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“If you don’t come here, I will come to you.”
“Rozanov.”
“I will drive,” Ilya tells him without sympathy. “Park illegally in my big muscle car. Everyone will notice. Lots of photos, probably.”
Shane rubs his forehead. He gets to his feet and glances at his bag, still packed, on the hotel dresser.
“I hate your car,” he says, at last.
“Yes, I know,” Ilya says. It sounds like he’s smiling.
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19 Jan 2026
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“What is grailed dot com?” Shane reads out loud from the computer screen.
“How have you spent almost fifty grand on it in the last year?”
Ilya doesn’t reply.
“Is it a-” it’s like Ilya can hear the gears turning in Shane’s head, “Is it a porn website?”
Ilya laughs lightly, endeared by Shane's choice of words, “As if you would know.”
“Fuck you, I’ve watched porn.”
Ilya turns to face him, a look of pleased incredulity painted on his features. He watches as Shane processes what he just said and then shakes his head as if to rid himself of the trance. Shane both hates and loves these moments when Ilya gets him to say ludicrous things in his own defense. As if he even needs to defend himself.
Shane and Ilya talk about personal finance, porn and they are in love.
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18 Jan 2026
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Plentiful, but Ultimately Finite by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2025
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Canada had given him his life as he knew it, but it had never felt one hundred percent comfortable, either. He missed Russia sometimes, but it didn’t have the thing that mattered most. Ilya had exactly one home, and it was this: his face pressed into a smooth chest, his head tucked under a strong jaw, with freckled arms wrapped around him and delicate fingers combing through his hair. Anywhere else was a temporary excursion.
A treatise on second (and third) languages, homesickness, acceptance, Shane's struggle learning Russian, and the things people do when they care.
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12 Jan 2026
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Ilya smiles and leans in, his lips a few centimeters away from Shane's. "I thought you would not want me getting germs all over the place. You have game in a few days, you wouldn't want to be sick for that."
"So you're allowed to play sick, and I'm not?" he asks. Ilya nods again, the tip of his nose bumping Shane's.
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Ilya Rozanov hasn't been cared for while sick in decades. This, predictably, brings up some feelings when the Hollanders try to do just that.
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03 Jan 2026
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all falls down and does not mend (death is not the end) by stewyonmolly
Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater
28 Oct 2022
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“I don’t understand,” Gansey says.
“Yes,” says Blue, “that seems to be the crux of this whole—thing.”
“I don’t understand yet,” Gansey says. He squats beside the open ground, fingering the edge of the pit. Detritus pings onto the shined wood below them. “I thought this time… but no.”
“I don’t think this will help it make sense,” Blue says carefully. “What happened to you is quite different.”
“Because I came back?” Gansey says.
“Yes,” she replies. “Because you came back.”
“I need to understand,” Gansey says. “Blue.” He grabs her ankle clumsily; the stiff material of her galosh contorts into a frown.
what is a gansey if he has to learn the conviction he was meant to be born with?
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05 Nov 2025