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Shane is used to the intensity, the roughness in wanting, not this.
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Ilya gives Shane a bath while he's sick and he's struck with the realization that they're only naked together when they have sex.
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31 Dec 2025
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One Night by MeropeMerope for kosegruppie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jan 2026
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After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then an airport delay maroons them together for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.
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Ilya turns his head to get a better look at him. It’s a mistake. There’s the calm, coolly professional face that Hollander shows to the world, always polite, always a little distant. And there’s Shane’s real face, the one he let Ilya see in that restroom in Vegas, the one Ilya glimpses when they sleep together, the one he’s showing him now: open, a little unsure, radiant with affection.
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31 Dec 2025
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everything that kills me (makes me feel alive) by asocialconstruct
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Dec 2025
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The photo is blurry, timestamped 2:17 AM, but there's no mistaking Ilya Rozanov walking into Shane Hollander's building the night Boston wins in Montreal.
By morning, it's everywhere.
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For five years, they've been careful. But one fan with a camera phone unravels it all, and suddenly Shane and Ilya have to answer questions about what they are besides rivals. Shane's team wants him to deny everything. Ilya's family demands the same.
Canon divergence where the secret comes out three years early, and Shane and Ilya have to decide if what they have is real under intense media pressure. Set right before the tuna melt game would have happened.
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30 Dec 2025
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“Board games,” Ilya said, kneeing them higher up his chest.
Shane stared at him. “You travel with those?” he asked, trying to go for scathing. It never quite got there. He didn’t have Ilya’s skill.
Ilya smiled wide and shark-like. “No,” he said. “I got them from Emily. Mrs. Lansow.”
Shane felt even more baffled.
“The owner of the hotel,” Ilya said.
“I know,” Shane said. He just couldn’t imagine Ilya interacting with that sweet woman. Or her asking him to call her by her first name. “Why? I mean, why did you get them?”
“You have better things to do?” Ilya asked.
“I have a phone. And a laptop. And there’s a television,” Shane said.
Ilya squinted dismissively. “Screen is bad. Melts your brain.”
“You sound like my mom,” Shane said, a little softer than he intended and smiling reluctantly.
Ilya tilted his head. “This does it for you?”Shane and Ilya learn what it's like spending time together with their clothes still on.
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- Part 1 of perfect from now on
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30 Dec 2025
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Shane loves yoga. It has always been an escape for him—an escape from his body and his mind. When a bunch of other NHL players interrupt him in a hotel gym during a conference, he is not surprised when they make fun of him, but he is surprised when Ilya asks him to teach them a few poses and they all go along with it. He gets to show off his flexibility, and it seems harmless enough to show off a little extra for Ilya, until-
“Holy shit, Hollander, wait—can you suck your own cock?”
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29 Dec 2025
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Ilya picks up on the third ring, breathing heavily into the phone. Shane hears a door slam shut through the device. “Do not yell at me.”
Shane stares at the half-empty bottle of vodka on the coffee table. “You suck.”
“I suck? I scored hat-trick! In your stupid body! I have not eaten in six hours, Hollander. I have not pissed. I have not laid down. I want to go home.”
“Rozanov–”
“Your mother has called twenty times. Your manager has called thirty times. Your father text me picture of crossword puzzle and ask for help. Clue is about American President from the 1980s. I cannot help!”
OR: the hollanov bodyswap fic.
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29 Dec 2025
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“So,” Ilya starts, drumming his fingers on his knees. “You want tuna melt when we get home?”
“What?” Shane says, distracted. “We just had dinner.”
“Yes,” Ilya says. “But you had children’s portion.”
Shane sends him an incredulous look. “I had two servings.”
“Of baby food.”
“Ilya.”
“Shane.”
Shane sighs. “Can we not do this? Please.”
Unfortunately for Shane, they must do this.
Or: Shane's restrictive eating versus Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov.
