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    With sudden, obvious clarity, Hayden realized that maybe it wasn’t that Shane wasn’t comfortable with intimacy, but rather that the world—especially the world of the NHL—wasn’t comfortable with the type of intimacy Shane wanted.

    Or Hayden Pike POV as Shane comes to terms with being gay.

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    14 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    [Podfic for "I Want The Whole World To Know, You’re Mine" by for_the_love_of_hollanov]

    Ilya is struggling with keeping his relationship with Shane a secret. He finds a way to get some reassurance that even if Shane can’t show it in public, he only belongs to Ilya.

    All credit to the illustrious Rachel Reid and her creation of this beautiful world.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
    Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “But how did you know you liked guys? Like did you think about fucking them or were you just wondering and decided to try it out?”

    “Why do you ask me this?” 

    His brick wall shaped - and minded - friend shrugs, turning his head to look out the window to his right while he speaks noncommittally. 

    “Just, eh, whatever. It’s nothing.”

    “You are thinking overall? Or you have a crush do you think?”

    “Not a crush, fuck I don’t - I don’t know. Forget it.”

    “You make me tell you about my feelings, you can do too. Go.”

    Cliff sighs and dares not to meet Ilya’s eyes. 

    “The other day, when you and Hollander were talking shit to each other. I don’t know. It was sweet. I’ve never seen Hollander act like that with anyone.”

    Ilya waits for him to continue, cogs turning and creaking in his brain as more silence passes by them. He snaps his head towards Cliff, who looks away. It’s almost endearing to see his boisterous friend shy like this - it would be, if it weren’t over his Shane. 

    “You…you want to fuck Hollander?”

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “So,” Cliff starts. “Ottawa.”

    “Ottawa,” Roz repeats, and the way he says it, half-amused, half-quizzical, gives Cliff nothing.

    “It’s not Montreal.”

    Roz looks offended. “Why would I go to fucking Montreal?”

    Cliff shrugs, going for casual. “Montreal Girl? I thought, you know, if you ever go to Canada…”

    Roz scoffs. “You and Montreal girl. You say I am obsessed with her, but is you who always talks about her.”

    “Yeah, because you’re always texting her!”

    “Well, I like to get laid.”

    And there’s Cliff’s opening.

    Or: Cliff has been suspecting that Roz moved to Ottawa for his Montreal girl for a while now. And tonight, they’re going to go out for drinks and he’s finally going to get some answers. Not even two overeager rookies are going to stop him. Except things don’t quite go as Cliff planned and Jane from Montreal is not what he expected.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Roz: it’s weird with her
    Roz: idk if anyone else ever has this happen
    Roz: but I can’t get enough from her
    Roz: usually after sex with someone I am done
    Roz: but the more I have of Jane, the more I want
    Roz: weird, right?

    Hammer: sounds like you’re falling for her, Rozy

    Roz: no, no
    Roz: like, sometimes I want to see her even after sex
    Roz: or text her but not dick pics
    Roz: weird feeling, like horny but for talking or hanging out
    Roz: its confusing, hard to explain

    Cliff: you’re literally just describing liking a person

    Cliff Marleau's seen his captain through some crazy times and some wild crash outs. This is a little foray into some of the group chats and nights out with the boys. Especially when Cap is in his feels about his Montreal Girl.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the best player in the league. That has never mattered less than it does under Ilya Rozanov, Team Canada's new coach for the 2014 Sochi Olympics.

    Shane grew up watching him, playing against him, idolising him in a way he didn't even realise. But as a coach, Shane hates him. He's cold, demanding, and impossible to please. But Rozanov pushes Shane harder than anyone ever has, and slowly his hate turns to obsession, competition to dependence. And Shane learns that their lessons come with a price: desire neither of them can afford.

    (OR the coach/player forbidden hollanov you've been waiting for ;) )

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    10 Mar 2026

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    A reimagined alternative reality where Yuna and Irina were best friends from international school and after her death, Yuna forcefully advocates for young Ilya to be part of her family and while she figures that out, he becomes penpals with her son Shane.

    What if Ilya was given comfort as a child?

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Hayden: Babe.
    Hayden:...do you think Shane could be gay?

    Jackie: Definitely.

    Hayden: Wait, seriously?

    Jackie: Yeah, I’ve suspected for years.
    Jackie: But why do you think so all of a sudden?

    Hayden: Okay, we have to come back to that but.
    Hayden: I got a message from him that I don’t think was meant for me…

    Jackie: What did it say?

    Hayden: You’re going to make me type it out?

    Jackie: Hayden, you’re thirty years old. Type out the message. It can’t be that bad.

    Hayden: Something about missing a cock desperately.

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    10 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 44

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    What if, during one of their stays at the cottage over the summer, our boys decided to elope? It's just Shane, Ilya, and the beautiful Canadian sunset. Read to see how romantic these two can be.

    Or, Shane & Ilya get married in secret.

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    09 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 38

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    It began with a Zoom call and ended with New Year's fireworks.

