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secrets i have held in my heart by fangirl_est_2018
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Aug 2026
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Not looking away from Hayden, Comeau’s lips twisted into a mockery of a smile. Raising his volume so as to be heard by the rest of the room, he finally said:
“Shane kept one little thing secret about his Boston hookup. Turns out, this ‘Lily’…”
And with that, he turned the phone to face Hayden. Squinting, Hayden tried to understand what he was seeing on the screen—it was being held too far away, and Comeau still wouldn’t give him the fucking phone–
But then Hayden realized what he was looking at.
An image.
“… has a fucking dick.”
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When Gilbert Comeau steals Shane's phone off the bench of the Metros locker room and learns something that none of them were supposed to know yet, Shane and Ilya deal with the consequences.
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06 Aug 2026
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Chill Out, Zane Boodram by am_haze
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has signed with the Ottawa Centaurs and the world is very confused.
Zane Boodram is probably the one person affected the most by this shocking turn of events and it couldn't come at a worse time. His mentors and fellow captains are gone, and he's been left to lead the worst team in the league by himself, which is bad enough, but now he has to deal with Ilya Rozanov joining the roster?
The Cents don't have a winning legacy to protect, but they do have a positive team culture built up over years by their previous captain. Bood is determined to make sure that all the work doesn't go to waste, so he's not letting the Russian Menace come in and change it.Leaving Boston was supposed to be easy.
Ilya wasn't supposed to feel bad about. And he doesn't. Not really.
This is a good thing. A new team. The start of a new life with Shane.
But the Ottawa Centaurs are a mess and things would be a lot easier if Zane Boodram would stop being so weird about it all...Series
- Part 5 of I'd Just Like To Say...
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05 Aug 2026
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let me show you the stars (i’ll sit inside the darkness too) by ob1livy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
05 Jul 2026
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“Humans were originally created with four arms, four legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other half.” - The myth of Aristophanes in Symposium by Plato
After the death of his parents, Luca Haas is left trying to hold his life together while being separated from the only family he has left, his younger brother. Alone in Canada and carrying more than he can bear, he finally begins to open up to the family he’s built around him, including an unexpected new friend.
Meanwhile, Nikolai Volkov’s worsening anxiety and depression have become impossible for his brother Dmitri to ignore. Determined to help, Dmitri pushes Nikolai out of isolation and into the company of his teammates. What begins as an uncomfortable obligation soon becomes something much more, especially when one teammate catches Nikolai’s attention.
Falling in love is difficult. Staying away from the person who feels like your missing half is even harder
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20 Jul 2026
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Remembering What We Weren't by hauntedhideaway, Spastasmagoria (hauntedhideaway)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Aug 2026
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“This is a stupid dream,” Shane mutters, scrunching his eyes closed even harder to let in less light. “Why are you here?”
Rozanov hesitated, almost sounding startled when he spoke. “Is not a dream. I am here because I love you.”
Shane’s eyes do snap open at that. He can’t focus on Rozanov either, but he tries really hard. “What the fuck?” They did not have THAT kind of relationship. In fact, the last time he’d seen Rozanov, the man had fucked him silly then practically kicked him out of his hotel room without so much as a thank you or a kiss.
What the fuck was this love shit?
The man’s shoulders slump and he sits back in his chair. “Oh, Shane.” He sounds so disappointed. “The doctor said—I thought when you woke up again—”
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They say most accidents happen at home. Shane has a catastrophic one in his parents' garage and loses 9 years of his memories. The last thing he can fully remember being in the elevator and almost sending several text messages after an evening with Rozanov in a hotel suite. All Shane knows is that Rozanov and his parents are in one place, and that's his biggest nightmare.
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- 33/33
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19 Jul 2026
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something you can grow by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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(summary and tags contain SPOILERS for earlier works in the series!)
Shane and Ilya are champions. They are partners, and they’re in it for life. And people are starting to notice.
After being traumatically outed two years ago, Shane and Ilya's relationship and their lives have been fundamentally changed, and most days, Shane thinks that's a good thing. But sometimes, the pressure of being out, and the endless online speculation about #hollanov, and rumors running rampant through the NHL, and a new generation of rookies looking up to them, and the knowledge that everyone is relying on Shane Hollander to be perfect at all times—sometimes it's a lot.