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29 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov WIRED Autocomplete Interview by billowyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Dec 2025
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Autocomplete suggests the most common searches on the internet.
ILYA
Welcome! I am very excited.
SHANE
Our agent made me do this.
ILYA
Lies!
So WIRED asked Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov some of the internet's burning questions.
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28 Dec 2025
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everything's easier way out west by rabidrozanov (strangersatellites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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“This is awkward. This room isn’t available to the guests.” He’s holding back a giggle and can see in the twitch of his lips that Ilya is too. They’re never played around like this. Never been comfortable enough to have fun instead of just sex.
Ilya nods, solemn. “Hm. That is disappointing.”
God he’s so handsome. Shane’s eyes drift to his lips and he gets an idea.
“I’m sorry, sir. We’d really like to accommodate you-”
But then the expression on Ilya’s face shifts and suddenly it's not a game anymore.
It’s a split-second of fear that he missed the mark. He only barely even remembers that conversation.
“Maybe you could teach me Russian?”
“Only important phrases. Like ‘yes, sir’ and ‘harder, please.’
Ilya had been joking but... there had been a note of earnestness to his voice. Right?
or: A rewrite of the bellboy scene where Shane calls Ilya "sir" and a puzzle piece clicks into place.
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28 Dec 2025
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Shane and Ilya never set boundaries, never asked for more, and never said what this was. When Shane realizes Ilya hasn’t been playing by rules they never made, he’s forced to confront the one thing he’s avoided for years: wanting something that actually matters.
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28 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.
The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.
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@OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.
@OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:36pm in Galetta, On
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28 Dec 2025
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mine all mine by beyondearths
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.
If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.
Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.
Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.
or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.
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28 Dec 2025
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Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?
Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.
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- Part 8 of Hollanov
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28 Dec 2025
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Shane dropped his gaze. “You’re really going to make me ask?”
“Yes,” Ilya said. “You ask, maybe you get. So, ask.”
“Okay,” Shane said. “I want you to fuck me.”
Ilya started to laugh.
“Don’t—this isn’t a fucking joke, alright?” Shane snapped. “Shut up. I want it to be different. Or, no—the same, but more. I want you to just make me fucking take it. Shit. I don’t know how to ask you for this.”
“No, no, is good start so far,” Ilya said. “Go back to the part where I get to make you fucking take it. That’s good. Tell me more.”- Language:
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27 Dec 2025
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Too Nice by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Dec 2025
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Все счастливые семьи похожи друг на друга, каждая несчастливая семья несчастлива по-своему.
All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way.
~ Leo Tolstoy
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An interlude early in S1E4.
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28 Dec 2025
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u might want to get tested by toomuchplor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Lily: U might want to get tested
Jane: Hilarious. Fuck you.
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Set in the liminal situationship timeline between episodes 3 and 4.
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27 Dec 2025
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
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19 Dec 2025
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Pete and Patrick get into the biggest fight of their relationship and Pete comes back begging for forgiveness. Patrick makes him earn it.
(Bandom Fluff Fest 2025-Day 31: Free Day!)
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- Part 31 of Bandom Fluff Fest 2025
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09 Nov 2025
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Silver Arrows To The Heart by evermorepeyton
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
21 Oct 2025
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Phil loves his life, he loves being a Mercedes Formula 1 driver and he loves being PJ’s teammate, friend and neighbor. He loves the routine he has going on. He lives in a perfect bubble.
But now that bubble is about to burst when the news that PJ is leaving Mercedes hit the tabloids. And worst of all, his replacement is Red Bull’s two-time world champion Daniel Howell, who has a reputation for having a little bit of an ego.
Phil isn’t exactly happy about this.
To put it lightly, he fucking hates it here.- Language:
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09 Nov 2025
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Gabe and William decide to hang out after a Decaydance meeting and end up doing a little bit more...
Gabe is being Gabe about it
As in totally normal and calm and collected.
Obviously.
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09 Nov 2025