    Caught in the glow of the casting screen, Hudson saw those golden curls and radiant eyes, and he knew he was doomed. This encounter for “Heated Rivalry” was never just a job—it was the destiny that would fuse their lives forever.

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    09 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    “I believe in the idea of soulmates, not saying you’re my one and only soulmate - but…” - Connor
    “We’re soulmates” - Hudson

    “[The story] is about two people who are in love, who might not initially realize it but they are” - Jacob

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    SNL shows. Fashion Weeks. Two more seasons of filming & promo tours.

    As the years blur together, so does the space between them. A series of vignettes over a few years, told through alternating perspectives between Hudson Williams & Connor Storrie, that capture the poignant, slow-burn shifts in their relationship from soul family to soulmates.

    *Purely fictional / entertainment only / no tie to IRL. My writing style tends to trend grounded, character-first if you’re into that :) (and eventually smut of course)

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    09 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 35

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    They haven't fucked. It's a line nobody dares to cross. Or even wants to. They shouldn't. And to be fair, most of the time they wouldn't even be able to anyway. The days that they were able to see each other were few and far in between. Those few relaxing days around New Years had been a big test of what ifs, but nobody had ever shifted a toe out of their carefully drawn limit.

    But tonight, tonight they are at the fucking Golden Globes. Together. Feeling like they are standing on the top of the world, hand in hand. And Connor keeps wondering. Again. About the what if. What if this gaze that he keeps catching on Hudson's beautiful face really carries the same sentiment he feels deep within his very own soul.
    ...

    OR

    Months full of tension and yearning are enough.
    The feeling of standing on top of the world together finally cracks fully through their "best-friends" facade.
    It's now or never and they both know it.

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    09 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Nothing is more important to me than you, Connie," Hudson says softly. "Been waiting for your call all night."

    Connor swallows. "Been waiting all night to call you."

    The air suddenly feels thicker. Hotter. They're staring at each other through the screen, and Connor can feel his heart rate elevating as his mouth grows dry. "God, I wish you were here," he whispers before he can stop himself.

    // It's the GLAAD Media Awards night. It's cool and amazing and everything, but Connor can't really feel any of it. His other half is missing. Thank God, private hotel rooms and FaceTime exist.

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    09 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 28

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    “Of course I’m mad,” Connor huffed, backing Hudson slowly against the wall, “You’ve been holding out on me, baby.”

    “Ohhh,” Hudson smirked and lifted his chin, “You’re mad that you liked it!”

    “I’m mad you’ve had that in you and you gave me half-assed shit the whole time we filmed,” Connor argued back.

    “Nope!” Hudson popped the “p” sound, “You’re mad that you want to kiss me again.”

    ~

    Hudson and Connor end up on a Kiss Cam and Connor realizes Hudson kisses differently than he ever did as Shane.

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    09 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Maybe things are complicated—until they’re not.

    (or the boys share time after s1 filming, dealing with feelings that are right in front of their faces)

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    09 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 19

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    It’s almost like a short film:

    two upcoming actors struggling with their newfound fame in their own ways, seeking comfort in what got them there in the first place: each other.

    Hudson thinks he’ll go home and write about this night. He’ll fill in the blanks with private touches, maybe even a kiss. Maybe he’ll make them secret lovers. Maybe he’ll make their love for each other the central theme. Maybe he’ll make them fall in love on set, reading through lines where they fall in love, crossing lines on what it means to be just friends. Maybe they realize it at the start. Or maybe they don’t realize it until it’s too late and all the lines have already been blurred.

    Hudson doesn’t know when he’d started associating the taste of smoke with the taste of Connor Storrie.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    The Swiss National League doesn’t care about the legendary Hollander-Rozanov rivalry. When the MLH can’t negotiate with the Hockey Players’ Union in time to prevent a hockey lockout at the start of the 2015 season, the Zürich Lions jump at the chance to sign both Shane and Ilya to short-term contracts. For four months in Switzerland, they share a team, a line, a house, and a bed. 

    Then the lockout ends in January, and it’s time to go back. Back to different countries, cities, lives. Beds.

    Reentry is harder than expected.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is traded to the Boston Bears after back to back Stanley Cup victories, to the surprise of everyone. Most of all, Ilya Rozanov, Captain of the Bears and long-time situationship of Shane Hollander.

    The 2016-2017 Season is going to be very interesting.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    When Ilya hears about the plane crash, his world stops.

    Shane was on that flight. Shane, who doesn't know that he's everything to Ilya. Who doesn't know that Ilya dreams about his freckles, that every time Shane leaves it feels like dying, that Ilya has been in love with him for longer than he can admit.

    They've been meeting up secretly for years now—stolen moments in hotel rooms, mornings where Shane wakes up beautiful and Ilya can't look away. But Ilya has never said the words. Has never told Shane what this really is, what it means.

    Now there are fifty passengers injured. One dead. And no one will tell Ilya if Shane is alive.

    or: Shane is hurt and Ilya panics

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    08 Mar 2026

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