But Shane's dealing with it. Ilya seems happier than he's ever been, and Shane just needs to get his act together to support his husband. He can do that. He needs to, and he will, if he doesn't crack under the pressure first.
They've got a second Stanley Cup to win, after all.
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- Part 4 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 134,953
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- 17/17
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05 Jul 2026
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You're my best friend by KittyV
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Aug 2026
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"His own father had, in fact, come to the hospital to detail all the ways Troy could have avoided breaking his leg when Troy had been hospitalized at eleven. He’d also had some racist things to say about the kid who’d accidentally caused Troy to fall on his twisted leg. Then he’d taken a work call and abruptly left."- Role Model
AU- Troy and Harris meet, aged eleven, in a hospital room in Vancouver.
It's an instant friendship, followed by years of emails, phone calls, meet ups, secret crushes, and kisses.
But not all change is easy and sometimes getting your happy ending takes a little time, sacrifice, and bravery.
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25 Jun 2026
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Melt Down (go for it, luca haas!) by CHEQMATE
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jul 2026
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Luca "the future of hockey" Haas has a meltdown on the ice in the final five minutes of the game.
So naturally, the best way Luca thought to rebrand was by throwing himself into a summer athlete campaign with the Centaurs, in hope to outrun the fear that he’ll never be as skilled, confident, or sexually expressive as Ilya Rozanov was at his age.
But when the harmless Luca Haas snaps and shocks everyone by fistfighting with Filipino-Canadian youth athlete Angelo Perez, summer quickly derails into a dilemma to be seen as mature, living up to the expectations of the team, and these newfound, guilty urges for the very guy he fought on day one.
Centaur matchmaking. Missing home. A messy summer fling. A mean article. An exploration of what sparks are supposed to feel like. And Ilya catches Luca buying condoms.
And a “bad influence” that makes Luca feel—maybe for just one summer—that it's okay to be a little selfish.
OR; Practically a character study of Luca Haas' insecurities + his foil to Rozanov disguised as me trying to revive the scrapped Haas book
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- English
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- 73,808
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- 14/25
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23 Jun 2026
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Face-Off by Sixer_moose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Aug 2026
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Luca Haas is just one of many MHL prospects trying to make his way into the show. He can feel the eyes of his captain and childhood idol - the Ilya Rozanoz - on his back the entire way forward and tries not to listen to the voice asking if he measures up. He just wants to play hockey.
There's just this one voice, outside of his head this time, that's making it difficult. Another prospect, a potential future teammate, one that's rambunctious, loud and painfully pretty when he smiles. Aiden Young. He’s the sort of person that pulls Luca's brain away from the ice and its expectations and drags him into having fun.
He's a distraction and by God does Luca want.
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- Part 3 of Haas/Young Collection
- Part 1 of Meet Me At The Blue-Line
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21 Jun 2026
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Little Bear, Big Bear by DeathSoundsDecent
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Aug 2026
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A few months ago, Troy Barrett discovered he had a five-year-old half-sister, and now he's her legal guardian.
When her rare lung disease requires specialized care in Ottawa, Troy leaves the Toronto Guardians for the Ottawa Centaurs and uproots his life to be closer to her doctors.
As Troy settles into Ottawa, the strain of single-handedly caring for a seriously ill child begins to show. The more he tries to keep his personal life separate from hockey, the harder it becomes to hide the truth, and the closer he comes to losing control of both.
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- Part 4 of Troy Barrett Angst Collection
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- English
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- 23/?
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20 Jun 2026
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Coyote Running by sunshinydayss81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jul 2026
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The nuclear bomb that was Hollanov had completely wiped out any other hockey gossip, but Harris remembered why Troy had been traded here. He’d been traded suddenly at the last possible second, played the last few weeks of the season like a robot. He’d been there. Like the benches were there. Like the adverts on the boards were there. He skated. He caught and passed the puck. He still kept up with Rozanov enough to assist in a few points at the end of the season. Then he’d fucked off for the summer, disappearing. This year, he’d showed up the same way, just a guy in a practice uniform. But he always had shadows under his eyes, and one time had smelled like liquor when he zoomed by Harris as he stood in the team box snapping photos for the instagram.
