ExistentialMalaises
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An Embrace in Darkness by ExistentialMalaises
Fandoms: League of Dreamers, League of Dreamers: In Darkness Embrace, In Darkness Embrace (Visual Story)
09 Jun 2025
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The scenes between Ayen and Mercella as seen through the eyes of Ayen.
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Adventure is Worthwhile in Itself by ExistentialMalaises
Fandoms: The Summer I Turned Pretty (TV 2022)
10 Oct 2023
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Instead of getting caught by Conrad at the end of s2e7, Jeremiah and Belly are having a teensy, tiny adventure in public.
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She, too, is turning away from the normative by turning to human practices, attempting to introduce experimentation into her relationship with Spock in an effort to, as humans are apparently fond of saying, spice things up. The deeper her understanding of human sexuality–normative, transformative, and queer–the better she would be able to implement the experimentation into her own life.
Or: T'Pring and Spock fuck the human way. Yes, they really do.
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The Strangest Thing by ExistentialMalaises
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Apr 2021
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A brief look into the relationship that developed between Bucky and Ayo in Wakanda.
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Tentative Kisses in the Dark by ExistentialMalaises for yourcrookedheart
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
12 Apr 2021
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Bucky and Sam share tentative kisses in the dark.
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The Witching Hour by ExistentialMalaises
Fandom Chilling Adventures of Sabrina (TV 2018)
16 Jan 2021
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Prompts and Themes by ExistentialMalaises
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, Merlin (TV), The Magicians (TV), Veronica Mars (TV)
01 Nov 2020
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Short stories, one-shots, and drabbles that are part of a series of prompts that focus on literary genres and (fanfiction) tropes.
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Short stories about Maria DeLuca and Michael Guerin. It may include other characters.
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The ceaseless war on the other side of the ocean is starting to take its toll on the people of Brooklyn. As worldwide conflict is looming over their heads, neighborhoods grow more tumultuous and remain in a constant state of fear. In the midst of the blues, there is James Buchanan Barnes. He is her flash of hope.
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American Myths by yourcrookedheart for ExistentialMalaises
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Apr 2018
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Eight decades of Captain America, as seen through the eyes of one ex-Soviet spy.
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Zuko stood. "You told Aang you were confused. Are you confused because of me?" Katara was silent, arms crossed in front of her. "Don't make me answer that." Zutara, rated MA. Contains explicit, but plot important, sexual situations.
Originally published many moons ago on fanfiction.net under the penname "akiko-dono". THIS IS STILL ME. Just changing names for the new forum.
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- Part 1 of Confused
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Not Easily Conquered by dropdeaddream, WhatAreFears
Fandom Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
07 Jul 2015
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In canon, Buffy and Willow are Psychology majors. Isn't it a funny coincidence how that echoes in a lot of the themes in season 4? What if they'd picked a different subject, like... oh, I dunno... Economics? Sure, the story would mostly be the same, but I have a feeling some of the details would be very different indeed.
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One late night, hate turns to lust.
Beta by MissNibbles and MazVN.
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- Part 1 of Silencio