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  1. Public Bookmark 65

    Down by the River by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    12 Oct 2025

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    In the House of Hope, Gale takes the deal with Haarlep to give his body for information on the Orphic Hammer.

    Unforseen complications arrise and Astarion offers to help Gale through it.

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    16 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 68

    before the first light by

    Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)  

    29 Jan 2024

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    “Something I’m sure you’ve noticed about our lover here, Halsin, is that he quite likes to have his limits tested,” Astarion said.

    Astarion and Halsin perform an experiment. Tav benefits.

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    30 Jan 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 15

    Life Boils Within You by

    Fandoms: Warframe  

    15 Apr 2023

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    Frustrated and sexually unsatisfied, Excalibur Umbra turns to the Helminth for release - knowing that it won't be an easy favour to earn.

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    15 Apr 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 17

    Facts and Friction by

    Fandoms: Warframe  

    03 May 2022

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    MAJOR SPOILERS FOR ANGELS OF THE ZARIMAN

     

     

    “I’m not your pal.” Cavalero’s crossed arms tightened over his chest. Drifter put a hand on his hip, which was as respectful as he could get at the moment. Cavalero looked around his age, minus the molten Void-steel taking over his face and body. The military buzz didn’t do anything for him. Drifter had been shaved before, and the only thing it made him think of was how soft and bristly his hair must be.

    “Just trying to be friendly.”

    “Don’t.”

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    15 Apr 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 12

    This Road We Walk by

    Fandom Fallout (Video Games), Fallout: New Vegas

    21 May 2022

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    Before, and after. Then, and now. Reconciling the two, reconciling who he's become. Finding peace, or something like it. Someone like it. Someone who understands this road, and walks it with him. For better or worse.

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    02 Oct 2022