Hollanov was a much bigger story than Troy Barrett forgetting how to play hockey. No one seemed to remember he was even here. Not even Troy.Or: Troy works out his heartbreak by slutting around. Then maybe he finds a better way to cope.
Title Inspo: Kacey Musgraves "Coyote"
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- Part 1 of Coyote Running AU
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- English
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- 148,079
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- 16/16
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04 Jun 2026
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Luca Haas lives for Hockey. He eats hockey for breakfast, lunch and dinner. He might as well breathe Hockey. Luca loves hockey like he loves his mother, constant and overwhelmingly so.
But the team is starting to worry about him, that he's feeling lonely. Struggling with the weight of expectations, Luca attempts to prove he's alright. And drives 2 hours to Montreal to watch the Canadian grand prix to watch in peace and quiet, instead of having one of his roommates turn it off whilst he's watching, again.
So Luca's not really sure how it happened, how he ended the night with a new number in his phone and the first place Canadian grand prix trophy sitting on his bedside table.
What he does know is that he's a Lewis Hamilton fan though and through, and he doesn't think his papa would be very happy if he brought home James Anderson, the reigning world champion and Lewis Hamilton's biggest rival on track.
The team is ecstatic at the friendship blossoming between Luca and James, and are right to assume that there's something more brewing under the surface. But Luca Haas is adamant that he is not falling in Love.
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- Part 1 of Brace For Impact
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03 Jun 2026
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I feel like he truly only likes me for my ass, Shane thinks. But thankfully, there’s just enough of his brain-to-mouth filter still working well enough to translate that to, “I feel like she truly only likes me for my dick. But maybe I wanna cuddle after or some shit. Is that a crime?”
“Absolutely not, Hollander. You should get all the cuddles you want after a good fuck.” Cliff raises his glass and winks.
He can't believe he's really just talking to Rozanov’s teammate and friend about him. Not that he knows it’s about Rozanov, but still.
Shane's never having vodka ever again. But for now, he’ll let it lower his inhibitions—if only to get all of this off his chest. Maybe then it’d stop fucking aching.
shane strikes up an unlikely friendship with cliff marleau after he walks out of ilya’s penthouse suite in vegas feeling worthless. it’s all fairly innocent at first, until a threesome with shane and a woman awakens something in cliff that he’s never even thought about before. he confides in ilya without revealing who his secret gay awakening was, but ilya connects the dots anyway and goes on a jealous rampage before finally confronting his feelings for shane.
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- 10/11
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31 May 2026
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a glimpse of jane by carinnacaroona
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.
a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime :-)
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- 164,485
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- 45/?
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- 4,079
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- 9,367
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29 May 2026
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Now look what we have put you through by Kzzak
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jul 2026
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Nathan Harradine, a junior player from the WHL and a Centaurs prospect, has—somehow—made it to the Centaurs' training week after a miraculous and miserable fluke after rookie camp.
The Centaurs know he's a bit… odd. Quiet. Nervous.
Ilya Rozanov is suspicious and confused about what his deal is, but finds himself taking a liking to the kid, for some reason.
But what no one knows is the burdens Nathan is carrying, nor the ghosts he's brought with him from the Moose Jaw Marauders that threaten to spill over at any time. The question is, can he keep a hold of himself, or will it all come crashing down?
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28 May 2026
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your presence has gone through me (like needle through a thread) by GatheringBlue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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"We're setting you up with a billet situation," Fletcher continued. "It's pretty common for first-year players, especially international guys. Gives you a chance to settle in, learn the city, have someone looking out for you."
"Okay," Ilya said slowly, not entirely sure what a billet was, but not wanting to admit his ignorance.
He could guess from the context – he’d heard of rookies being assigned to live with older single players, veterans who could show them the ropes. Maybe that was what Fletcher meant. Connors maybe, he was probably a handful of years older than Ilya. Or perhaps Becker. Ilya just hoped it was someone who–
"You'll be staying with Nikolai Petrov and his family."
