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Stay Alive- suicidal reader x avengers by part_time_revolutionary (part_time_archivist)
Fandoms: Avengers
12 May 2018
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Avengers x suicidal reader where the reader is living with the Avengers while also suffering from severe depression and anxiety
PLEASE NOTE depression and anxiety are NOT undefeatable and self harm is NEVER the answer! I am always here for you and if you want to talk please don't hesitate to reach out to me
I do not own the Avengers (unfortunately) or you
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03 Apr 2026
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Sam's missing his soul, Castiel has a pissy archangelic nemesis, and Dean wonders if he'll be spending the rest of his life making sure the Apocalypse doesn't go ahead as scheduled. Still, though. He's happy to see Cas. Indiana wasn't really working out.
Alternate season 6, in a universe where Castiel made a different choice, and things snowball from that point forward.
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- 20/20
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10 Mar 2026
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You won’t be able to stop me, Dean thinks into the silence. Just take me, please, take me instead—
EYE FOR AN EYE, says the Empty.
Dean is on his knees in his bedroom, elbows on his mattress like he thought he might pray.
The voice fills Dean’s mind as slowly as cold oil, and drips down the back of his neck.
TOOTH FOR A TOOTH.
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Dean makes a deal.
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- English
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- 1/1
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18 Jan 2026
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"You're right, Dean.” Sam was looking at him sympathetically again. “Yeah, I guess I don't know how you feel. But Cas wouldn't have wanted this.” His voice was quiet.
"I don't give a damn what Cas wanted anymore!" Dean was trying for angry, but it came out sounding more like a sob. "He wanted one thing," Dean held up his finger. "One thing. And I couldn't fucking give it to him in time."
Dean struggles to cope with his loss and finds that old habits are hard to break even once things get better.
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Cas is back and things are complicated.
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Sam finishes the trials, expecting to die. Instead, he gets a life that sounds idyllic - the demons locked away, the angels gone (mostly), and Dean by his side.
All he has to worry about is the various monsters attempting to fill the power vacuum; a too-empty bunker; his own deteriorating mental health; Dean’s dive back into alcoholism; and not getting enough sleep (even for him). Oh yeah, and that pesky fact that his dreams are starting to seem a little bit too much like visions. He can handle it. He can.
(Sometimes he can’t.)
If this is healing, Sam sure doesn’t want to know what deterioration looks like.
A season eight finale/post-season 8 AU
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- English
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- 67,158
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 3
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Bookmarked by Dexo
20 Sep 2025
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Dean Winchester has just been released from the psychiatric ward where he's spent the majority of his twenties. He's living in Sam’s spare room, they barely know each other and are struggling to connect, and everything feels too tough. He thought all he needed to feel normal again was his family, but nothing seems to be falling into place.
Then he meets Sam’s weird, cheerful housemate who treats him just like anyone else, and suddenly Dean seems to have found a reason to wake up in the mornings again. -
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If Beatrice Page knows anything, it’s how to stay out of trouble. Walking on eggshells at home, keeping her head down at school, working herself to death just for a single shot at her dream of college—it’s all survival, just a means to an end.
But when an injured Spider-Man falls through her bedroom window, the one secret she’s spent her entire life protecting is put at risk. The estranged Peter Parker suddenly wants to reconnect, Tony Stark somehow knows her name, and the father she never knew turns up out of the blue.
Friendships are tested, secrets unravel, and Bea is left to pick up the pieces of her life, wondering if anything can ever go back to the way it was.
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Onion Girl by Asteroid_Panda
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
24 Mar 2019
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Bucky is frustrated with Y/N and her constant singing. But when he confronts her about it things take a turn that he does not expect. Will he be able to fix his mess?
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What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
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“Dean always seems to meet her on a Friday.
He gets a little giddy, excited for what’s to come. There is so much promise and anything seems possible.”Dean and her meet throughout the years.
Plot spoilers throughout.
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“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
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or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
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The Soul Burns Brighter Than The Sun by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Jan 2024
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Dean’s sitting at the kitchen table with Sam when his phone rings. Jody’s name flashes across the screen and he considers not picking up. It’s not like Dean doesn’t want to talk to Jody, it's just that he can’t bear talking to anyone these days.
“Hi, Jody,” Sam says.
“Howdy, boys.” She asks them to take over a case. Something about werewolves. Dean doubts they will, Sam hasn’t let him pick up a gun in months, not since their last hunt.
Jody’s voice cuts through the phone. “Alright, if you boys don’t wanna take the case, I’ll see if Castiel will, but I think he’s helping Claire in Colorado–”
Dean doesn’t hear a damn thing after that, and by the looks of it, Sam doesn’t either. For the first time in days, Dean opens his mouth and speaks. “Cas is alive?”
Jody’s voice is quiet on the other end. “He didn’t tell you?”
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- Part 1 of The Soul Burns
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“How the fuck do you know my name?” Dean hisses.
The man doesn’t look scared. He is watching Dean like there is nothing else worth watching, lips a little parted, eyes a little soft. And blue. Real blue, like the ocean on a postcard.
The ice spreading down Dean’s spine makes him shiver.
“I suppose you could say I’m your guardian angel,” the man murmurs. His breath fogs pale between them. All of him is unnaturally warm, like Dean’s touching somebody with the sun sewn up beneath their skin. “I have known you, Dean Winchester, for a very long time.”
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Dean meets an angel who says he's from the future. It all gets a lot more complicated from there.
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Bookmarked by Dexo
18 Mar 2025
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didnt expect much but it was so much more. revisit if you feel like crying. so beautiful heartbreaking