachu bobble hat is pulled down right over their eyebrows.

    They look completely and utterly ridiculous.

    Also, deep, intelligent, golden brown eyes is an absolutely unnecessarily detailed way to describe a stranger’s features. Derek checks himself. He shakes his head. The exhaustion is making him delirious, clearly.

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    Aziraphale and Crowley meet at Anathema's beach house as guests for the summer. Neither of them think they're ready for a relationship but when they find themselves sharing a room, things will get complicated.

    A getting together, summer romance.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Five months into their dynamic, Dean had finally settled into a rhythm with Castiel—one that felt steady, grounding, and real. The anxiety that used to tighten his chest before every scene had started to loosen, replaced by a growing sense of safety, of trust earned over time. Castiel knew how to read him now—how to pull him back when he spiraled, how to push when he needed it.

    It wasn’t perfect, but it felt right. Solid.

    Still, even the most balanced dynamics had their fractures—hairline cracks that didn’t always show until the pressure was on. And Dean was beginning to learn that trust didn’t mean things couldn’t still go wrong.

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    “You’re allowed to test the rules,” Castiel continued softly. “You’re allowed to make mistakes. But I need you to believe that I can correct you without it changing us. I need you to trust me to hold you accountable and still love you through it.”

    Dean nodded, his voice barely above a whisper. “Okay.”

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    Sequel to "A Bad Habit" please read that first!

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    22 Jun 2025

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    The man he’s riding with is a nice guy, Dean thinks. Cas, is his name. About 30 years old.

    Dean had thought he was nice from the first time the guy fucked him. He wasn’t too rough about it, even though he paid enough that he could be. He touched Dean’s hair when Dean blew him, which made Dean embarrassingly hard.

    He doesn’t get a lot of affection, out here on the road, living truckstop to truckstop. It’s why even the hint of it had had Dean gambling, offering his ass up for the next few weeks if the guy agreed to take him along for the ride.

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    Dean is a truckstop hooker. Cas is a trucker. He hitches a ride with Cas, planning to head out towards California and his brother. What he finds along the way, though, might make it hard to get out.

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    26 Oct 2024

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    Dean Winchester hates everything except writing, and after five extremely unfortunate bestselling Vatican-approved Catholic erotica novels, he's starting to hate that. After a couple of lawsuits and one North American book tour, he stops for the summer in Absofuckinglutely Nowhere, Newfoundland on a 6-month visa to try and pump out a final book in the series, and try to find a little room to breathe.

    Father Thursday, by contrast, doesn't hate anything; not even really God anymore.

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    31 Oct 2023