The words hit Ilya like a punch to the gut. For a moment, he forgot how to breathe.
"Petrov?" he managed, his voice coming out strangled.
__________________________________________________________________The Bears decide that Ilya should be set up with a billet for his first season. The idea of spending a year living with a man that Ilya is sure hates him is completely terrifying. And yet, it ends up being the best thing to ever happen to him.
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- Part 2 of heated rivalry fics
- Language:
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- 103,460
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- 12/?
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25 May 2026
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The Birds, The Bees and Baby Luca Haas by Poppyseed_96
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Aug 2026
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Luca Haas has never been lucky with love. No matter how hard he tries, he has just never felt that special connection with a girl... Maybe he should start looking somewhere else.
But where would he even begin?
Thankfully Luca has somehow ended up on the gayest team in the League and has a lot of mentors to guide him.
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The Centaurs try to help Luca pop his cherry.
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Luca goes on a journey to find himself and on the way finds his teammate's brother.
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- Part 2 of The Centaurs are busybodies
- Language:
- English
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- 72,475
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- 18/18
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16 May 2026
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glass closets and thrown stones by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya sign with Ottawa on July 1st 2018. It goes startlingly well (apart from all the bits that don't).
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- Part 7 of It starts in an elevator
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- English
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- 126,029
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- 38/38
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12 May 2026
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Won't be Alone by halfheartedlycynical
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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There are so many things these days that Nikolai Petrov can’t believe. He can’t believe he’s actually going to get to play professional hockey. Can’t believe he isn’t going to be relegated to some second rate Russian league in Moscow. But most of all, he can’t believe that he’s standing on Ilya Rozanov’s doorstep.
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The Ottawa Centaurs have a new Russian rookie - the first Russian rookie Ilya's ever had, and Ilya is determined to make him feel welcome. Petrov finds that Rozanov and Hollander aren't at all what he expected (Hollander is somehow even more Canadian than he thought possible), but they somehow make him feel just a little more at home in this strange new country.
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- English
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- 7/9
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12 May 2026
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“You handled it well. You flunked a bit the questions we had prepared, but you did well.”
“Flunked?” Shane asked, voice pitching up as the words salted over the open wound, the infected gutting from the top of his throat down to his stomach.
“You should have rectified and make your position clear about Scott Hunter. We don’t want you to sound like you’re antagonizing him,” Yuna added, matter-of-factly, her eyes narrowing on the knot of his tie, adjusting it like it still mattered.Shane’s body shook violently against his will, dislodging from under her touch. Yuna looked up, surprised by his reaction.
Surprise that shifted to horror immediately.“No, that’s not what I meant–”
“I need to–” he gasped, bringing a hand to cover his mouth, while Yuna tried to grab his arm. Any other time, he could have avoided her, but Shane was falling.Series
- Part 2 of Everything is fine
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- English
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- 21,556
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- 4/4
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- 182
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10 May 2026
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Welcome to Boring Ottawa by Letter4No1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Aug 2026
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“I think we need some rules for this year,” Shane admits. He knows it’s not fun or cool. It’s also the only way he’s going to be able to drive away from this ugly ass apartment and not have a panic attack.
“Like your rules for loading the dishwasher?” Ilya teases, his thumb rubbing a gentle circle on the apple of Shane’s cheek. “No, No you would want something more serious.”
Once Ilya told him he preferred to have hard conversations in person so that he could reach out and touch Shane. He said it was grounding and made him feel safe. Shane gets it. All of this is less scary when their knees are bumped together and Ilya’s hands are gently holding his head.
“More like some guardrails to make sure your first year in Ottawa is a success.” It’s a cop out. He wants rules to be sure that come next summer they are just like this with a few more memories thrown in for good measure.
Or: After a year of living in different countries Ilya has successfully been signed with the Ottawa Centaurs. Now both he and Shane have to learn to navigate what it's means when long distance doesn't involve plane rides and stolen nights while Ilya establishes roots in Shane's boring hometown.
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- Part 6 of Hollanov Extended Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 104,226
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- 13/24
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04 May 2026